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She asked me nothing of the sort. It feels like it matters, but I am not sure, I am drained and alone. I feel very alone for the first time since I can remember. \n\nI have heard about Prednisone, and I do not like what I have been hearing. People were getting what is labeled as a moon face, where the whole face swells up, and makes you look unfamiliar and unhealthy. I feel overwhelmed, and I let the nurse do what she came to do. 0.5 liters of Prednisone, into my veins. I lie still, hooked up for a few hours, while I get more and more hyper inside. The inflamed fingers seem to have gotten a little bit better, but my whole body is shaking. I can't go to the toilet. My body is not giving up the urine. My kidneys cannot do their job. I need to talk to the doctor again. She doesn`t like this, and she aborts the next round of Prednisone. My body cannot take it. I feel alone. What now? How will I get well without this medicine?\n\nIn the hallway, they are serving waffles and red juice. Coffee is on display around the clock, and I notice the other patients are drinking coffee at all hours My roommates are walking from one treatment to another, all in need of special aids, and all constantly complaining about their terrible situation.\n\nI have been given a schedule, appointments and tests. I enter the room of my 11.00 o`clock special aids appointment. I had help from a nurse this morning, getting dressed. \n\nI can't dress myself. \n\nI am told to squeeze a device, so they can read the strength of my fists. Not good news. I need a special knife, a can opener, and wrist supports. Well, I know that I cannot do certain things around the house anymore, so I am welcoming the gesture. With the wrist supports, I am told I can do laundry again, and drive my shift stick with less pain.  The lovely woman that is testing me, is filling out some forms for me, so that I can get further help in my home town.  I will need it. \"You will need more and more help, so do not be afraid to ask for anything,\" she says. \"You will get used to it. It might feel strange at first, but you will get used to having different tools and aids to get through your day. You better start planning for a wheelchair. Is your house up to code?\" \n\nWell, I am not much of an ask for help person. I am the give help person. I am the helper, not the one that needs anything. What will happen when the one that is usually helping and organizing needs the help? A scary thought.\n\nThe eating part is interesting here. I have raised two children at this point, and even I, who do not at all see myself as a healthy eater, have a reaction to what is being served. The food is barely fit for a healthy person, in my view, and most certainly not for a sick one. I am no expert, not even close, but something feels very off when you are being served nothing but dairy, breads, sugars, and the likes. I can barely see any cooked vegetables. I will find out much later how hard it is to stay in a hospital when you are a healthy eater. It is next to impossible. Healthy eating and health should go together, and health and hospitals should go together. \n\nThey really do not know that food and health has a connection, that food and health go together like hand and glove. I have no idea myself, but this, all drugs and animal fats, sugars and additives, stirs a reaction within me. This is not right. I am not heading down a healing path on this train. I just have no idea where to change tracks. I don`t know what to do differently, as strange as it might sound.\n\nThe next appointment with the good doctor woman is not as cheerful on her part. I am now a complicated patient. \"What medications are you on?\" She is still not looking at my face.\n\n\"Vioxx, Nexium, Furix,\", I am listing them all. The first two are a go, but the Furix needs to be stopped. I have no idea that Vioxx is going to be taken off the market a few years later. It has caused too many deaths by heart attacks. It seems there are a certain number of deaths that are within an acceptable range. Vioxx is an NSAID by the way, a non-steroid anti-inflammatory drug. \n\nI am listening to this doctor speaking, and all I hear is drugs and special aids. I am running a business, I have a life, is she not getting that? Is she not seeing my pain, my fear and my frustration? I am trying to listen. \"I am adding Methotrexate and Prednisone,\" she mumbles. \"Prednisone? That is the one that was causing my kidneys to go on strike! I did not pee, remember?\" I am fully alert now. I try to calm down, before I jump in with an opposition. I want to understand what is going on within my body. I need her to explain to me what she has planned, to help me get my life back. \"Please explain to me, what is the plan Doc?\" I am getting frustrated.\n\n \"Do not worry at all. There is nothing to be alarmed about. Your kidneys are fine, and the medications do wonders for so many. You will lead a normal life.\" \n\nA normal life? What about my business, my spinning and aerobics classes? What about all the joints that I just saw, the ones you use to replace the deteriorated ones, in people like me? What about the many operating wards, all the surgeons on call? I am sure they would not be here if all your patients were leading so-called \"normal\" lives? I am also wondering what normal is by her standards. I have an active life, I have two children to take care of, I have a social life, a hectic one. I do not have time to slow down. I am not made to be sick, I am full of life and have things to do. What kind of normal life will I be able to continue? My head is spinning. My mouth is silent but my inner voice is loud.\n\n\"I am not doing Methotrexate,\" I hear myself saying. \"It cannot be a good idea to kill my cells! Methotrexate is a chemo drug, and I absolutely need my cells to be alive.\" The doctor looks at me, not happy. Another doctor enters the room. \n\nI am outnumbered. \n\nI am sitting in front of two strangers of authority, telling me to do as I am told. I am crying now. Tears are streaming down my cheeks. I am not big crier, but I am crying. In front of two strangers, at the age of 39, I am crying. I can´t believe this. I am crying and they are raising their voices at me? I am getting a lecture on their ability to medicate me, and that I better listen, or else... I need to do the chemo drug, even though it makes me nauseated and itchy all over my body. 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Friends stopped inviting us to events, and none of them came knocking at our door. \n\nFrom living a life filled with traveling, running my own business, being the center of the party, being the happy, energetic mother, sister, daughter, friend and wife, I became nothing. From being an athletic high heal bad ass do-it-all for everybody, I became nothing. Not for them, not for me. That was my truth. The Rheumatoid Arthritis, Lyme, ulcers and anxiety had me choking on my own life.\n\nIt was like the outside disappeared. Everything became silent. My phone stopped ringing, and I resided in a bubble of pain and loneliness. Reading on the Internet, praying, crying and raging. I became my emotions, the anger. I felt hopeless and helpless. I questioned everything. I no longer believed in the medical doctors and their training. I no longer had any hope of recovery. According to the ones that I had put my faith in, there was nothing that could be done to regain my health. Only a life where medication and pain, deformities and disabilities would reign. I was on my own. \n\n\"Dear God, please help me. Show me the way to health, please show me the way. I am ready for complete healing. I am ready.\"\n\nI experienced what I perceived as a depression. Being naturally cheerful, I was not expecting this. Physical pain I could deal with. It was what I knew. This devastating despair was new to me, and it was tearing me apart. It was like all the lights went out, and all meaning disappeared. It was not apathy, more like a deep soul cry, and a release of everything that was connected to my ego, myself, and my dreams for the future.\n\nI wanted to die, I wanted to be released from my earthly expectations and life. I wanted to move on, to set myself free. I felt trapped, and I wanted to fly. I cried for days on end. Cried for my pain, but also for the whole world. I was crying for all of us that were suffering. \n\nWhat can I do? \nWhy am I here?\nWhat kind of life will this be in the future?\nHow can I save my life?\nWhy am I alive?\n\nAt night, before going to sleep, I used to ask God to take me home. The thought of another day in this body was too much. All I wanted was out, I wanted to go home, and to feel free.\n\nLife became very dark, and my soul cried as I was getting ready to let this all go.\n\nThen I died.\n\nThe dark night of the soul.\n\nMy life became the darkness. I was no longer alive, only present. I experienced the Dark Night, the death of the ego. The death of my life as I knew it. A well-known term in the spiritual and Christian literature. In the midst of my void, I discovered this \"normality\". This surge of freedom and clarity. I could sense a meaning to all of my sufferings. I wasn`t going to die, physically, I was going to surrender to death.\nIt is common to believe something is very wrong when the symptoms of the Dark Night appear. It is normal to feel you are losing your mind even. Feeling stuck in the dark, that there will never be light again. \nWe feel completely alone, looking for the light, as we are used to running away from the dark. This time we cannot run, it is not possible. It totally swallows us.  \nThe pain we feel is the pain we have tried to suppress for years, decades, and previous lifetimes even.  It is now finally coming to the surface to be healed.  I had been praying for complete healing, and little did I know that this experience was going to be a big part of it. \nThe term goes back a very long time, always used to describe the collapse of the perceived meaning of life. Followed by the feeling of complete meaninglessness and loss of self. In the modern world, we might confuse this experience with what is called depression, but it is not. There is no meaning to anything. Absolutely everything feels meaningless. \n\nThe dark night can be triggered by an event in your life. You might lose your job, someone close to you, or have in some way a life-altering experience. Any severe trauma can trigger your reason to embark on such a journey. It will feel like your whole being is collapsing. Like you are shaken out of what you perceive as your reality. The experience will not only change your outer reality but how you look at life in general. There is an awakening happening. A celebration of freedom. A blessing in disguise, and for most so hidden, it can feel unbearable. \n\nThe one living the experience will most often not be aware of what he or she is going through. For me, it was profound. It was shredding me to pieces. I was being stripped of everything. \nI became completely naked.\nI was nothing. \n\nI was NO thing!\n\nI had given up all reasons to hang on to my pain, and I had released my need to fix anything.\n\n\nIn Matthew 7:13-14, Jesus spoke of traveling the narrow way. This might be seen as the dark night of the soul. The term has been spoken of in many scriptures and connects us to the endless experience of being close to Creation/God, and all that is. It is through the loss of self that one can find the inner truth and the feeling of eternal existence. The type of mental, emotional, or spiritual anguish that is present in the complete darkness, leaves the traveler feeling completely lost and alone.\n\n\nThe death of the ego as we know it:\n\nThis is the awakening to something deeper, a sense of real purpose, to true and real passion. It is like a death and a rebirth, where everything that was has now left, and new meanings, new concepts, and a new sense of existence arise. There is a death of the ego, yet nothing really dies except the ego`s own sense of self. A very painful death, and the experience is that of death itself, even though nothing real died, and never will. \n\nIt will feel like endless despair and darkness. \nThis is a part of an awakening process that will leave us stronger and truer to ourselves. More authentic. Once we have gone through the dark night of the soul, and have been \"reborn\", we realize that what was let go of was the false sense of self. What died was never real, but we were clinging to it as a part of the illusion of the ego. I remember the time as being completely heart-breaking and mind scattering, yet it has been my most important learning experience as I see it. \nWalking through the \"dark night of the soul\" is a time of spiritual purging and awakening, and a time of inner self-contemplation and total aloneness. \nThe experience will typically show itself through these patterns:\n\"\tThe ego dies, and the sense of self is shattered. It will feel like someone died, as they did, in a sense. The end of one`s identification feels like losing oneself, and that feeling takes one to the deepest darkness. The old self has to die, for the true self to be born. \n\"\tThe experience will teach complete aloneness. Through this complete aloneness, one is shown that there is no such thing as being alone. We are all alone, yet we never are. True freedom emerges from losing the need to cling to others, or to feel one has to belong. The realization is that from feeling content in ones` own company, the love for others becomes stronger. Being alone becomes a beautiful thing, where much clarity is shown. The dependency on others disappears, and the value of meditation and solitude is realized. Being alone becomes a great part of growing and learning, and loneliness will get a whole new meaning. The realization that everything is within us, is true freedom.\n\"\tA new love for life is born. Everything seems brighter, and every life lived seems to be something to celebrate and to learn from. We are all mortal humans, yet we are immortal beings. The humbleness towards life itself becomes greater, and the love for living becomes even more precious.\n\"\tThe way we see ourselves in the world changes. We become aware that we are all creators, and that we are not here to impress or to be what we think the world needs. We realize that the world needs people who are in love with themselves and life, and that will live in true passion and compassion. We realize that it is completely up to us, to take responsibility, and to live as the sovereign beings that we are. There is no one to blame, and there never was. \n\"\tThe view of the world has changed, so one might feel there are different perceptions on the inside that are conflicting. Living in a world, when one sees the truth and its underlying agendas, can be a struggle. Through working on one`s own values, passions and authenticity, the inner balance will come.\n\"\tThe strength from the experience will never leave you, and the newly found inner confidence will affect every aspect of your life. This strength is like no other, as it comes from having \"walked through the fire\". You have been tested, and you passed the test. Now, all you have to do is to live the life you know that you deserve. You, we, everyone who has gone through the dark night of the soul, are stronger and more alive. \n \nLike a Phoenix, we will rise from the ashes.\n\n\"Dear God, please help me. Show me the way to health, please show me the way. I am ready for complete healing. I am ready.\"\n\nI am standing in front of the biggest change I could ever imagine. I am going from being a sufferer to a creator. I am laying down my sword to plant seeds instead, seeds of life. I am changing at the core, yet not changing at all. My true self want to shine through, to come to the surface, and for that to happen, all of which is not serving me has to go. Who I really am wants to come forth. Finally, I am shredding what is not the true me. I am ready to throw away the masks. They are too heavy to wear. They are also too many to keep track of. It has been exhausting, and all I want is to be me. Authentically me. \n\nI wasn`t sure of who that me was, but I was willing to find out. \n\nFrom my experience, I really believe life begins after death, and that we are able to live to the fullest when we no longer fear it. I had been so ready to go, so ready to leave this life, that I felt free from the death trap. I no longer felt the fear of dying. I knew that I was more than a sick body and that I would truly never die. I became more and more fearless, and it was setting my soul free. I started to see death as a part of LIFE and dying as a part of LIVING.\n\nThe Dark Night lead to the brightest light I have ever seen, my life-enthusiasm. My purpose and mission. Moving forward I was going to spend every minute of every day walking towards what I knew could be done. I was going to get healthy, no matter what I had to do. I had nothing to lose. I was not afraid to die. My life had stopped as I knew it, and I now chose to find a new path. I had my husband, my children, my friend and I had me. I was blessed and I would do anything to be the best that I could be. \n\nBeing a mother is an honor, and I was going to literally do anything to be the mother that my children deserved. I was going to get healthy, no matter what. Period.\n\nI was going to get healthy or die trying. \n\nI realized that at one point, we have to wake up and say: This is it, enough of this crap we see as limitations. I am going for it because I deserve it. \n\nBy awakening to who we really are, we are able to let go of everything that has been holding us back. By truly connecting with our inner source, God, and Creation, we are able to effortlessly flow through life with a renewed passion and enthusiasm. This natural passion for living and creating is a part of every breath that we take. \n\nMy love for life itself has led me to explore the amazing abundance and love that we are all a part of. Pain is inevitable, but suffering is a choice. Love is the ultimate language of the Universe, and anything not thereof is an obstruction of the flow of life.\n\nWho you really are, and the power you hold within is stronger than any agony or despair. You are worthy of a life in abundance and joy, as you choose to awaken to your true essence. You are amazing, and through letting go of your clutter and old programming you will set yourself free. \n\nMy message is - Do not fear the journey towards freedom and the emotional and spiritual upheavals that come with walking your truth. Let it all arise, and let your real authentic self, be born. A freer life awaits, and the day I died is the day that I started living.\n\nIf you want to know more about my experiences from HELL to Inspired, you can download a free chapter here: https://inspiredbyhilde.com/from-hell-to-inspired/\n\n\n\nResources to explore the topic of Dark Night of the Soul:\n\"Dark Night of the Soul\", by St. John of the Cross and \n\"The Interior Castle\", by St. Teresa of Avila",
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