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I know you've felt it before, but I believe you easily fall back into not loving yourself. You don't see the brilliant and compassionate person you are. The depth of your heart. You may not think you are good with words, but when you write them your words fill a room with love. I shall be watching over you. I'll smile as you grow into the powerful women you are meant to be. It will fill my heart with joy to witness your purpose lighting a fire inside you. I will always love you and I will always be a part of you. Please play Bob Marley's \"No Women No Cry\" at my funeral.\n\nBoys, \n\nCry if you need. Curse the world if you need. Go break something. You are the reason I lived as long as I did. If you hadn't been there I would have disappeared and all these thousands of people who now show me love would not know me. I know you are hurting. That you are in shock thinking of the idea that I will no longer be there to hold you when you are sad. 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