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Come on \"MAN\" try to get some sleep!!!\nI got up this morning feeling like crap. I keep imagining a scenario that she didn't do it.  It would have been romantic and I would have Been more rapped around her finger.... But it didn't sigh. At least this still brought us closer together, not the way I expected but still. We are both home today, I'm glad cause I love it when we're together, I hate to be home without her doesn't feel the same. It has something missing between us, we talk and keep the full truth from each other, just not to deal with our emotions. We talked today bout it she said everything I thought she would say. I hate the fact that I could see the truth in her eyes. I hate the fact that she doesn't know, what to do to help me. I understand now how people feel when they get cheated on. Insecure, not Good enough, powerless, like a failure, a loser.![1ff3f414b48e3232c8861e09bcc329ed.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmavE5eBRJr9YSdbYtERZyC6zsMTVnAEgYWomU5hT9cnAK/1ff3f414b48e3232c8861e09bcc329ed.jpg)![img_3437.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSwUpf4Yf6U7w2GDT3CCASbxZ2UwsyicrCRbTKrwAkxKu/img_3437.jpg)\n I watch myself in the mirror and feel fat and disgusted who will ever wanna be with someone like me. Now I could add these feelings to the rest I have piled up. I don't feel good enough. Wow talked today she told me I can't trust her around him. The thing is I knew that. I could see it in her eyes. My hearts broken shattered to pieces. I sit at home and I feel broken, alone, my life feels like hell. She wonders if we should break up and part of me wants to, do I really deserve this. I've been such a good person In my life do I really need this? Someone who has always failed me when I needed them the most. My chest hurts constantly my head is in a mess. 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We both know that feelings like that don't go away, it always stays unresolved sigh... I have to be going through this alone. In the mean time my wife is making this more about her everyday. Do you know what I consider \"True love\" to be, what we both shared, but all of it was a lie. True love doesn't  have feelings for anyone else, everyone, everything else is just noise... That's how I felt with her, that's how Im able to go to the club and not care about any other girl..\n\nBut now I'm here to this point in my life, and I hurt more and more everyday. She thinks she loves me but not the way I thought not the way I wanted to be loved.! I fought so much went through so much pain just for someone to love me the way I wanted. I thought I found it I thought you were the one....... Thinking now I don't think I will ever be able to love life that again.. Another version of who I am changes again. I won't ever be the same.. Forever and ever might not be possible. 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