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It imprisoned minds and bodies, and tossed god-given freedom, human rights and freewill to the winds.\n\nI will not dwell on the so called _virus_ because something else more dramatic happened to me which impacted my very be-ing as a hu-man, man, husband and father. \n\nThe black day of 2020 and the blackest in my life was/is Thursday, September 17\n\n\n![Sept-17_a.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmThivxW17kmWvNi7gfKcqFj6x1sW4JQYj8rut7unELUh3/Sept-17_a.png)\n\n\nOn this tragic and fateful day the whole sky dropped on me when I was abandoned by my (loving) family, who literally left me for dead on the road side. I will spare you the dreadful details because I wish only to record the (hidden) **blessings** which befell me at the soonest as the tragedy happened.\n\nI was (instantly) picked up by a couple of _Angels_.in human form and delivered me home, so to speak.  \n\nActually the _Angels_ delivered me to the bus depot, and I took the long bus ride home (some 200km away). A sad journey it was. One that was to take me to a literally empty home. Yes, empty in every sense of the word. Empty of any body and soul, and things. \n\nMy (loving) family left and they took my heart with them.\n\nAll pleadings failed to bring them back. They simply have only great hatred for this man they've known for twenty-seven years. I simply wanted to die.\n\nAbout two weeks later after the incident I was rescued, yet by another _Angel_ in human form. He literally scooped me out of the grave I was already half-way in. Nursed, fed, and revived me back to life. I wouldn't be alive to write this if it wasn't for him.\n\nThe next three months was a mixture of new found joy, new places, scars and pains from unhealed old wounds, cries and laughter. So much so I was bedazzled and even felt guilty of being able to sense joy when I was supposed to (only) be in grieve.\n\n_**\"In sadness there is joy. In stormy times there is calm.\"**_ - Malay proverb\n\nTrue it is. I, so learned.\n\nThey say that you have to cry before you can smile. True it may be, but I pray no one else need to cry before he/she may smile. Not like how I've cried anyway, I hope and pray.\n\nI gained great insights on life and what it is all about. I slightly beg to differ with the mainstream idea that life is about a _Test_ of some sort. What if you failed and die? What if you passed and yet you'll still die someday. What do you do with all the certificates you achieved when you leave this plane called Earth?\n\nThis tragic event turned out to be an _expose'_ of sort, revealing the people around me. It showed me who is, who is not, and who they seemed to portray themselves to you all these while. A real _blessing in disguise_ it turned out to be, but a shocker nonetheless. \n\nI get to experience first-hand about betrayals, and how merciless humans can be. Stray-dogs and cats receive more kindness than I got from my loved ones. It was as if they were out to fully destroy me and bury me six feet underground. Whatever wrongs I did I was judged and given the death sentence without any chance for any appeal. Talking about (god's) law, I was literally already sent to hell here on Earth and to be continued later in all probability in the hereafter (whatever that means).\n\n_**\"O you who have believed, indeed, among your wives and your children are enemies to you, so beware of them. But if you pardon and overlook and forgive – then indeed, God is \nForgiving and Merciful.\"**_ (Q 64:14)\n\n_Forgive_ is the most misunderstood word both semantically and theological sense. I accepted what happened, but not forget as I am at peace with it and with my family. Any wrong could never be made right by or through any means. It happened and I shall not lug it around for the rest of my life. _Fore-give,_ that's forgiveness to me.\n\n_Friendship_ and _brotherhood_ presented itself to me in a manner I could never really know and feel before the tragedy. _Kindness_ has become my prime factor of life. _Charity_ is not giving what you wanted to throw in the first place. _Charity_ is giving what you love and treasure most.\n\nAbove all, a **family** is the **institution of life** on Earth. Every human is born through one. It has been taken for granted. It has been neglected. 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