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RESOURCE CREDITS100.00%
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2019/10/24 19:09:33
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2018/10/24 22:06:21
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bodyCongratulations @thatlady! You have received a personal award! [![](https://steemitimages.com/70x70/http://steemitboard.com/@thatlady/birthday2.png)](http://steemitboard.com/@thatlady) 2 Years on Steemit <sub>_Click on the badge to view your Board of Honor._</sub> **Do not miss the last post from @steemitboard:** <table><tr><td><a href="https://steemit.com/steemitboard/@steemitboard/steemitboard-ranking-update-resteem-and-resteemed-added"><img src="https://steemitimages.com/64x128/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfRVpHQhLDhnjDtqck8GPv9NPvNKPfMsDaAFDE1D9Er2Z/header_ranking.png"></a></td><td><a href="https://steemit.com/steemitboard/@steemitboard/steemitboard-ranking-update-resteem-and-resteemed-added">SteemitBoard Ranking update - Resteem and Resteemed added</a></td></tr></table> > Support [SteemitBoard's project](https://steemit.com/@steemitboard)! **[Vote for its witness](https://v2.steemconnect.com/sign/account-witness-vote?witness=steemitboard&approve=1)** and **get one more award**!
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2017/10/24 18:31:51
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bodyCongratulations @thatlady! You have received a personal award! [![](https://steemitimages.com/70x70/http://steemitboard.com/@thatlady/birthday1.png)](http://steemitboard.com/@thatlady) Happy Birthday - 1 Year on Steemit Happy Birthday - 1 Year on Steemit Click on the badge to view your own Board of Honor on SteemitBoard. For more information about this award, click [here](https://steemit.com/steemitboard/@steemitboard/steemitboard-update-8-happy-birthday) > By upvoting this notification, you can help all Steemit users. Learn how [here](https://steemit.com/steemitboard/@steemitboard/http-i-cubeupload-com-7ciqeo-png)!
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2017/08/08 19:56:18
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bodyWell written
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2016/11/11 14:40:54
authorthatlady
bodyIm glad you can write this for show...given that it has never been sent TO me with any sort of genuineness. Your actions have never matched your words, including the day you posted this drivel. It is time to leave me alone Sharli.
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/31 15:11:00
authorthatlady
bodyI have a letter for you dear.
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/30 15:26:54
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/30 15:17:24
authorthatlady
body@@ -10,18 +10,16 @@ harday,%0A - %0A I starte @@ -138,19 +138,16 @@ send it. - %0A %0AWhile i @@ -277,17 +277,16 @@ magined. - You con @@ -482,17 +482,16 @@ nd have - also con @@ -600,19 +600,16 @@ my life. - %0A %0AYou had @@ -704,17 +704,16 @@ tamine!! - Even th @@ -748,17 +748,16 @@ at drug. - You kne @@ -830,17 +830,16 @@ ant lie. - Suspici @@ -849,17 +849,16 @@ ly, the - CPS call @@ -923,17 +923,16 @@ g Order. - You des @@ -1027,17 +1027,16 @@ ealousy. - I also @@ -1336,17 +1336,16 @@ ety too. - Then yo @@ -1534,17 +1534,16 @@ kill me. - Fast-fo @@ -1663,17 +1663,16 @@ my hair. - You pos @@ -2064,17 +2064,16 @@ g I was. - By the @@ -2180,17 +2180,16 @@ welcome. - It's ju @@ -2292,17 +2292,16 @@ future. - You are @@ -2400,17 +2400,16 @@ mselves. - You are @@ -2553,17 +2553,16 @@ er seen. - I only @@ -2756,13 +2756,20 @@ st? -wow. +Ummm, Wow.%0A%0A I al @@ -2859,17 +2859,16 @@ later). - I didn%E2%80%99 @@ -2877,17 +2877,16 @@ read it. - I won%E2%80%99t @@ -2938,17 +2938,16 @@ : ever). - You can @@ -3068,17 +3068,16 @@ y to me. - I can o @@ -3183,17 +3183,16 @@ ourself. - I hope @@ -3252,17 +3252,16 @@ one day. - And I h @@ -3348,17 +3348,16 @@ better. - That in @@ -3362,25 +3362,24 @@ includes me. - I make boun @@ -3411,17 +3411,16 @@ ep them. - This wi @@ -3478,25 +3478,24 @@ opic of you. - I never int @@ -3788,18 +3788,16 @@ it down. - It's be @@ -3861,17 +3861,16 @@ ourself. - So, her @@ -3933,17 +3933,16 @@ is talk. - Shut yo @@ -4053,17 +4053,16 @@ t mine.%0A -%0A We%E2%80%99ve ha @@ -4248,17 +4248,16 @@ existed. - I went @@ -4288,17 +4288,16 @@ ice man. - He turn @@ -4381,17 +4381,16 @@ re here. - Sorry, @@ -4451,17 +4451,16 @@ re too.%E2%80%9D - I let i @@ -4464,17 +4464,16 @@ t it be. - I don%E2%80%99t @@ -4483,17 +4483,16 @@ te kids. - Your da @@ -4544,17 +4544,16 @@ scared. - They we @@ -4614,17 +4614,16 @@ hungry. - As it t @@ -4648,17 +4648,16 @@ e drunk. - I helpe @@ -4752,17 +4752,16 @@ may be. - Then yo @@ -4775,17 +4775,16 @@ ialized. - I backe @@ -4819,17 +4819,16 @@ wo talk. - (By the @@ -4990,17 +4990,16 @@ s ever%E2%80%A6) - But whe @@ -5113,17 +5113,16 @@ ONE!!!%E2%80%9D - I could @@ -5200,17 +5200,16 @@ my face. - Then yo @@ -5244,17 +5244,16 @@ ds home. - Nice to @@ -5295,25 +5295,24 @@ onversation: - You waltzed @@ -5372,17 +5372,16 @@ kitchen. - You nev @@ -5489,17 +5489,16 @@ manners. - (Since @@ -5595,17 +5595,16 @@ ud etc.) - You blo @@ -5724,17 +5724,16 @@ a don%E2%80%99t. - I can o @@ -5822,17 +5822,16 @@ choice. - Color m @@ -5841,17 +5841,16 @@ onfused. - By this @@ -5958,17 +5958,16 @@ the bar. - Kudos t @@ -6011,17 +6011,16 @@ y house. - Or at l @@ -6030,17 +6030,16 @@ t learn - some man @@ -6043,17 +6043,16 @@ manners. - I polit @@ -6082,17 +6082,16 @@ our car. - You off @@ -6250,17 +6250,16 @@ e start. - No than @@ -6308,17 +6308,16 @@ rsation: - You wer @@ -6410,17 +6410,16 @@ ourself. - (I real @@ -6541,17 +6541,16 @@ lly do.) - Anyway, @@ -6627,17 +6627,16 @@ e a hug. - I allow @@ -6708,17 +6708,16 @@ benefit. - I allow @@ -6755,17 +6755,16 @@ ar self. - Thankfu @@ -6822,17 +6822,16 @@ a shank. - We both @@ -6914,17 +6914,16 @@ e right! - You tur @@ -6994,17 +6994,16 @@ to Neal. - You see @@ -7151,17 +7151,16 @@ athetic - and see- @@ -7322,17 +7322,16 @@ ight me. - And the @@ -7414,17 +7414,16 @@ ive me%E2%80%99. - Don't s @@ -7587,17 +7587,16 @@ doesn%E2%80%99t. - And fra @@ -7619,17 +7619,16 @@ er do I. - I haven @@ -7749,17 +7749,16 @@ ound me. - Then yo @@ -7896,17 +7896,16 @@ ted you. - Didn%E2%80%99t @@ -7937,17 +7937,16 @@ did it? - FYI, th @@ -8093,17 +8093,16 @@ ehavior. - You%E2%80%99re @@ -8139,17 +8139,16 @@ lf dear. - He was @@ -8204,17 +8204,16 @@ rprised. - (He gav @@ -8278,17 +8278,16 @@ to him). - So the @@ -8354,17 +8354,16 @@ kill me. - I had t @@ -8444,17 +8444,16 @@ ehavior. - Who was @@ -8549,20 +8549,19 @@ ss Mr. S -a +o l. - He%E2%80%99s a @@ -8632,17 +8632,16 @@ lection. - You two @@ -8726,17 +8726,16 @@ a date. - Two bee @@ -8810,17 +8810,16 @@ one huh? - Saving @@ -8890,17 +8890,16 @@ suppose. - I am fr @@ -8935,17 +8935,16 @@ up here. - I know @@ -8963,17 +8963,16 @@ le here. - Includi @@ -9030,17 +9030,16 @@ nd with. - The onl @@ -9166,17 +9166,16 @@ und out. - You are @@ -9207,17 +9207,16 @@ rrassed. - As you @@ -9258,17 +9258,16 @@ n woman. - Ironica @@ -9403,17 +9403,16 @@ n a lay. - Which I @@ -9494,17 +9494,16 @@ moment. - Althoug @@ -9514,17 +9514,16 @@ oor Tim. - I suppo @@ -9633,17 +9633,16 @@ %E2%80%99s wife. - Oftah, @@ -9668,17 +9668,16 @@ y bunch. - All I c @@ -9785,17 +9785,16 @@ account. - Also, n @@ -9982,17 +9982,16 @@ ciopath. - You hav @@ -10073,17 +10073,16 @@ or them. - Nothing @@ -10128,17 +10128,16 @@ s right? - Below i @@ -10176,17 +10176,16 @@ ars ago%E2%80%A6 - I just @@ -10197,17 +10197,16 @@ ited it. - Sadly, @@ -10286,17 +10286,16 @@ at all. - It's pr @@ -10398,17 +10398,16 @@ choice. - In that @@ -10609,17 +10609,16 @@ abotage. - Except @@ -10722,17 +10722,16 @@ abotage. - Sorry h @@ -10765,25 +10765,24 @@ de with you. - You%E2%80%99re on y @@ -10789,17 +10789,16 @@ our own. - And ain @@ -10842,17 +10842,17 @@ art-bag: -%0A + (written @@ -10866,19 +10866,16 @@ er 2014) - %0ASince y @@ -11086,47 +11086,12 @@ age. -w what it means before we continue.%0A1) +%0A%0A1. No o @@ -11335,17 +11335,16 @@ you are. - And, we @@ -11398,17 +11398,16 @@ stupid. - Do you @@ -11430,17 +11430,16 @@ ut life? - Here ar @@ -11460,17 +11460,16 @@ I know: - Having @@ -11502,17 +11502,16 @@ a saint. - Having @@ -11593,17 +11593,16 @@ n a mom. - It make @@ -11627,17 +11627,16 @@ parent. - And in @@ -11730,17 +11730,16 @@ breeder. - Breedin @@ -11859,17 +11859,16 @@ able of. - You are @@ -11887,17 +11887,16 @@ at all. - (Yes I @@ -12020,17 +12020,16 @@ morals? - Mmm hmm @@ -12254,17 +12254,16 @@ you are. - You neg @@ -12382,17 +12382,16 @@ onceive, - every h @@ -12579,25 +12579,24 @@ st like you. - You are sic @@ -12606,17 +12606,16 @@ nd mean. - And wro @@ -12617,17 +12617,16 @@ d wrong. - By the @@ -12744,17 +12744,16 @@ ealousy. - Just th @@ -12823,17 +12823,16 @@ boogey!! - It was @@ -13228,17 +13228,16 @@ ntation. - All I c @@ -13250,17 +13250,16 @@ is Wow. - No one @@ -13312,17 +13312,16 @@ b woman. - What I @@ -13684,17 +13684,16 @@ eeding). - *Pssst, @@ -13768,17 +13768,16 @@ ourself. - I sugge @@ -13797,19 +13797,16 @@ it out. - %0A %0AHow abo @@ -13868,17 +13868,16 @@ father? - But you @@ -13909,17 +13909,16 @@ e right? - It%E2%80%99s al @@ -13928,17 +13928,16 @@ bout me. - Even th @@ -14025,17 +14025,16 @@ (child). - Great p @@ -14150,17 +14150,16 @@ to you%E2%80%99. - Jesus, @@ -14177,17 +14177,16 @@ ng grip. - What I @@ -14230,14 +14230,13 @@ man. - %0A%0A -2) +1.%09 Lear @@ -14312,17 +14312,16 @@ d drama. - (See %E2%80%98I @@ -14377,16 +14377,17 @@ eport.)%0A + The fact @@ -14487,17 +14487,16 @@ or life. - Awe, yo @@ -14531,17 +14531,16 @@ erfect?? - You poo @@ -14552,17 +14552,16 @@ or dear. - The fac @@ -14873,17 +14873,16 @@ hildren. - The per @@ -14985,17 +14985,16 @@ istence. - This wh @@ -15181,17 +15181,16 @@ s point. - I guess @@ -15439,17 +15439,16 @@ for you. - If you @@ -15537,17 +15537,16 @@ person. - I do kn @@ -15567,17 +15567,16 @@ ls like. - I%E2%80%99ve fe @@ -15770,17 +15770,16 @@ cident.%E2%80%99 - It%E2%80%99s no @@ -15915,17 +15915,16 @@ go away. - But you @@ -16018,17 +16018,16 @@ le down. - You als @@ -16061,17 +16061,16 @@ trength. - You%E2%80%99ve @@ -16091,17 +16091,16 @@ choices. - All dec @@ -16182,18 +16182,16 @@ ourself. - %0A%0ALeavin @@ -16319,17 +16319,16 @@ he page. - You ban @@ -16393,17 +16393,16 @@ ars ago. - Hope yo @@ -16457,25 +16457,24 @@ ll worth it. - You%E2%80%99ve been @@ -16522,17 +16522,16 @@ on him). - Tim%E2%80%99s b @@ -16574,17 +16574,16 @@ r years. - Tim and @@ -16651,25 +16651,24 @@ e for years. - You%E2%80%99ve been @@ -16717,17 +16717,16 @@ r years. - You don @@ -16770,17 +16770,16 @@ anymore. - Own up @@ -16809,17 +16809,16 @@ cisions. - You are @@ -16903,17 +16903,16 @@ tion to. - I know @@ -17005,18 +17005,16 @@ GROW UP. - %0A%0AThe be @@ -17059,17 +17059,16 @@ at all. - It%E2%80%99s re @@ -17138,25 +17138,24 @@ at class is. - You are in @@ -17197,17 +17197,16 @@ ourself. - Or you @@ -17279,17 +17279,16 @@ ur life. - We all @@ -17405,17 +17405,16 @@ re life. - And you @@ -17547,17 +17547,16 @@ abounds. - You do @@ -17694,17 +17694,16 @@ ne else. - I%E2%80%99ve be @@ -17862,17 +17862,16 @@ is good. - Your de @@ -17945,17 +17945,16 @@ sees it. - Your ne @@ -18183,17 +18183,16 @@ ut them. - Funny t @@ -18223,17 +18223,16 @@ %E2%80%99t suck! - No one @@ -18317,17 +18317,80 @@ at you, -a +but%E2%80%A6if the shoe fits girl, it was probably made just for you. A nd (SURP @@ -18438,14 +18438,16 @@ in -%5Btown%5D +Billings %E2%80%99 as @@ -18492,17 +18492,16 @@ may be. - Going o @@ -18657,17 +18657,16 @@ mildly. - I%E2%80%99ve ne @@ -18807,17 +18807,16 @@ re life. - Again, @@ -18980,17 +18980,16 @@ y count. - Nor doe @@ -19155,17 +19155,16 @@ d do we? - I can s @@ -19430,17 +19430,16 @@ ructive. - You hav @@ -19478,17 +19478,16 @@ a life. - Learn h @@ -19564,17 +19564,16 @@ ng into%E2%80%A6 - yikes.%0A @@ -19577,11 +19577,11 @@ s.%0A%0A -3) +2.%09 Lear @@ -19898,17 +19898,16 @@ mom%E2%80%99%E2%80%A6).%0A -%0A My fathe @@ -19956,17 +19956,16 @@ is now. - I gaine @@ -19997,17 +19997,16 @@ s later. - My step @@ -20084,17 +20084,16 @@ ery day. - My real @@ -20102,17 +20102,16 @@ ad DIED. - Got tha @@ -20112,17 +20112,16 @@ ot that? - He is d @@ -20127,17 +20127,16 @@ d-e-a-d. - You cle @@ -20218,17 +20218,16 @@ others. - You are @@ -20277,17 +20277,16 @@ a soul). - If it w @@ -20367,17 +20367,16 @@ happen. - Guess w @@ -20379,17 +20379,16 @@ ss what? - It hasn @@ -20417,17 +20417,16 @@ er will. - You sho @@ -20483,17 +20483,16 @@ an that. - If you @@ -20720,17 +20720,16 @@ oo dear. - See, wh @@ -20966,17 +20966,16 @@ lp them. - I was h @@ -21190,17 +21190,16 @@ f stuff. - In that @@ -21248,17 +21248,16 @@ lopment. - I%E2%80%99m pro @@ -21337,17 +21337,16 @@ hate me. - I mean, @@ -21456,17 +21456,16 @@ public. - It%E2%80%99s de @@ -21575,17 +21575,16 @@ do shit. - I also @@ -21635,17 +21635,16 @@ e a fan. - Again, @@ -21732,17 +21732,16 @@ anyway. - Hate me @@ -21999,11 +21999,8 @@ day. - %0A%0ANo @@ -22080,17 +22080,16 @@ Nicole. - You hat @@ -22171,17 +22171,16 @@ he past. - Deal wi @@ -22362,17 +22362,16 @@ our own. - (In oth @@ -22523,17 +22523,16 @@ om you.) - Set a r @@ -22614,17 +22614,16 @@ aughter. - Oh wait @@ -22677,17 +22677,16 @@ ur life. - Well%E2%80%A6 I @@ -22861,17 +22861,16 @@ ke that. - You are @@ -22958,17 +22958,16 @@ f work.%0A -%0A You went @@ -23024,25 +23024,24 @@ Tim%E2%80%99s house. - You refused @@ -23206,25 +23206,24 @@ support you. - You couldn%E2%80%99 @@ -23324,17 +23324,16 @@ s house. - But you @@ -23398,17 +23398,16 @@ before. - Tim%E2%80%99s m @@ -23549,17 +23549,16 @@ of bar'. - Your ch @@ -23592,17 +23592,16 @@ s house. - You can @@ -23734,17 +23734,16 @@ e kids%E2%80%99. - Then a @@ -23773,17 +23773,16 @@ h, that. - That ne @@ -23795,17 +23795,16 @@ ppened.%E2%80%99 - And buy @@ -23858,17 +23858,16 @@ shacks? - Great p @@ -23891,17 +23891,16 @@ the way. - Have yo @@ -23949,17 +23949,16 @@ strict?? - Clearly @@ -23962,17 +23962,16 @@ rly not. - I%E2%80%99m fro @@ -24081,17 +24081,16 @@ to you. - Am I su @@ -24153,17 +24153,16 @@ ve liar? - But yea @@ -24281,17 +24281,16 @@ the bar. - That ki @@ -24480,17 +24480,16 @@ levels. - Not to @@ -24625,17 +24625,16 @@ ertree?? - And how @@ -25066,11 +25066,11 @@ e.%0A%0A -4) +3.%09 STOP @@ -25110,17 +25110,16 @@ my life. - I lost @@ -25177,17 +25177,16 @@ s bitch. - You thi @@ -25207,17 +25207,16 @@ perfect? - You thi @@ -25246,17 +25246,16 @@ d to me? - Think a @@ -25259,17 +25259,16 @@ k again. - I have @@ -25312,17 +25312,16 @@ parent. - My pare @@ -25467,17 +25467,16 @@ re kids. - But ins @@ -25598,17 +25598,16 @@ spapers. - I still @@ -25738,17 +25738,16 @@ ay from. - It%E2%80%99s aw @@ -25867,18 +25867,16 @@ oxicity. - %0A%0AThat a @@ -25921,17 +25921,16 @@ y alone. - It also @@ -26039,17 +26039,16 @@ friends. - Both of @@ -26072,17 +26072,16 @@ ead now. - I have @@ -26258,17 +26258,16 @@ o, yay!) - You%E2%80%99re @@ -26657,17 +26657,16 @@ lly ill. - My moth @@ -26679,17 +26679,16 @@ no one. - She did @@ -26731,17 +26731,16 @@ ery day. - There w @@ -26859,17 +26859,16 @@ her out. - There w @@ -26916,17 +26916,16 @@ /7, 365. - Yet you @@ -27079,17 +27079,16 @@ y basis. - I would @@ -27182,17 +27182,16 @@ victim. - It%E2%80%99s tr @@ -27244,17 +27244,16 @@ you do. - Especia @@ -27431,18 +27431,16 @@ l along. - %0A%0AEven w @@ -27758,17 +27758,16 @@ cocaine. - You are @@ -27818,17 +27818,16 @@ gutter. - You are @@ -27929,25 +27929,24 @@ wave at you. - You want to @@ -28147,17 +28147,16 @@ time??? - Well, y @@ -28396,17 +28396,16 @@ omplex). - I will @@ -28440,18 +28440,16 @@ I want. - %0A%0ANo one @@ -28605,15 +28605,13 @@ too. - %0A%0A5) +%0A%0A4.%09 Your @@ -28646,16 +28646,17 @@ s over.%0A + He has a @@ -28661,17 +28661,16 @@ a life. - Without @@ -28674,17 +28674,16 @@ out you. - You ask @@ -28748,17 +28748,16 @@ s alone. - You%E2%80%99ve @@ -28785,17 +28785,16 @@ y in it. - It%E2%80%99s no @@ -28890,17 +28890,16 @@ p to be. - Hope yo @@ -29083,17 +29083,16 @@ anymore. - Who do @@ -29166,17 +29166,16 @@ y basis? - Friends @@ -29208,17 +29208,16 @@ ve them? - Friends @@ -29365,18 +29365,18 @@ friends - %0A + who thre @@ -29461,17 +29461,16 @@ eathes)? - Friends @@ -29510,17 +29510,16 @@ around? - Friends @@ -29593,17 +29593,16 @@ psychos? - You wan @@ -29640,17 +29640,16 @@ things? - Good, I @@ -29714,17 +29714,16 @@ wo yoga -%0A studios) @@ -29797,18 +29797,12 @@ w.%0A%0A -My husband +Neil des @@ -29861,17 +29861,16 @@ rves me. - Especia @@ -29920,17 +29920,16 @@ rom you. - I also @@ -29975,17 +29975,16 @@ he does. - See, wh @@ -30114,17 +30114,16 @@ %E2%80%99s kids. - I think @@ -30235,17 +30235,16 @@ ou did.) - One is @@ -30370,17 +30370,16 @@ e loved. - You don @@ -30530,18 +30530,16 @@ ove you. - %0A%0AI made @@ -30557,17 +30557,16 @@ myself. - I got a @@ -30750,17 +30750,16 @@ till do. - When yo @@ -30993,18 +30993,16 @@ lities.%0A - %0AI had a @@ -31161,17 +31161,16 @@ for me. - I ended @@ -31393,17 +31393,16 @@ for him. - I knew @@ -31472,17 +31472,16 @@ you are. - With a @@ -31582,17 +31582,16 @@ t place. - A man w @@ -31716,17 +31716,16 @@ und him. - Don%E2%80%99t b @@ -31884,17 +31884,16 @@ ic mess. - He is a @@ -31989,17 +31989,16 @@ t place. - He clai @@ -32131,17 +32131,16 @@ edge it. - Now he @@ -32264,17 +32264,16 @@ forever. - Trust m @@ -32335,17 +32335,16 @@ ehavior. - I%E2%80%99m not @@ -32613,17 +32613,16 @@ it is). - Don%E2%80%99t w @@ -32656,11 +32656,11 @@ h.%0A%0A -6) +5.%09 Don%E2%80%99 @@ -32768,18 +32768,16 @@ ther me. - %0AI%E2%80%99m abo @@ -32973,17 +32973,16 @@ happen. - I%E2%80%99ve ha @@ -33058,17 +33058,16 @@ is you. - I need @@ -33352,17 +33352,16 @@ inhabit. - Not to @@ -33619,17 +33619,16 @@ anyone%E2%80%A6 - yeah, y @@ -33649,17 +33649,16 @@ y to go. - Like I @@ -33932,17 +33932,16 @@ e crazy. - At leas @@ -34098,17 +34098,16 @@ t that). - Based o @@ -34146,17 +34146,16 @@ let go. - IT IS O @@ -34280,17 +34280,16 @@ is life. - Funny t @@ -34466,17 +34466,16 @@ to say). - I just @@ -34513,17 +34513,16 @@ ife yet. - That is @@ -34593,17 +34593,16 @@ ght now. - You do @@ -34718,17 +34718,16 @@ takes it -' s toll i @@ -34791,17 +34791,16 @@ swer is. - You did @@ -34829,17 +34829,16 @@ d Tracy? - Sounds @@ -34898,17 +34898,16 @@ her too. - %22Tried @@ -34927,17 +34927,16 @@ ur mom.%22 - ha! Exc @@ -35126,17 +35126,16 @@ or that! - It's no @@ -35195,17 +35195,16 @@ left... - You are @@ -35261,25 +35261,24 @@ t about you. - And yet her @@ -35398,17 +35398,16 @@ pective. - I hate @@ -35451,17 +35451,16 @@ d me to. - I love @@ -35673,17 +35673,16 @@ ace her. - Believe @@ -35814,17 +35814,16 @@ lly are. - Not try @@ -36097,17 +36097,16 @@ attacks. - I'm jus
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      "body": "@@ -10,18 +10,16 @@\n harday,%0A\n- %0A\n I starte\n@@ -138,19 +138,16 @@\n send it.\n-  %0A\n %0AWhile i\n@@ -277,17 +277,16 @@\n magined.\n- \n  You con\n@@ -482,17 +482,16 @@\n nd have \n- \n also con\n@@ -600,19 +600,16 @@\n my life.\n-  %0A\n %0AYou had\n@@ -704,17 +704,16 @@\n tamine!!\n- \n  Even th\n@@ -748,17 +748,16 @@\n at drug.\n- \n  You kne\n@@ -830,17 +830,16 @@\n ant lie.\n- \n  Suspici\n@@ -849,17 +849,16 @@\n ly, the \n- \n CPS call\n@@ -923,17 +923,16 @@\n g Order.\n- \n  You des\n@@ -1027,17 +1027,16 @@\n ealousy.\n- \n  I also \n@@ -1336,17 +1336,16 @@\n ety too.\n- \n  Then yo\n@@ -1534,17 +1534,16 @@\n kill me.\n- \n  Fast-fo\n@@ -1663,17 +1663,16 @@\n my hair.\n- \n  You pos\n@@ -2064,17 +2064,16 @@\n g I was.\n- \n  By the \n@@ -2180,17 +2180,16 @@\n welcome.\n- \n  It's ju\n@@ -2292,17 +2292,16 @@\n  future.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -2400,17 +2400,16 @@\n mselves.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -2553,17 +2553,16 @@\n er seen.\n- \n  I only \n@@ -2756,13 +2756,20 @@\n st? \n-wow. \n+Ummm, Wow.%0A%0A\n I al\n@@ -2859,17 +2859,16 @@\n  later).\n- \n  I didn%E2%80%99\n@@ -2877,17 +2877,16 @@\n read it.\n- \n  I won%E2%80%99t\n@@ -2938,17 +2938,16 @@\n : ever).\n- \n  You can\n@@ -3068,17 +3068,16 @@\n y to me.\n- \n  I can o\n@@ -3183,17 +3183,16 @@\n ourself.\n- \n  I hope \n@@ -3252,17 +3252,16 @@\n one day.\n- \n  And I h\n@@ -3348,17 +3348,16 @@\n  better.\n- \n  That in\n@@ -3362,25 +3362,24 @@\n includes me.\n- \n  I make boun\n@@ -3411,17 +3411,16 @@\n ep them.\n- \n  This wi\n@@ -3478,25 +3478,24 @@\n opic of you.\n- \n  I never int\n@@ -3788,18 +3788,16 @@\n it down.\n-  \n  It's be\n@@ -3861,17 +3861,16 @@\n ourself.\n- \n  So, her\n@@ -3933,17 +3933,16 @@\n is talk.\n- \n  Shut yo\n@@ -4053,17 +4053,16 @@\n t mine.%0A\n-%0A\n We%E2%80%99ve ha\n@@ -4248,17 +4248,16 @@\n existed.\n- \n  I went \n@@ -4288,17 +4288,16 @@\n ice man.\n- \n  He turn\n@@ -4381,17 +4381,16 @@\n re here.\n- \n  Sorry, \n@@ -4451,17 +4451,16 @@\n re too.%E2%80%9D\n- \n  I let i\n@@ -4464,17 +4464,16 @@\n t it be.\n- \n  I don%E2%80%99t\n@@ -4483,17 +4483,16 @@\n te kids.\n- \n  Your da\n@@ -4544,17 +4544,16 @@\n  scared.\n- \n  They we\n@@ -4614,17 +4614,16 @@\n  hungry.\n- \n  As it t\n@@ -4648,17 +4648,16 @@\n e drunk.\n- \n  I helpe\n@@ -4752,17 +4752,16 @@\n  may be.\n- \n  Then yo\n@@ -4775,17 +4775,16 @@\n ialized.\n- \n  I backe\n@@ -4819,17 +4819,16 @@\n wo talk.\n- \n  (By the\n@@ -4990,17 +4990,16 @@\n s ever%E2%80%A6)\n- \n  But whe\n@@ -5113,17 +5113,16 @@\n  ONE!!!%E2%80%9D\n- \n  I could\n@@ -5200,17 +5200,16 @@\n my face.\n- \n  Then yo\n@@ -5244,17 +5244,16 @@\n ds home.\n- \n  Nice to\n@@ -5295,25 +5295,24 @@\n onversation:\n- \n  You waltzed\n@@ -5372,17 +5372,16 @@\n kitchen.\n- \n  You nev\n@@ -5489,17 +5489,16 @@\n manners.\n- \n  (Since \n@@ -5595,17 +5595,16 @@\n ud etc.)\n- \n  You blo\n@@ -5724,17 +5724,16 @@\n a don%E2%80%99t.\n- \n  I can o\n@@ -5822,17 +5822,16 @@\n  choice.\n- \n  Color m\n@@ -5841,17 +5841,16 @@\n onfused.\n- \n  By this\n@@ -5958,17 +5958,16 @@\n the bar.\n- \n  Kudos t\n@@ -6011,17 +6011,16 @@\n y house.\n- \n  Or at l\n@@ -6030,17 +6030,16 @@\n t learn \n- \n some man\n@@ -6043,17 +6043,16 @@\n manners.\n- \n  I polit\n@@ -6082,17 +6082,16 @@\n our car.\n- \n  You off\n@@ -6250,17 +6250,16 @@\n e start.\n- \n  No than\n@@ -6308,17 +6308,16 @@\n rsation:\n- \n  You wer\n@@ -6410,17 +6410,16 @@\n ourself.\n- \n  (I real\n@@ -6541,17 +6541,16 @@\n lly do.)\n- \n  Anyway,\n@@ -6627,17 +6627,16 @@\n e a hug.\n- \n  I allow\n@@ -6708,17 +6708,16 @@\n benefit.\n- \n  I allow\n@@ -6755,17 +6755,16 @@\n ar self.\n- \n  Thankfu\n@@ -6822,17 +6822,16 @@\n a shank.\n- \n  We both\n@@ -6914,17 +6914,16 @@\n e right!\n- \n  You tur\n@@ -6994,17 +6994,16 @@\n to Neal.\n- \n  You see\n@@ -7151,17 +7151,16 @@\n athetic \n- \n and see-\n@@ -7322,17 +7322,16 @@\n ight me.\n- \n  And the\n@@ -7414,17 +7414,16 @@\n ive me%E2%80%99.\n- \n  Don't s\n@@ -7587,17 +7587,16 @@\n doesn%E2%80%99t.\n- \n  And fra\n@@ -7619,17 +7619,16 @@\n er do I.\n- \n  I haven\n@@ -7749,17 +7749,16 @@\n ound me.\n- \n  Then yo\n@@ -7896,17 +7896,16 @@\n ted you.\n- \n  Didn%E2%80%99t \n@@ -7937,17 +7937,16 @@\n  did it?\n- \n  FYI, th\n@@ -8093,17 +8093,16 @@\n ehavior.\n- \n  You%E2%80%99re \n@@ -8139,17 +8139,16 @@\n lf dear.\n- \n  He was \n@@ -8204,17 +8204,16 @@\n rprised.\n- \n  (He gav\n@@ -8278,17 +8278,16 @@\n to him).\n- \n  So the \n@@ -8354,17 +8354,16 @@\n kill me.\n- \n  I had t\n@@ -8444,17 +8444,16 @@\n ehavior.\n- \n  Who was\n@@ -8549,20 +8549,19 @@\n ss Mr. S\n-a\n+o\n l.\n- \n  He%E2%80%99s a \n@@ -8632,17 +8632,16 @@\n lection.\n- \n  You two\n@@ -8726,17 +8726,16 @@\n  a date.\n- \n  Two bee\n@@ -8810,17 +8810,16 @@\n one huh?\n- \n  Saving \n@@ -8890,17 +8890,16 @@\n suppose.\n- \n  I am fr\n@@ -8935,17 +8935,16 @@\n up here.\n- \n  I know \n@@ -8963,17 +8963,16 @@\n le here.\n- \n  Includi\n@@ -9030,17 +9030,16 @@\n nd with.\n- \n  The onl\n@@ -9166,17 +9166,16 @@\n und out.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -9207,17 +9207,16 @@\n rrassed.\n- \n  As you \n@@ -9258,17 +9258,16 @@\n n woman.\n- \n  Ironica\n@@ -9403,17 +9403,16 @@\n n a lay.\n- \n  Which I\n@@ -9494,17 +9494,16 @@\n  moment.\n- \n  Althoug\n@@ -9514,17 +9514,16 @@\n oor Tim.\n- \n  I suppo\n@@ -9633,17 +9633,16 @@\n %E2%80%99s wife.\n- \n  Oftah, \n@@ -9668,17 +9668,16 @@\n y bunch.\n- \n  All I c\n@@ -9785,17 +9785,16 @@\n account.\n- \n  Also, n\n@@ -9982,17 +9982,16 @@\n ciopath.\n- \n  You hav\n@@ -10073,17 +10073,16 @@\n or them.\n- \n  Nothing\n@@ -10128,17 +10128,16 @@\n s right?\n- \n  Below i\n@@ -10176,17 +10176,16 @@\n ars ago%E2%80%A6\n- \n  I just \n@@ -10197,17 +10197,16 @@\n ited it.\n- \n  Sadly, \n@@ -10286,17 +10286,16 @@\n  at all.\n- \n  It's pr\n@@ -10398,17 +10398,16 @@\n  choice.\n- \n  In that\n@@ -10609,17 +10609,16 @@\n abotage.\n- \n  Except \n@@ -10722,17 +10722,16 @@\n abotage.\n- \n  Sorry h\n@@ -10765,25 +10765,24 @@\n de with you.\n- \n  You%E2%80%99re on y\n@@ -10789,17 +10789,16 @@\n our own.\n- \n  And ain\n@@ -10842,17 +10842,17 @@\n art-bag:\n-%0A\n+ \n (written\n@@ -10866,19 +10866,16 @@\n er 2014)\n-   \n %0ASince y\n@@ -11086,47 +11086,12 @@\n age.\n-w what it means before we continue.%0A1) \n+%0A%0A1.\n No o\n@@ -11335,17 +11335,16 @@\n you are.\n- \n  And, we\n@@ -11398,17 +11398,16 @@\n  stupid.\n- \n  Do you \n@@ -11430,17 +11430,16 @@\n ut life?\n- \n  Here ar\n@@ -11460,17 +11460,16 @@\n  I know:\n- \n  Having \n@@ -11502,17 +11502,16 @@\n a saint.\n- \n  Having \n@@ -11593,17 +11593,16 @@\n n a mom.\n- \n  It make\n@@ -11627,17 +11627,16 @@\n  parent.\n- \n  And in \n@@ -11730,17 +11730,16 @@\n breeder.\n- \n  Breedin\n@@ -11859,17 +11859,16 @@\n able of.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -11887,17 +11887,16 @@\n  at all.\n- \n  (Yes I \n@@ -12020,17 +12020,16 @@\n  morals?\n- \n  Mmm hmm\n@@ -12254,17 +12254,16 @@\n you are.\n- \n  You neg\n@@ -12382,17 +12382,16 @@\n onceive,\n- \n  every h\n@@ -12579,25 +12579,24 @@\n st like you.\n- \n  You are sic\n@@ -12606,17 +12606,16 @@\n nd mean.\n- \n  And wro\n@@ -12617,17 +12617,16 @@\n d wrong.\n- \n  By the \n@@ -12744,17 +12744,16 @@\n ealousy.\n- \n  Just th\n@@ -12823,17 +12823,16 @@\n boogey!!\n- \n  It was \n@@ -13228,17 +13228,16 @@\n ntation.\n- \n  All I c\n@@ -13250,17 +13250,16 @@\n  is Wow.\n- \n  No one \n@@ -13312,17 +13312,16 @@\n b woman.\n- \n  What I \n@@ -13684,17 +13684,16 @@\n eeding).\n- \n  *Pssst,\n@@ -13768,17 +13768,16 @@\n ourself.\n- \n  I sugge\n@@ -13797,19 +13797,16 @@\n  it out.\n-  %0A\n %0AHow abo\n@@ -13868,17 +13868,16 @@\n  father?\n- \n  But you\n@@ -13909,17 +13909,16 @@\n e right?\n- \n  It%E2%80%99s al\n@@ -13928,17 +13928,16 @@\n bout me.\n- \n  Even th\n@@ -14025,17 +14025,16 @@\n (child).\n- \n  Great p\n@@ -14150,17 +14150,16 @@\n to you%E2%80%99.\n- \n  Jesus, \n@@ -14177,17 +14177,16 @@\n ng grip.\n- \n  What I \n@@ -14230,14 +14230,13 @@\n man.\n- \n %0A%0A\n-2) \n+1.%09\n Lear\n@@ -14312,17 +14312,16 @@\n d drama.\n- \n  (See %E2%80%98I\n@@ -14377,16 +14377,17 @@\n eport.)%0A\n+ \n The fact\n@@ -14487,17 +14487,16 @@\n or life.\n- \n  Awe, yo\n@@ -14531,17 +14531,16 @@\n erfect??\n- \n  You poo\n@@ -14552,17 +14552,16 @@\n or dear.\n- \n  The fac\n@@ -14873,17 +14873,16 @@\n hildren.\n- \n  The per\n@@ -14985,17 +14985,16 @@\n istence.\n- \n  This wh\n@@ -15181,17 +15181,16 @@\n s point.\n- \n  I guess\n@@ -15439,17 +15439,16 @@\n for you.\n- \n  If you \n@@ -15537,17 +15537,16 @@\n  person.\n- \n  I do kn\n@@ -15567,17 +15567,16 @@\n ls like.\n- \n  I%E2%80%99ve fe\n@@ -15770,17 +15770,16 @@\n cident.%E2%80%99\n- \n  It%E2%80%99s no\n@@ -15915,17 +15915,16 @@\n go away.\n- \n  But you\n@@ -16018,17 +16018,16 @@\n le down.\n- \n  You als\n@@ -16061,17 +16061,16 @@\n trength.\n- \n  You%E2%80%99ve \n@@ -16091,17 +16091,16 @@\n choices.\n- \n  All dec\n@@ -16182,18 +16182,16 @@\n ourself.\n-  \n %0A%0ALeavin\n@@ -16319,17 +16319,16 @@\n he page.\n- \n  You ban\n@@ -16393,17 +16393,16 @@\n ars ago.\n- \n  Hope yo\n@@ -16457,25 +16457,24 @@\n ll worth it.\n- \n  You%E2%80%99ve been\n@@ -16522,17 +16522,16 @@\n on him).\n- \n  Tim%E2%80%99s b\n@@ -16574,17 +16574,16 @@\n r years.\n- \n  Tim and\n@@ -16651,25 +16651,24 @@\n e for years.\n- \n  You%E2%80%99ve been\n@@ -16717,17 +16717,16 @@\n r years.\n- \n  You don\n@@ -16770,17 +16770,16 @@\n anymore.\n- \n  Own up \n@@ -16809,17 +16809,16 @@\n cisions.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -16903,17 +16903,16 @@\n tion to.\n- \n  I know \n@@ -17005,18 +17005,16 @@\n GROW UP.\n-  \n %0A%0AThe be\n@@ -17059,17 +17059,16 @@\n  at all.\n- \n  It%E2%80%99s re\n@@ -17138,25 +17138,24 @@\n at class is.\n- \n  You are in \n@@ -17197,17 +17197,16 @@\n ourself.\n- \n  Or you \n@@ -17279,17 +17279,16 @@\n ur life.\n- \n  We all \n@@ -17405,17 +17405,16 @@\n re life.\n- \n  And you\n@@ -17547,17 +17547,16 @@\n abounds.\n- \n  You do \n@@ -17694,17 +17694,16 @@\n ne else.\n- \n  I%E2%80%99ve be\n@@ -17862,17 +17862,16 @@\n is good.\n- \n  Your de\n@@ -17945,17 +17945,16 @@\n sees it.\n- \n  Your ne\n@@ -18183,17 +18183,16 @@\n ut them.\n- \n  Funny t\n@@ -18223,17 +18223,16 @@\n %E2%80%99t suck!\n- \n  No one \n@@ -18317,17 +18317,80 @@\n at you, \n-a\n+but%E2%80%A6if the shoe fits girl, it was probably made just for you.  A\n nd (SURP\n@@ -18438,14 +18438,16 @@\n  in \n-%5Btown%5D\n+Billings\n %E2%80%99 as\n@@ -18492,17 +18492,16 @@\n  may be.\n- \n  Going o\n@@ -18657,17 +18657,16 @@\n  mildly.\n- \n  I%E2%80%99ve ne\n@@ -18807,17 +18807,16 @@\n re life.\n- \n  Again, \n@@ -18980,17 +18980,16 @@\n y count.\n- \n  Nor doe\n@@ -19155,17 +19155,16 @@\n d do we?\n- \n  I can s\n@@ -19430,17 +19430,16 @@\n ructive.\n- \n  You hav\n@@ -19478,17 +19478,16 @@\n  a life.\n- \n  Learn h\n@@ -19564,17 +19564,16 @@\n ng into%E2%80%A6\n- \n  yikes.%0A\n@@ -19577,11 +19577,11 @@\n s.%0A%0A\n-3) \n+2.%09\n Lear\n@@ -19898,17 +19898,16 @@\n mom%E2%80%99%E2%80%A6).%0A\n-%0A\n My fathe\n@@ -19956,17 +19956,16 @@\n  is now.\n- \n  I gaine\n@@ -19997,17 +19997,16 @@\n s later.\n- \n  My step\n@@ -20084,17 +20084,16 @@\n ery day.\n- \n  My real\n@@ -20102,17 +20102,16 @@\n ad DIED.\n- \n  Got tha\n@@ -20112,17 +20112,16 @@\n ot that?\n- \n  He is d\n@@ -20127,17 +20127,16 @@\n d-e-a-d.\n- \n  You cle\n@@ -20218,17 +20218,16 @@\n  others.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -20277,17 +20277,16 @@\n a soul).\n- \n  If it w\n@@ -20367,17 +20367,16 @@\n  happen.\n- \n  Guess w\n@@ -20379,17 +20379,16 @@\n ss what?\n- \n  It hasn\n@@ -20417,17 +20417,16 @@\n er will.\n- \n  You sho\n@@ -20483,17 +20483,16 @@\n an that.\n- \n  If you \n@@ -20720,17 +20720,16 @@\n oo dear.\n- \n  See, wh\n@@ -20966,17 +20966,16 @@\n lp them.\n- \n  I was h\n@@ -21190,17 +21190,16 @@\n f stuff.\n- \n  In that\n@@ -21248,17 +21248,16 @@\n lopment.\n- \n  I%E2%80%99m pro\n@@ -21337,17 +21337,16 @@\n hate me.\n- \n  I mean,\n@@ -21456,17 +21456,16 @@\n  public.\n- \n  It%E2%80%99s de\n@@ -21575,17 +21575,16 @@\n do shit.\n- \n  I also \n@@ -21635,17 +21635,16 @@\n e a fan.\n- \n  Again, \n@@ -21732,17 +21732,16 @@\n  anyway.\n- \n  Hate me\n@@ -21999,11 +21999,8 @@\n day.\n-   \n %0A%0ANo\n@@ -22080,17 +22080,16 @@\n  Nicole.\n- \n  You hat\n@@ -22171,17 +22171,16 @@\n he past.\n- \n  Deal wi\n@@ -22362,17 +22362,16 @@\n our own.\n- \n  (In oth\n@@ -22523,17 +22523,16 @@\n om you.)\n- \n  Set a r\n@@ -22614,17 +22614,16 @@\n aughter.\n- \n  Oh wait\n@@ -22677,17 +22677,16 @@\n ur life.\n- \n  Well%E2%80%A6 I\n@@ -22861,17 +22861,16 @@\n ke that.\n- \n  You are\n@@ -22958,17 +22958,16 @@\n f work.%0A\n-%0A\n You went\n@@ -23024,25 +23024,24 @@\n Tim%E2%80%99s house.\n- \n  You refused\n@@ -23206,25 +23206,24 @@\n support you.\n- \n  You couldn%E2%80%99\n@@ -23324,17 +23324,16 @@\n s house.\n- \n  But you\n@@ -23398,17 +23398,16 @@\n  before.\n- \n  Tim%E2%80%99s m\n@@ -23549,17 +23549,16 @@\n of bar'.\n- \n  Your ch\n@@ -23592,17 +23592,16 @@\n s house.\n- \n  You can\n@@ -23734,17 +23734,16 @@\n e kids%E2%80%99.\n- \n  Then a \n@@ -23773,17 +23773,16 @@\n h, that.\n- \n  That ne\n@@ -23795,17 +23795,16 @@\n ppened.%E2%80%99\n- \n  And buy\n@@ -23858,17 +23858,16 @@\n  shacks?\n- \n  Great p\n@@ -23891,17 +23891,16 @@\n the way.\n- \n  Have yo\n@@ -23949,17 +23949,16 @@\n strict??\n- \n  Clearly\n@@ -23962,17 +23962,16 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2016/10/26 21:52:03
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2016/10/26 21:20:21
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2016/10/26 21:16:09
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/26 20:00:12
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/26 19:56:18
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thatladypublished a new post: my-letter-to-you
2016/10/26 19:42:06
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2016/10/26 18:10:48
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2016/10/26 17:16:21
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2016/10/26 16:59:18
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bodyDearest Charday, I started a letter to you just after we met, and then I updated it about a year ago….I guess maybe it’s finally time to send it. While it’s still all true, you have additionally shown that, while almost unbelievable, you can sink to even lower levels than I imagined. You continually bemoan the “terrible things” I’ve done to you, yet you seem to forget we’ve never had an actual conversation (unless you consider you drunkenly yelling in my face a conversation) and have also conveniently forgotten any and all of the absolutely horrifying and unforgivable things you have done in my life. You destroyed any opportunity I had to adopt children, out of nothing more than simple, gross jealousy. I also had to get a Restraining Order against you because your wouldn't stop coming over to my house while drunk, stalking me and then flipped out, assaulted your ex while screaming that you were going to kill me. Now you post blogs about your dreams of beating the shit out of me and dragging me around by my hair. You post what you think are nice letters (they are really just a good example of how crazy you are) claiming to want peace with me - and then the same day call the kids school to say that I'm not 'allowed' to be at a meeting to help your daughter learn better... that is disgusting and I thought that you'd at least TRY to look like a good mom - how wrong I was. By the way, it was MY idea to call the school because I was concerned about her reading and math - you are welcome. It's just truly, truly sad that you cannot set aside your own ego even when it comes to your children's future. You are so insecure and jealous you are willing to hamper your own children's ability to better themselves. You are shrinking their support group (or at least trying) out of the most insane misplaced hate and paranoia (all self induced) that I've ever seen. I only pray that we can help your children deal with your mental illness in a way that is healthy for them. But of course, let’s talk about all the ‘terrible’ things I’ve done to you....Pinterest? wow. I also understand you wrote an email to me recently (and then posted it online 6 months later). I didn’t read it. I won’t be reading anything from you time soon (read: ever). You can stop demanding my husband send me horseshit from you, because you are too immature and two-faced to speak directly to me. I can only imagine how insecure I make you feel - actually I don't have to imagine, you make it so clear yourself. I hope you can figure out how to feel better about yourself one day. And I hope that you can learn that by degrading others, you'll never make yourself feel better. That includes me. I make boundaries and know how to keep them. This will be the only letter I write that deals with the topic of you. I never intended to send it to you, but your daily barrage of accusations, harassment, threats, blog posts, defamation etc., as well as thinking you can send silly, manipulative emails to get everyone talking about you, has let me know that maybe you just need to be told to shut the fuck up and sit down. It's been three years and you still haven't learned to control yourself. So, here we are: sit down and shut the fuck up…all you ever do is talk. Shut your fool mouth for once, you may hear something – although you’ll probably never LISTEN….your problem, not mine. We’ve had 4 face-to-face meetings in which you spoke; I can only assume these are what you are basing your ridiculous victimhood on. 1st conversation: I didn’t know you or your children existed. I went on a first date with a nice man. He turned to me white-faced as we were enjoying the music and said “oh no, my kids are here. Sorry, I didn’t tell you, I have kids. This means my ex is here too.” I let it be. I don’t hate kids. Haven was bawling, Greyson was concerned and scared. They were unfed and dirty; crying because they were tired and hungry. You were drunk. I helped out and let Neil try to find out where their mother was…whomever this fabulous lady may be. Then you materialized. I backed off and tried to let you two talk. (By the way, I was being thanked by a client for saving his life while you were drunkenly losing your children and berating Neil in public – keepin it classy as ever…) But when you left you turned on me, and less than 2 feet from my face and screamed “HAVE FUN WITH HIM, HE’S A GOOD ONE!!!” I could smell the beer on your breath and a droplet of your spittle landed on my face. Then you took off and drove your kids home. Nice to meet you too, future-felon. 2nd conversation: You waltzed into MY home and helped yourself to MY beers in the kitchen. You never even said hello to me, much less asked to help yourself to my groceries, like anyone who has some manners. (Since I’ve come to understand your insane sense of entitlement better –you know, food stamps fraud etc.) You blocked my car in the driveway and generally acted like you owned the place, which you may wish you still did, but ya don’t. I can only assume how insecure Neil dating me has made you feel – except this was your choice. Color me confused. By this point, I knew you had left your husband and children for a fuckboy who used to follow you around at the bar. Kudos to you girl, but get the fuck out of my house. Or at least learn some manners. I politely asked you to move your car. You offered me a free yoga class, apparently totally unaware that I had read every last ridiculous, accusatory and horrifying text you’ve sent about me from the start. No thanks to the yoga classes, psycho. 3rd conversation: You were drunk again (no surprise at this point I guess), and hanging out at Carter’s by yourself. (I realize now that that should be a point for you – at least you weren’t drinking and driving the kids home like you usually do.) Anyway, you staggered up to me and asked, all drunk-eyed, if you could give me a hug. I allowed the fake, drunken-hug that I did not want to happen, for your benefit. I allowed you to be your crazy, bi-polar self. Thankfully my friend watched to make sure you didn’t have a shank. We both knew the death threats were just around the corner… as it turns out, we were right! You turned right around that night and sent awful and ridiculous texts to Neil. You seem to think I don’t read every last message you’ve sent – sorry, but I do. Which is also what makes your overt grabs for attention even more pathetic and see-through. 4th conversation: You assaulted me with your 5 year old son in your arms in the parking lot of a brewery, again, while drunk. You threatened to fight me. And then you had the nerve to make poor Greyson to tell me it’s ok and that ‘you forgive me’. I only told him that the truth doesn’t need forgiveness, because it doesn’t. And frankly dear, neither do I. I haven’t done anything wrong – and if you don’t like to hear the truth about your cheating, lying-ass-self don’t come around me. Then you thought that everyone watching would somehow entirely forget what they saw and believe your crock of shit… Didn’t work out like you planned did it? FYI, the owner at Carter’s has let us know that he WILL make you leave if I so ask or you engage in anymore psychotic behavior. You’re making a great name for yourself dear. He was horrified by your behavior, but also totally unsurprised. (He gave an all too-knowing look when we explained the situation to him). So the last time we spoke, you assaulted me and then threatened to kill me. I had to get the courts and police involved because of your violent, outrageous behavior. Who was it that you’re complaining is unprofessional here again? Now, let me just briefly discuss Mr. Sol. He’s a man-whore (and is also married)…seems like you two share a predilection. You two connected and it took him less than 12 hours to get your desperate-ass out on a date. Two beer lunches….good thing you didn’t have to use your SNAP card on that one huh? Saving that to eat high on the hog during your week without the kids I suppose. I am from Billings my dear. I know LOTS of people here. Including douches that you decide to cheat on your boyfriend with. The only reason you are angry about your failed date with Sol is because you talked endless amounts of shit about me – and I found out. You aren’t paranoid, you’re embarrassed. As you should be, you are a damn full grown woman. Ironically, if you could’ve acted like a normal, nice chick – you’d have gotten a new yoga student, probably another date, and maybe even a lay. Which I would advocate for because maybe it’d make you happier, even if just for a moment. Although, poor Tim. I suppose getting what he deserves though – guess manners school didn’t teach him how not to steal another man’s wife. Oftah, you all are a classy bunch. All I can hope is that you know who that baby belongs to, and if it’s Tim I hope he hasn’t seen your Tinder account. Also, no one gives a shit about your high risk pregnancy…I wouldn’t care if you were pregnant with a litter of unicorns, just stay away from me please. You are not an empath, you are a sociopath. You have zero ability to see anyone else’s hardships, much less have any empathy for them. Nothing is your fault, you know, its past lives right? Below is what I wrote you almost two years ago… I just revisited it. Sadly, you’ve had more than almost three years to show me you are worth anything at all. It's pretty pathetic that you are still unable to move on with your life, given that this life was your choice. In that time you have continued your barraged of baseless accusations, slander, defamation and who knows what else, all in the name of promoting your victimhood; which is really nothing more than self-sabotage. Except you are such a vengeful, toxic piece of shit, you try to take everyone else down with your self-sabotage. Sorry honey, I won’t be on that ride with you. You’re on your own. And ain’t no one’s fault but yours. Dear Shart-bag: (written November 2014) Since you seem so fond of threatening to “have a talk with me” I thought I’d disabuse you of a few things so if you ever do find the courage to speak actual words to me (while NOT drunk), we can be on the same page. 1) Look up the word “disabuse” so you know what it means before we continue. 2) No one is trying to ‘replace you’, ‘weasel their way in’ and ‘take over your position as mom’. First of all no one wants to replace you, certainly not me. You are doing such a shitty job I don’t even want to be known in the same capacity as you are. And, well… if you think that could be done you’re just stupid. Do you know nothing about life? Here are a few things I know: Having a vagina doesn’t make you a saint. Having it stretched out to have kids doesn’t make you a good person, or really even a mom. It makes you a biological parent. And in case you didn’t know, breeding doesn’t make you perfect or infallable – it makes you a breeder. Breeding is not an entitlement to anything, it’s something that 99% of the rest of the population on this planet are capable of. You are not special at all. (Yes I know you had C-sections but don’t we both know there are lots of other things on you that have stretched out too…like morals? Mmm hmmm, yes we do girl, yes we do.) By assuming your breeder status affords you some sort of unrepayable debt, owed to you by the universe and every person on the planet, you are showing just how selfish and narrow-minded you are. You negate the very existence of every blended family, every adoptive parent who wasn’t ‘blessed’ with the ability to conceive, every homosexual family that can’t have kids who biologically look like both, every surrogate mother ever who gave children to someone else, basically anything and everything that isn’t just like you. You are sick and mean. And wrong. By the way, your CPS call also made it impossible for me to ever adopt – but I’m sure any cost is totally worth your jealousy. Just think though, you’ve left me no other children than yours….boogey boogey!! It was your own doing!! By complaining that you don’t get the respect you deserve because some kids fell out of your pussy, you disrespect, degrade and discredit every other type of family out there; which is ironic because you created a different type of family when you decided to bring another man into your bedroom and then leave your husband and your children in the name of sexual experimentation. All I can say is Wow. No one is disputing the genetics of your kids you dumb woman. What I am disputing is whether you know how to: a) trim finger and toenails – I thought you owned a SPA, b) brush hair or make pony tails c) work a clothes iron, d) not take your kids to the bar every night you have them (directly from school), keep them out until 8:30 while you throw back beers and then promptly put them in the car and drive home drunk (and speeding). *Pssst, that’s called a felony not a ‘mama bear’, as you love to refer to yourself. I suggest you figure it out. How about not try to take your own children away from a loving father? But you do all that because of me right? It’s all about me. Even though I’ve only been around for such a short time and you are a 36-year-old woman (child) – you look 45 at least by the way. Great perspective on life: I’ve been here for a two years yet I’m the ‘worst thing that’s ever happened to you’. Jesus H. Christ, get a fucking grip. What I am disputing is that I am a better woman. FYI, my pussy is also better. ;) You know, none of that ‘pregnancy, pregnancy, C-section, breast-feeding’ etc. etc. that you seem to be so ready to throw out as an excuse to be forgiven for every disgusting, juvenile thing you’ve ever done. (Sound familiar?? Came straight from your texts.) 3) Learn how to stop being poisonous person who thrives off of negativity and drama. (See ‘Injustice Collector’ article in Psychology Today report.) The fact that you decided to move out when you were a teenager doesn’t entitle you to be an asshole for life. Awe, you had parents that weren’t perfect?? You poor, poor dear. The fact that you think your parents should have done better by you, or been better to you (or whatever chip-the-size-of-Africa you have on your shoulder about that whole deal of having two alive parents, poor you) does not make you blameless for being a terrible influence on other’s lives, including your own children. The person I’ve seen today and every day since I’ve become aware of you lives a sad, angry and small existence. This whole ‘I’m so angry at my parents because they sucked! (queue falling on the floor, banging fists and yelling like a 2 year old)’ is also ironic given your success as a parent at this point. I guess the apple really doesn’t fall far from the tree… The fact that you decided to chase a man (pick one of the many examples in your life), instead of figure your own life out and put yourself first doesn’t mean that everyone has to feel sorry for you. If you knew what real pity feels like, if you had any idea, you would be a very different person. I do know what it feels like. I’ve felt it my whole life, every new teacher, every year of school, every new friend I made when they found out; that look ‘there’s that poor little girl who lost her father in that horrific accident.’ It’s not nice or peaceful; it’s ugly and it reminds you of something you can’t ever heal, a hole inside your soul that will never, ever go away. But you don’t know that kind of pity, instead you use your own short comings to cut other people down. You also don’t know that kind of strength. You’ve made your own choices. All decisions made have been yours; stop trying to blame anyone and everyone but yourself. Leaving your own college education for a man was at least a decade ago (you ain’t no spring chicken honey), it’s time to turn the page. You banging Tim and wanting to ‘experiment’ (ew) also happened years ago. Hope you’ve been getting it in girl. You’ve been living with Tim for years (and cheating on him). Tim’s been housing you and your children for years. Tim and his mom have been picking the kids up at school in your place for years. You’ve been drinking and driving those kids around for years. You don’t’ get to blame anyone for anything anymore. Own up to your own life and decisions. You are not some broken, sad thing that everyone should feel sorry for and give attention to. I know that’s the only way you’ve learned in life to get attention but it’s time to stop and GROW UP. The behavior I’ve seen deserves no attention at all. It’s really too bad no one taught you better or at least showed you what class is. You are in your 30’s now, it’s time to teach yourself. Or you can act like an entitled tantrum throwing child for the rest of your life. We all know which direction you are headed, but it’s never too late. You have wanted nothing but attention your entire life. And you also clearly feel that you deserve much more than you get, hence your outlandish behavior of negativity and threating people abounds. You do this because you can’t find a way to get positive attention, from Neil, your boyfriend/free place to live, or anyone else. I’ve been educated about children like you: children who don’t learn the difference between good attention and bad attention, children who think any attention is good. Your desperation is obvious and embarrassing - to you and to everyone who sees it. Your need for people to pay attention to you is so overt it’s uncomfortable and embarrassing to watch, even as an innocent bystander. You incessantly list perceived injustices and then try to make everyone feel sorry for you about them. Funny thing is, your life doesn’t suck! No one is being ‘mean’ to you, my Facebook/Instagram/Pinterest aren’t all about digs at you, and (SURPRISE) I’m not actually ‘the biggest bitch in Billings’, although you may be. Going on bad dates where you tell people you’ve never met things that I could sue you for isn’t me stalking you; it’s you being an active asshole, to put it mildly. I’ve never met someone who hates me with such vitriol without ever having known me or really even heard me say more than 5 words in your entire life. Again, I can’t honestly say we’ve ‘met’ or been introduced – you yelling at me at Alive After Five out of nowhere when I didn’t even know who you were doesn’t really count. Nor does asking Neil to allow to you act like a 6 year old when you want to just ‘pretend we don’t know each other’ – I guess technically we don’t really have to pretend do we? I can say that if there was a drug I could take that would erase every memory I have of you, I’d take it in a heartbeat. The fact that you harbor this ridiculous idea that everyone owes you something because you’ve had a ‘hard life’ is idiotic, as well as self-destructive. You haven’t had a hard life, you’ve had a life. Learn how to be thankful for it; apparently that’s what you’ve made your living into… yikes. 4) Learn how to understand that having more, good, responsible, educated (I will have more education than anyone in the room at school on Wednesday) and, positive people who care about your children in their lives is good for them (aka put your Pride and CRAZY away and think about trying to put your children first ‘mom’…). My father died when I was 4, younger than Greyson is now. I gained a step-father many years later. My step-dad is an amazing man and I am grateful for his presence in my life every day. My real dad DIED. Got that? He is d-e-a-d. You clearly know nothing about death or loss – except to use it for attention from others. You are a young, naïve soul (if you actually have a soul). If it was possible to replace a parent mine would be the situation where it would happen. Guess what? It hasn’t happened and it never will. You shouldn’t be called a mom if you don’t know better than that. If you are that insecure you shouldn’t be allowed to set an example for anyone’s children, including your own. I’ve also been a CASA (Court Appointed Special Advocate) – again look it up if you need to, I’ve been in the paper too dear. See, while you were stalking Neil to Portland to find a new person to leach off of, I was learning about how kids grow and develop; learning what they need emotionally, mentally and physically to thrive, and volunteering my time to help them. I was helping kids who had shitbag parents that did nothing but drink around them, talk shit about their ex (if they still had custody at that point) and forget to teach them personal hygiene … you know, that kind of stuff. In that training I learned a lot about child development. I’m probably a better parent than you are but whatevs, you should still totally hate me. I mean, you should be pissed that I help them brush their hair, pick out clothes or look clean and hygienic in public. It’s definitely preferable that I tell them to fuck off because their mom hates me and I just don’t help kids do shit. I also used to volunteer at Headstart. Again, I know light years more about kids and child development than you do, but hate me anyway. Hate me because I’m an attorney, because I’m prettier, because I’m more flexible and better at yoga and meditation than you are…or whatever ridiculous excuse you have come up with today. No, “the universe does not hate you” because I’m an attorney and my name is Nicole. You hate yourself for the terrible excuse of a woman and mother you have been in the past. Deal with your own guilt (if you are even capable of that). If you think that I’m a bad thing in their life then I suggest you move out of that fuckboy’s house and learn to live on your own. (In other words set the poor kid free, he has to get jobs in other towns to stay away from the house he pays for because he can’t get far enough away from you.) Set a real example of independence and positivity for your kids, especially your daughter. Oh wait, you’ve never done anything for yourself in your life. Well… I guess leaching off other people could be considered doing something or oneself, but I’d prefer not to promote a society (or a horrible example of how to be a woman) like that. You are a user to the fullest extent I’ve ever seen, and I see some doozies in my line of work. You went from your father’s house, to Neil’s house, to Tim’s house. You refused to finish your own college before putting some man ahead of yourself – or to learn how to stand on your own two feet instead of just finding someone else to support you. You couldn’t even find a non-party house for your very small children when you moved out of Neil’s. But you sure did peace out with the new car he bought you the day before. Tim’s mom picks your children up from school routinely because you are too busy boozing it up – er, I’m sorry ‘having meetings at Carter’s and the Bin’. Your children live at another man’s house. You can’t find a house of your own, even though you occasionally like to lie about ‘breaking up with Tim’ and ‘not having beds for the kids’. Then a few days later: ‘oh yeah, that. That never happened.’ And buying a yoga studio in Red Lodge while living in economy shacks? Great place for kids by the way. Have you done any research on Red Lodge school district?? Clearly not. I’m from here, I could be a great asset for you, but that’s right – I’m the worst thing that has ever happened to you. Am I supposed to believe you are anything other than a compulsive liar? But you are correct, I shouldn’t be helping Haven put in a ponytails when she asks or waving goodbye to your drunk-ass at the bar. That kind of behavior is totally inappropriate. You smoke weed while pregnant but then used it in a total lie to attempt to divest your kids of their FATHER. You disgust me on the basest of levels. Not to mention YOU are the one who’s had a criminal history with marijuana…remember that ticket for smoking a joint in the alley at Bimbertree?? And how disappointed Judge Kolar was with you. 5) STOP JUDGING. You know NOTHING about my life. I lost a parent at the ripe old age of 4, you sacramonious bitch. You think my life is perfect? You think everything was handed to me? Think again. I have had nothing in my life but one single parent. My parents wanted to have more kids, my dad was changing jobs so he could be home more with my mom and I more, and so they could work on having more kids. But instead he was killed in a really shitty, freak accident; one that everyone his age remembers reading about in the newspapers. I still get asked about it whenever I meet people of his age or see his friends, the death of a parent that I can never ever get away from. It’s awesome and I’m sure I deserved it, at least in your book – it totally makes me someone worthy of your hatred and toxicity. That accident left my mother and I completely alone. It also killed another man, my dad’s best friend, and left his wife a widow with her 2 children, who were my friends. Both of those kids are dead now. I have periods of years from my childhood that I don’t remember because of the trauma I had in my life as a child (I learned about how and why this happens in my CASA classes too, yay!) You’re ridiculous assumptions are correct, clearly my life has just been nothing but a leisurely swim down silver-spoon lane. On a side note – this is where your insistence on being both pitied and venerated because you are having so much trouble handling your children ‘alone’ (with the help of avillage full of people) makes me physically ill. My mother had no one. She did her job as a mom every moment of every day. There were no grandmas, ex-husbands, new boyfriends, new boyfriend’s parents, aunts and uncles, or anyone else to bail her out. There were no weeks on and weeks off – it was 24/7, 365. Yet you want pity and sacrifice from everyone, even though you get bailed out of your parental duties by all of the people listed above and more on a daily basis. I wouldn’t have any problem with it at all if you didn’t act like such an entitled asshole and victim. It’s truly gross and shameful to see a woman act like you do. Especially when I know good, real women are more than capable, and would never in a million years look for pity or think they deserve kudos for doing what they should be doing all along. Even with the amazingly drunk and drooly ‘hug’ I let you give me at Carter’s; you promptly turned around and started texting Neil threats with any wack-ass thing your drunk brain could come up with, from getting ‘flipped off’ (hi girl, your crazy is showing again) to Matt, a kindergarten teacher, dealing cocaine. You aren’t headed off the rails girl, you’re in the gutter. You are nothing but self-pity and threats. It’s fine for you to touch me or ask for hugs but I can’t wave at you. You want to threaten to kill me but then also want to pretend like ‘we just don’t know each other’ and then post crazy letters where you dream about beating the shit out of me? Well, you go right ahead. I know you think you run the world but I do not have to make the same choices you do – and the last thing you will ever have control over is anything I say or do (sorry if that confuses your god-complex). I will wave or do whatever the fuck I want. No one cares if you choose to look like a 5th grade bully and ignore me in front of your kids – they’ll only notice that you’re an asshole to other people too. 6) Your relationship with Neil is over. He has a life. Without you. You asked for the life you have now, carry on with it and leave us alone. You’ve made your bed, now lay in it. It’s not my fault if that 26-year-old, no-college-degree-having-dick wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. Hope you got your sexual experimentation over…because I’m not sure how many drugs it would take to get two men to sleep with you now. Stop lamenting that your ex is ‘not your friend’ anymore. Who do you know that chooses to have ‘friends’ who threaten them on a daily basis? Friends who cheat on them and leave them? Friends who try to take their kids away (be it through fake reports to CPS or just regularly threatening to kidnap them and take them to Red Lodge), friends who threaten to kill their girlfriends for no reason (other than that she lives and breathes)? Friends who like drunk driving your kids around? Friends who ruin Thanksgiving plans just to because they are power hunger psychos? You want a ‘friend’ who does all those things? Good, I know a girl; she’s got two yoga studios (HAD, sorry had two yoga studios) and a whole universe full of hate for someone she doesn’t even know. Neil deserves this amazing relationship we have, and he deserves me. Especially with all of the shit he’s put up with from you. I also deserve a man that loves me as much as Neil does. See, what I did with my life was this: I made SURE I didn’t get married to the wrong man, or even think about having the wrong man’s kids. I think the partner should be first, not the kids. I mean, isn’t that why you are supposed to be having kids? (Not you in specific because it’s obviously that’s not what you did.) One is supposed to have children because of the partner they are with, not because they have a selfish and desperate need to be loved. You don’t just create another person to take the burden of your immature need for attention because you’ve failed at forcing everyone else in life to love you. I made a life for myself. I got a career instead of just taking out loan after loan and gloating about how much debt I have on Facebook; high-fives on that though. I worked hard and I still do. When you find me at the bar, it’s because I’ve worked hard all day and deserve it; not because I’m pretending to do business while pounding beers and demanding that my ex (or anyone else available) take care of my mothering responsibilities. I had a number of relationships that I ended, not because I didn’t deeply, deeply love the person I was with, but because I knew in my gut that he wasn’t right for me. I ended those relationships because that person was about to propose (yes honey, there were more than one), and although I knew he wasn’t “it”, I also doubted my ability to say no because of how I felt and how much I cared for him. I knew that if I didn’t break-up with him I would end up, well… where you are. With a man who can’t even understand why he dated you, much less had kids with you in the first place. A man who can’t even tell who you are anymore because you do nothing but demean, demoralize and threaten him and everyone around him. Don’t be confused, he doesn’t regret the children; he regrets you; especially because all you’ve brought to his life since you left for the other dick is a toxic mess. He is a man who is embarrassed now that he ever got married to a freak-show like you in the first place. He claims he didn’t know you were the toxic mess that you are now, but he had to know somewhere deep down and just refused to acknowledge it. Now he has to lay in the bed he made too - and have you involved in his life in whatever roll you fill as baby-mama(drama), forever. Trust me, it sucks for all of us involved with your horrific behavior. I’m not one that thinks most people change – but that won’t stop me from hoping you have a brain/heart transplant/epiphany at some point and start acting like an adult who cares about her kids, herself or the ‘universe’ (you know, that yoga teacher thing…om or whatever it is). Don’t worry, I won’t hold my breath. Lastly, don’t waste your time on silly emails sent to other people/blog posts to the entire web in attempts to bother me. I’m above your petty games and will not entertain anything from you or having to do with you until I can assure myself you are not a sociopathic asshole – which I have great reservations will ever happen. I’ve had almost 3 years of experience on the dark side of the Shart-bag that is you. I need at least 6 months of normal behavior – actually, let’s start small, how about 6 months of you at least getting your kids to the pre-arranged and pre-paid for activities on your weeks and finding time to trim their nails (you did own a spa didn’t you?), before I even begin to think you are worth the tissue you inhabit. Not to mention 6 months of ZERO abusive texts to Neil about either of us, zero death threats, zero crazy emails where you dream about beating me up, zero lies to your attorneys, zero lies to the government assistance office, zero slander and defamation to anyone… yeah, you’ve got a way to go. Like I said, I’m not holding my breath and would love if you could find it in your fake-ass heart to find a new boyfriend, a new enemy, a new job – or anything to distract your psycho toxicity from being focused on me…I thought this baby would work, but you've only gone more crazy. At least I know it’ll work to secure the fact that a relationship with Neil will never happen again (in your mind, none of the rest of us are worried about that). Because based on your actions you can’t seem to let go. And I know that you aren’t dumb enough to think that after having another man’s baby stretch your vagina out you’re going to waltz back in at any point. IT IS OVER. Blaming karma from a past life is just a way to shirk responsibility for all the shitty things you’ve done in this life. Funny thing is, I believe in enlightenment, reincarnation and probably many of the same things you do. I just don’t think you’ve had a past life yet. At least that is quite clear from the way you live your life and treat people right now. You do know I’m a person right? Too bad I no longer care what your answer is. You did that, not me. Oh, and Tracy? Sounds like you deserve all of your horrible feelings about her too. "Tried to replace your mom." Except some of us know the truth, your mom left you and Tracy was there for your Dad and YOU! It not trying to replace someone, if that someone willingly left. You are LUCKY to have had a woman who tried to give a shit about you. And yet here you are, 30 some years later, a "yoga teacher" and you are incapable of seeing anything from anyone else's perspective. I hate you because of what you have subjected me to. I love Neil and my step-children and will do all I can to help them navigate life with a selfish, narcissistic mother who is so stuck in her own shit and paranoia she thinks I'm trying to replace her. I am not honey. Never was.
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      "body": "Dearest Charday,\n \nI started a letter to you just after we met, and then I updated it about a year ago….I guess maybe it’s finally time to send it.  \n\nWhile it’s still all true, you have additionally shown that, while almost unbelievable, you can sink to even lower levels than I imagined.  You continually bemoan the “terrible things” I’ve done to you, yet you seem to forget we’ve never had an actual conversation (unless you consider you drunkenly yelling in my face a conversation) and have  also conveniently forgotten any and all of the absolutely horrifying and unforgivable things you have done in my life.  You destroyed any opportunity I had to adopt children, out of nothing more than simple, gross jealousy.  I also had to get a Restraining Order against you because your wouldn't stop coming over to my house while drunk, stalking me and then flipped out, assaulted your ex while screaming that you were going to kill me.  Now you post blogs about your dreams of beating the shit out of me and dragging me around by my hair.  You post what you think are nice letters (they are really just a good example of how crazy you are) claiming to want peace with me - and then the same day call the kids school to say that I'm not 'allowed' to be at a meeting to help your daughter learn better... that is disgusting and I thought that you'd at least TRY to look like a good mom - how wrong I was.  By the way, it was MY idea to call the school because I was concerned about her reading and math - you are welcome.  It's just truly, truly sad that you cannot set aside your own ego even when it comes to your children's future.  You are so insecure and jealous you are willing to hamper your own children's ability to better themselves.  You are shrinking their support group (or at least trying) out of the most insane misplaced hate and paranoia (all self induced) that I've ever seen.  I only pray that we can help your children deal with your mental illness in a way that is healthy for them.\n\nBut of course, let’s talk about all the ‘terrible’ things I’ve done to you....Pinterest? wow. I also understand you wrote an email to me recently (and then posted it online 6 months later).  I didn’t read it.  I won’t be reading anything from you time soon (read: ever).  \n\nYou can stop demanding my husband send me horseshit from you, because you are too immature and two-faced to speak directly to me.  I can only imagine how insecure I make you feel - actually I don't have to imagine, you make it so clear yourself.  I hope you can figure out how to feel better about yourself one day.  And I hope that you can learn that by degrading others, you'll never make yourself feel better.  That includes me.  I make boundaries and know how to keep them.  This will be the only letter I write that deals with the topic of you.  I never intended to send it to you, but your daily barrage of accusations, harassment, threats, blog posts, defamation etc., as well as thinking you can send silly, manipulative emails to get everyone talking about you, has let me know that maybe you just need to be told to shut the fuck up and sit down.   It's been three years and you still haven't learned to control yourself.  So, here we are: sit down and shut the fuck up…all you ever do is talk.  Shut your fool mouth for once, you may hear something – although you’ll probably never LISTEN….your problem, not mine.\n\nWe’ve had 4 face-to-face meetings in which you spoke; I can only assume these are what you are basing your ridiculous victimhood on.\n\n1st conversation: I didn’t know you or your children existed.  I went on a first date with a nice man.  He turned to me white-faced as we were enjoying the music and said “oh no, my kids are here.  Sorry, I didn’t tell you, I have kids. This means my ex is here too.”  I let it be.  I don’t hate kids.  Haven was bawling, Greyson was concerned and scared.  They were unfed and dirty; crying because they were tired and hungry.  You were drunk.  I helped out and let Neil try to find out where their mother was…whomever this fabulous lady may be.  Then you materialized.  I backed off and tried to let you two talk.  (By the way, I was being thanked by a client for saving his life while you were drunkenly losing your children and berating Neil in public – keepin it classy as ever…)  But when you left you turned on me, and less than 2 feet from my face and screamed “HAVE FUN WITH HIM, HE’S A GOOD ONE!!!”  I could smell the beer on your breath and a droplet of your spittle landed on my face.  Then you took off and drove your kids \nhome.  Nice to meet you too, future-felon.\n\n2nd conversation:  You waltzed into MY home and helped yourself to MY beers in the kitchen.  You never even said hello to me, much less asked to help yourself to my groceries, like anyone who has some manners.  (Since I’ve come to understand your insane sense of entitlement better –you know, food stamps fraud etc.)  You blocked my car in the driveway and generally acted like you owned the place, which you may wish you still did, but ya don’t.  I can only assume how insecure Neil dating me has made you feel – except this was your choice.  Color me confused.  \nBy this point, I knew you had left your husband and children for a fuckboy who used to follow you around at the bar.  Kudos to you girl, but get the fuck out of my house.  Or at least learn  some manners.  I politely asked you to move your car.  You offered me a free yoga class, apparently totally unaware that I had read every last ridiculous, accusatory and horrifying text you’ve sent about me from the start.  No thanks to the yoga classes, psycho.\n\n3rd conversation:  You were drunk again (no surprise at this point I guess), and hanging out at Carter’s by yourself.  (I realize now that that should be a point for you – at least you weren’t drinking and driving the kids home like you usually do.)  Anyway, you staggered up to me and asked, all drunk-eyed, if you could give me a hug.  I allowed the fake, drunken-hug that I did not want to happen, for your benefit.  I allowed you to be your crazy, bi-polar self.  Thankfully my friend watched to make sure you didn’t have a shank.  We both knew the death threats were \njust around the corner… as it turns out, we were right!  You turned right around that night and sent awful and ridiculous texts to Neil.  You seem to think I don’t read every last message you’ve sent – sorry, but I do. Which is also what makes your overt grabs for attention even more pathetic  and see-through.\n\n4th conversation: You assaulted me with your 5 year old son in your arms in the parking lot of a brewery, again, while drunk. You threatened to fight me.  And then you had the nerve to make poor Greyson to tell me it’s ok and that ‘you forgive me’.  I only told him that the truth doesn’t need forgiveness, because it doesn’t.  And frankly dear, neither do I.  I haven’t done anything wrong – and if you don’t like to hear the truth about your cheating, lying-ass-self don’t come around me.  Then you thought that everyone watching would somehow entirely forget what they \nsaw and believe your crock of shit…  Didn’t work out like you planned did it?  FYI, the owner at Carter’s has let us know that he WILL make you leave if I so ask or you engage in anymore psychotic behavior.  You’re making a great name for yourself dear.  He was horrified by your behavior, but also totally unsurprised.  (He gave an all too-knowing look when we explained the situation to him).  So the last time we spoke, you assaulted me and then threatened \nto kill me.  I had to get the courts and police involved because of your violent, outrageous behavior.  Who was it that you’re complaining is unprofessional here again?\n\nNow, let me just briefly discuss Mr. Sol.  He’s a man-whore (and is also married)…seems like you two share a predilection.  You two connected and it took him less than 12 hours to get your desperate-ass out on a date.  Two beer lunches….good thing you didn’t have to use your SNAP card on that one huh?  Saving that to eat high on the hog during your week without the kids I suppose.  I am from Billings my dear.  I know LOTS of people here.  Including douches that you decide to cheat on your boyfriend with.  The only reason you are angry about your failed date \nwith Sol is because you talked endless amounts of shit about me – and I found out.  You aren’t paranoid, you’re embarrassed.  As you should be, you are a damn full grown woman.  Ironically, if you could’ve acted like a normal, nice chick – you’d have gotten a new yoga student, probably another date, and maybe even a lay.  Which I would advocate for because maybe it’d make you happier, even if just for a moment.  Although, poor Tim.  I suppose getting what he deserves though – guess manners school didn’t teach him how not to steal another man’s\nwife.  Oftah, you all are a classy bunch.  All I can hope is that you know who that baby belongs \nto, and if it’s Tim I hope he hasn’t seen your Tinder account.  Also, no one gives a shit about your\nhigh risk pregnancy…I wouldn’t care if you were pregnant with a litter of unicorns, just stay \naway from me please.\n\nYou are not an empath, you are a sociopath.  You have zero ability to see anyone else’s hardships, much less have any empathy for them.  Nothing is your fault, you know, its past lives right?  Below is what I wrote you almost two years ago…  I just revisited it.  Sadly, you’ve had more than almost three years to show me you are worth anything at all.  It's pretty pathetic that you are still unable to move on with your life, given that this life was your choice.  In that time you have continued your barraged of baseless accusations, slander, defamation and who knows what else, all in the name of promoting your victimhood; which is really nothing more than self-sabotage.  Except you are such a vengeful, toxic piece of shit, you try to take everyone else down with your self-sabotage.  Sorry honey, I won’t be on that ride with you.  You’re on your own.  And ain’t no one’s fault but yours.\n\nDear Shart-bag:\n(written November 2014)   \nSince you seem so fond of threatening to “have a talk with me” I thought I’d disabuse you of a few things so if you ever do find the courage to speak actual words to me (while NOT drunk), we can be on the same page.\n1) Look up the word “disabuse” so you know what it means before we continue.\n2) No one is trying to ‘replace you’, ‘weasel their way in’ and ‘take over your position as mom’.\n  \nFirst of all no one wants to replace you, certainly not me. You are doing such a shitty job I don’t even want to be known in the same capacity as you are.  And, well… if you think that could be done you’re just stupid.  Do you know nothing about life?  Here are a few things I know:  Having a vagina doesn’t make you a saint.  Having it stretched out to have kids doesn’t make you a good person, or really even a mom.  It makes you a biological parent.  And in case you didn’t know, breeding doesn’t make you perfect or infallable – it makes you a breeder.  Breeding is not an entitlement to anything, it’s something that 99% of the rest of the population on this planet are capable of.  You \nare not special at all.  (Yes I know you had C-sections but don’t we both know there are lots of other things on you that have stretched out too…like morals?  Mmm hmmm, yes we do girl, yes we do.)\n\nBy assuming your breeder status affords you some sort of unrepayable debt, owed to you by the universe and every person on the planet, you are showing just how selfish and narrow-minded you are.  You negate the very existence of every blended family, every adoptive parent who wasn’t ‘blessed’ with the ability to conceive,  every homosexual family that can’t have kids who biologically look like both, every surrogate mother ever who gave children to someone else, basically anything and everything that isn’t just like you.  You are sick and mean.  And wrong.  By the way, your CPS call also made it impossible for me to ever adopt – but I’m sure any cost is totally worth your \njealousy.  Just think though, you’ve left me no other children than yours….boogey boogey!!  It was your own doing!!\n\nBy complaining that you don’t get the respect you deserve because some kids fell out of your pussy, you disrespect, degrade and discredit every other type of family out there; which is ironic because you created a different type of family when you decided to bring another man into your bedroom and then leave your husband and your children in the name of sexual experimentation.  All I can say is Wow.  No one is disputing the genetics of your kids you dumb woman.  What I am disputing is whether you know how to: a) trim finger and toenails – I thought you owned a SPA, b) brush hair or make pony tails c) work a clothes iron, d) not take your kids to the bar every night you have them \n(directly from school), keep them out until 8:30 while you throw back beers and then promptly put them in the car and drive home drunk (and speeding).  *Pssst, that’s called a felony not a ‘mama bear’, as you love to refer to yourself.  I suggest you figure it out.  \n\nHow about not try to take your own children away from a loving father?  But you do all that because of me right?  It’s all about me.  Even though I’ve only been around for such a short time and you are a 36-year-old woman (child) – you look 45 at least by the way.  Great perspective on life: I’ve been here for a two years yet I’m the ‘worst thing that’s ever happened to you’.  Jesus H. Christ, get a fucking grip.  What I am disputing is that I am a better woman.  FYI, my pussy is also better.  ;) You know, none of that ‘pregnancy, pregnancy, C-section, breast-feeding’ etc. etc. that you seem to be so ready to throw out as an excuse to be forgiven for every disgusting, juvenile thing you’ve ever done.  (Sound familiar?? Came straight from your texts.)\n\n3) Learn how to stop being poisonous person who thrives off of negativity and drama.  (See ‘Injustice Collector’ article in Psychology Today report.)\nThe fact that you decided to move out when you were a teenager doesn’t entitle you to be an asshole for life.  Awe, you had parents that weren’t perfect??  You poor, poor dear.  The fact that you think your parents should have done better by you, or been better to you (or whatever chip-the-size-of-Africa you have on your shoulder about that whole \ndeal of having two alive parents, poor you) does not make you blameless for being a terrible influence on other’s lives, including your own children.  The person I’ve seen today and every day since I’ve become aware of you lives a sad, angry and small existence.  This whole ‘I’m so angry at my parents because they sucked! (queue falling \non the floor, banging fists and yelling like a 2 year old)’ is also ironic given your success as a parent at this point.  I guess the apple really doesn’t fall far from the tree…\n\nThe fact that you decided to chase a man (pick one of the many examples in your life), instead of figure your own life out and put yourself first doesn’t mean that everyone has to feel sorry for you.  If you knew what real pity feels like, if you had any idea, you would be a very different person.  I do know what it feels like.  I’ve felt it my whole life, every new teacher, every year of school, every new friend I made when they found out; that look ‘there’s that poor little girl who lost her father in that horrific accident.’  It’s not nice or peaceful; it’s ugly and it reminds you of something you can’t ever heal, a hole inside your soul that will never, ever go away.  But you don’t know that kind of pity, \ninstead you use your own short comings to cut other people down.  You also don’t know that kind of strength.  You’ve made your own choices.  All decisions made have been yours; stop trying to blame anyone and everyone but yourself.  \n\nLeaving your own college education for a man was at least a decade ago (you ain’t no spring chicken honey), it’s time to turn the page.  You banging Tim and wanting to ‘experiment’ (ew) also happened years ago.  Hope you’ve been getting it in girl.  You’ve been living with Tim for years (and cheating on him).  Tim’s been housing you and your children for years.  Tim and his mom have been picking the kids up at school in your place for years.  You’ve been drinking and driving those kids around for years.  You don’t’ get to blame anyone for anything anymore.  Own up to your own life and decisions.  You are not some broken, sad thing that everyone should feel sorry for and give attention to.  I know that’s the only way you’ve learned in life to get attention but it’s time to stop and GROW UP.  \n\nThe behavior I’ve seen deserves no attention at all.  It’s really too bad no one taught you better or at least showed you what class is.  You are in your 30’s now, it’s time to teach yourself.  Or you can act like an entitled tantrum \nthrowing child for the rest of your life.  We all know which direction you are headed, but it’s never too late.\n\nYou have wanted nothing but attention your entire life.  And you also clearly feel that you deserve much more than you get, hence your outlandish behavior of negativity and threating people abounds.  You do this because you can’t find a way to get positive attention, from Neil, your boyfriend/free place to live, or anyone else.  I’ve been educated\nabout children like you: children who don’t learn the difference between good attention and bad attention, children who think any attention is good.  Your desperation is obvious and embarrassing - to you and to everyone who sees it.  Your need for people to pay attention to you is so overt it’s uncomfortable and embarrassing to watch, even as an innocent bystander.\n\nYou incessantly list perceived injustices and then try to make everyone feel sorry for you about them.  Funny thing is, your life doesn’t suck!  No one is being ‘mean’ to you, my Facebook/Instagram/Pinterest aren’t all about digs at you, and (SURPRISE) I’m not actually ‘the biggest bitch in Billings’, although you may be.  Going on bad dates where you tell people you’ve never met things that I could sue you for isn’t me stalking you; it’s you being an active asshole, to put it mildly.  I’ve never met someone who hates me with such vitriol without ever having known me or really even heard me say more than 5 words in your entire life.  Again, I can’t honestly say we’ve ‘met’ or been introduced – you yelling at me at Alive After Five out of nowhere when I didn’t even know who you were doesn’t really count.  Nor does asking Neil to allow to you act like a 6 year old when you want to just ‘pretend we don’t know each other’ – I guess technically we don’t really have to pretend do we?  I can say that if there was a drug I could take that would erase every memory I have of you, I’d take it in a heartbeat.\n\nThe fact that you harbor this ridiculous idea that everyone owes you something because you’ve had a ‘hard life’ is idiotic, as well as self-destructive.  You haven’t had a hard life, you’ve had a life.  Learn how to be thankful for it; apparently that’s what you’ve made your living into…  yikes.\n\n4) Learn how to understand that having more, good, responsible, educated (I will have more education than anyone in the room at school on Wednesday) and, positive people who care about your children in their lives is good for them (aka put your Pride and CRAZY away and think about trying to put your children first ‘mom’…).\n\nMy father died when I was 4, younger than Greyson is now.  I gained a step-father many years later.  My step-dad is an amazing man and I am grateful for his presence in my life every day.  My real dad DIED.  Got that?  He is d-e-a-d.  You clearly know nothing about death or loss – except to use it for attention from others.  You are a young, naïve soul (if you actually have a soul).  If it was possible to replace a parent mine would be the situation where it would happen.  Guess what?  It hasn’t happened and it never will.  You shouldn’t be called a mom if you don’t know better than that.  If you are that insecure you shouldn’t be allowed to set an example for anyone’s children, including \nyour own.\n\nI’ve also been a CASA (Court Appointed Special Advocate) – again look it up if you need to, I’ve been in the paper too dear.  See, while you were stalking Neil to Portland to find a new person to leach off of, I was learning about how kids grow and develop; learning what they need emotionally, mentally and physically to thrive, and volunteering my time to help them.  I was helping kids who had shitbag parents that did nothing but drink around them, talk shit about their ex (if they still had custody at that point) and forget to teach them personal hygiene … you know, that kind of stuff.  In that training I learned a lot about child development.  I’m probably a better parent than you are but whatevs, you should still totally hate me.  I mean, you should be pissed that I help them brush their hair, pick out clothes or look clean and hygienic in public.  It’s definitely preferable that I tell them to fuck off because their mom hates me and I just don’t help kids do shit.  I also used to volunteer at Headstart.  Again, I know light years more about kids and child development than you do, but hate me anyway.  Hate me because I’m an attorney, because I’m prettier, because I’m more flexible and better at yoga and meditation than you are…or whatever ridiculous excuse you have come up with today.   \n\nNo, “the universe does not hate you” because I’m an attorney and my name is Nicole.  You hate yourself for the terrible excuse of a woman and mother you have been in the past.  Deal with your own guilt (if you are even capable of that). If you think that I’m a bad thing in their life then I suggest you move out of that fuckboy’s house and learn to live on your own.  (In other words set the poor kid free, he has to get jobs in other towns to stay away from the house he pays for because he can’t get far enough away from you.)  Set a real example of independence and positivity for \nyour kids, especially your daughter.  Oh wait, you’ve never done anything for yourself in your life.  Well… I guess leaching off other people could be considered doing something or oneself, but I’d prefer not to promote a society (or a horrible example of how to be a woman) like that.  You are a user to the fullest extent I’ve ever seen, and I see some doozies in my line of work.\n\nYou went from your father’s house, to Neil’s house, to Tim’s house.  You refused to finish your own college before putting some man ahead of yourself – or to learn how to stand on your own two feet instead of just finding someone else to support you.  You couldn’t even find a non-party house for your very small children when you moved out of\nNeil’s.  But you sure did peace out with the new car he bought you the day before.  Tim’s mom picks your children up from school routinely because you are too busy boozing it up – er, I’m sorry ‘having meetings at Carter’s and the Bin’.  Your children live at another man’s house.  You can’t find a house of your own, even though you occasionally like to lie about ‘breaking up with Tim’ and ‘not having beds for the kids’.  Then a few days later: ‘oh yeah, that.  That never happened.’  And buying a yoga studio in Red Lodge while living in economy shacks?  Great place for kids by the way.  Have you done any research on Red Lodge school district??  Clearly not.  I’m from here, I could be a great \nasset for you, but that’s right – I’m the worst thing that has ever happened to you.  Am I supposed to believe you are anything other than a compulsive liar?  But you are correct, I shouldn’t be helping Haven put in a ponytails when she asks or waving goodbye to your drunk-ass at the bar.  That kind of behavior is totally inappropriate.\n\nYou smoke weed while pregnant but then used it in a total lie to attempt to divest your kids of their FATHER. You disgust me on the basest of levels.  Not to mention YOU are the one who’s had a criminal history with marijuana…remember that ticket for smoking a joint in the alley at Bimbertree??  And how disappointed Judge Kolar was with\nyou. \n\n5) STOP JUDGING.\nYou know NOTHING about my life.  I lost a parent at the ripe old age of 4, you sacramonious bitch.  You think my life is perfect?  You think everything was handed to me?  Think again.  I have had nothing in my life but one single parent.  My parents wanted to have more kids, my dad was changing jobs so he could be home more with my mom and I more, and so they could work on having more kids.  But instead he was killed in a really shitty, freak accident; one that everyone his age remembers reading about in the newspapers.  I still get asked about it whenever I meet people of his age or see his friends, the death of a parent that I can never ever get away from.  It’s awesome and I’m \nsure I deserved it, at least in your book – it totally makes me someone worthy of your hatred and toxicity.  \n\nThat accident left my mother and I completely alone.  It also killed another man, my dad’s best friend, and left his wife a widow with her 2 children, who were my friends.  Both of those kids are dead now.  I have periods of years from my childhood that I don’t remember because of the trauma I had in my life as a child (I learned about how and why this happens in my CASA classes too, yay!)  You’re ridiculous assumptions are correct, clearly my life has just been nothing but a leisurely swim down silver-spoon lane.\n\nOn a side note – this is where your insistence on being both pitied and venerated because you are having so much trouble handling your children ‘alone’ (with the help of avillage full of people) makes me physically ill.  My mother had no one.  She did her job as a mom every moment of every day.  There were no grandmas, ex-husbands, new \nboyfriends, new boyfriend’s parents, aunts and uncles, or anyone else to bail her out.  There were no weeks on and weeks off – it was 24/7, 365.  Yet you want pity and sacrifice from everyone, even though you get bailed out of your parental duties by all of the people listed above and more on a daily basis.  I wouldn’t have any problem with it at\nall if you didn’t act like such an entitled asshole and victim.  It’s truly gross and shameful to see a woman act like you do.  Especially when I know good, real women are more than capable, and would never in a million years look for pity or think they deserve kudos for doing what they should be doing all along.  \n\nEven with the amazingly drunk and drooly ‘hug’ I let you give me at Carter’s; you promptly turned around and started texting Neil threats with any wack-ass thing your drunk brain could come up with, from getting ‘flipped off’ (hi girl, your crazy is showing again) to Matt, a kindergarten teacher, dealing cocaine.  You aren’t headed off the rails \ngirl, you’re in the gutter.  You are nothing but self-pity and threats.\n\nIt’s fine for you to touch me or ask for hugs but I can’t wave at you.  You want to threaten to kill me but then also want to pretend like ‘we just don’t know each other’ and then post crazy letters where you dream about beating the shit out of me?  Well, you go right ahead.  I know you think you run the world but I do not have to make the same \nchoices you do – and the last thing you will ever have control over is anything I say or do (sorry if that confuses your god-complex).  I will wave or do whatever the fuck I want.  \n\nNo one cares if you choose to look like a 5th grade bully and ignore me in front of your kids – they’ll only notice that you’re an asshole to other people too.  \n\n6) Your relationship with Neil is over.\nHe has a life.  Without you.  You asked for the life you have now, carry on with it and leave us alone.  You’ve made your bed, now lay in it.  It’s not my fault if that 26-year-old, no-college-degree-having-dick wasn’t all it was cracked up to be.  Hope you got your sexual experimentation over…because I’m not sure how many drugs it would take \nto get two men to sleep with you now.\n\nStop lamenting that your ex is ‘not your friend’ anymore.  Who do you know that chooses to have ‘friends’ who threaten them on a daily basis?  Friends who cheat on them and leave them?  Friends who try to take their kids away (be it through fake reports to CPS or just regularly threatening to kidnap them and take them to Red Lodge), friends \nwho threaten to kill their girlfriends for no reason (other than that she lives and breathes)?  Friends who like drunk driving your kids around?  Friends who ruin Thanksgiving plans just to because they are power hunger psychos?  You want a ‘friend’ who does all those things?  Good, I know a girl; she’s got two yoga studios (HAD, sorry had two yoga \nstudios) and a whole universe full of hate for someone she doesn’t even know.\n\nNeil deserves this amazing relationship we have, and he deserves me.  Especially with all of the shit he’s put up with from you.  I also deserve a man that loves me as much as Neil does.  See, what I did with my life was this: I made SURE I didn’t get married to the wrong man, or even think about having the wrong man’s kids.  I think the partner \nshould be first, not the kids.  I mean, isn’t that why you are supposed to be having kids?  (Not you in specific because it’s obviously that’s not what you did.)  One is supposed to have children because of the partner they are with, not because they have a selfish and desperate need to be loved.  You don’t just create another person to take the burden of your immature need for attention because you’ve failed at forcing everyone else in life to \nlove you.  \n\nI made a life for myself.  I got a career instead of just taking out loan after loan and gloating about how much debt I have on Facebook; high-fives on that though.  I worked hard and I still do.  When you find me at the bar, it’s because I’ve worked hard all day and deserve it; not because I’m pretending to do business while pounding beers and \ndemanding that my ex (or anyone else available) take care of my mothering responsibilities.\n  \nI had a number of relationships that I ended, not because I didn’t deeply, deeply love the person I was with, but because I knew in my gut that he wasn’t right for me.  I ended those relationships because that person was about to propose (yes honey, there were more than one), and although I knew he wasn’t “it”, I also doubted my ability to say\nno because of how I felt and how much I cared for him.  I knew that if I didn’t break-up with him I would end up, well… where you are.  With a man who can’t even understand why he dated you, much less had kids with you in the first place.  A man who can’t even tell who you are anymore because you do nothing but demean, demoralize and threaten him and everyone around him.  Don’t be confused, he doesn’t regret the children; he regrets you; especially because all you’ve brought to his life since you left for the other dick is a toxic mess.  He is a man who is embarrassed now that he ever got married to a freak-show like you in the first place.  He claims he didn’t know you were the toxic mess that you are now, but he had to know somewhere deep down and just refused to acknowledge it.  Now he has to lay in the bed he made too - and have you involved in his life in whatever roll you fill as baby-mama(drama), forever.  Trust me, it sucks for all of us involved with your horrific behavior.  I’m not one that thinks most people change – but that won’t stop me from hoping you have a brain/heart transplant/epiphany at some point and start acting like an adult who cares about her kids, herself or the ‘universe’ (you know, that yoga teacher thing…om or whatever it is).  Don’t worry, I won’t hold my breath.\n\nLastly, don’t waste your time on silly emails sent to other people/blog posts to the entire web in attempts to bother me.  I’m above your petty games and will not entertain anything from you or having to do with you until I can assure myself you are not a sociopathic asshole – which I have great reservations will ever happen.  I’ve had almost 3 years of experience on the dark side of the Shart-bag that is you.  I need at least 6 months of normal behavior – actually, let’s start small, how about 6 months of you at least getting your kids to the pre-arranged and pre-paid for activities on your weeks and finding time to trim their nails (you did own a spa didn’t you?), before I even begin to think you are worth the tissue you inhabit.  Not to mention 6 months of ZERO abusive texts to Neil about either of us, zero death threats, zero crazy emails where you dream about beating me up, zero lies to your attorneys, zero lies to the government assistance office, zero slander and defamation to anyone…  yeah, you’ve got a way to go.  Like I said, I’m not holding my breath and would love if you could find it in your fake-ass heart to find a new boyfriend, a new enemy, a new job – or anything to distract your psycho toxicity from being focused on me…I thought this baby would work, but you've only gone more crazy.  At least I know it’ll work to secure the fact that a relationship with Neil will never happen again (in your mind, none of the rest of us are worried about that).  Because based on your actions you can’t seem to let go.  And I know that you aren’t dumb enough to think that after having another man’s baby stretch your vagina out you’re going to waltz back in at any point.  IT IS OVER.\n\nBlaming karma from a past life is just a way to shirk responsibility for all the shitty things you’ve done in this life.  Funny thing is, I believe in enlightenment, reincarnation and probably many of the same things you do.  I just don’t think you’ve had a past life yet.  At least that is quite clear from the way you live your life and treat people right now.  You do know I’m a person right?  Too bad I no longer care what your answer is.  You did that, not me.\n\nOh, and Tracy?  Sounds like you deserve all of your horrible feelings about her too.  \"Tried to replace your mom.\"  Except some of us know the truth, your mom left you and Tracy was there for your Dad and YOU!  It not trying to replace someone, if that someone willingly left.  You are LUCKY to have had a woman who tried to give a shit about you.  And yet here you are, 30 some years later, a \"yoga teacher\" and you are incapable of seeing anything from anyone else's perspective.  I hate you because of what you have subjected me to.  I love Neil and my step-children and will do all I can to help them navigate life with a selfish, narcissistic mother who is so stuck in her own shit and paranoia she thinks I'm trying to replace her.  I am not honey. Never was.",
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steemcreated a new account: @thatlady
2016/10/24 17:31:33
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Account Metadata

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Auth Keys

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Public Keys
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Public Keys
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Public Keys
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Memo
STM5WfGdKLLMSqpTGj3yLm7rsUvZGTv4Zv2rJhiXb95eHbJvKQN1M
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