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      "body": "张爱玲真的很委屈，她的心里只有这一个男人，而这个男人的心里却装着很多女人，叫她怎么能不感伤？\n\n张爱玲曾说过，人生所谓的“生趣”其实都存在于一些不相干的事上。理想、计划、前程是多么的遥远、不可靠，只有眼前的幸福、喜悦才是人可以牢牢抓住的。\n\n\n胡兰成最懂张爱玲，是那个给了她喜悦和幸福的人。\n\n胡兰成懂她贵族家庭背景下的高贵优雅，也懂她因为童年的不幸而生成的及时行乐的思想。\n\n仅仅这一个“懂得”，就让张爱玲爱上了胡兰成。然而，她最爱的人却将她伤的最深。\n\n爱之初，两情相悦，胡兰成欣赏她的一颦一笑，欣赏她的莫名的忧伤，还有她那飞扬的文字，她也把他当成了自己的知音。\n\n她知道他有家室，却从未提过让他离婚，给自己名分。\n\n最终是胡兰成的妻子英娣不能容忍，丈夫整日不着家，她向胡兰成提出了离婚。\n\n于是，胡兰成顺理成章地娶了张爱玲，婚后的张爱玲常常荡着一脸的喜悦，好像一朵开得满满的花，又像一轮圆得满满的月亮。\n\n可惜好景不长，胡兰成就另寻新欢，将爱玲抛在了脑后。\n\n张爱玲对胡兰成自伤自怜地说：“我想过，我倘使不得不离开你，亦不致寻短见，亦不能再爱别人，我将只是萎谢了。”\n\n\n二人分别后，胡兰成写了一本书——《山河岁月》，香港某个小报刊登过，就胡兰成《山河岁月》一书问及张爱玲，但是她没有发表任何言论。\n\n1960年9月，胡兰成的《今生今世》出版后，胡兰成立刻给张爱玲寄了一本，张爱玲没有回应。\n\n在之后的70年代里，胡兰成想为张爱玲写传，但是张爱玲礼貌地谢绝了。\n\n\n张爱玲和胡兰成诀别后，是连朋友也不想做了，形同陌路。\n\n爱过的人，还能够做朋友吗？\n\n那要看爱的程度，如果爱的太深，伤的太重，真的连朋友也没的做。\n\n昨天看到这个命题作文，首先想到的就是张爱玲。\n\n虽然知道这样写没什么新意，也不接近现实，不能拉近读者距离。\n\n可我能把想的写出来已经不错了，慢慢再去找平衡，在我想写的和读者爱看之间找平衡。\n\n昨天听了喜雨的上稿复盘，很多点都触动到我。\n\n我耐心不够，钻研的程度不够，和老师的沟通不够。\n\n最最关键的是我的基本功，遣词造句的能力，讲故事的能力，还差的太远。\n\n看到一段话:\n\n“写作的基础应该是锻炼一个作者叙述能力、语言组织能力、知识储备能力。只有拥有这些最基本的能力，我们才能写出有力量的文字。”\n\n我对校长说，叙述能力、语言组织能力、知识储备能力。\n\n我觉得自己真的很缺这3种最基本的能力。\n\n但我也知道，这些能力是要找到适合自己的方式去训练，真不是在28天里老师能够教会的。\n\n校长提醒我:“所以为什么要日更呀?\n\n其实就是在训练我们最底层的能力，训练语感。”\n\n听了潇潇和喜雨的上稿复盘，我发现她们两个人都特别擅长讲故事，她们都熟悉、喜欢张爱玲。\n\n我对张爱玲开始是讨厌的，因为不喜欢她的婚姻生活，觉得她是拿着一手好牌在作贱自己，把爱错付。\n\n后来，在私教班接到的选题是张爱玲，于是，带着好奇心，去读完了《色戒:张爱玲与胡兰成的前世今生》，在阅读的过程中，喜欢上了张爱玲，也能够理解她的选择。\n\n张爱玲是20世纪中国文学史上一位充满传奇色彩的作家，一个旷世才女,一个不愿被人控制的作家.就连鲁迅都十分佩服她.\n\n张爱玲的小说语言色彩鲜明浓厚，音调铿锵，特数字词所具有的气味颜色，音高质感都能被她运用得淋淋尽致。\n\n她还特别擅长制造画面感，运用比喻。\n\n我越来越佩服她，想要多读几本她的书，学习如何进行细节描写",
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