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It was definitely a comforting thought for me. I took a strange **satisfaction** from hearing I was good at something and that I should pursue it…_but then not pursuing it_. As if that praise was enough for me. I now recognise that it **wasn’t** the praise that **satisfied** me, it was the **laziness** of knowing success in any field required **hard work** that **deterred** me. \n\nI also attached value to otherwise **worthless** bits of praise as they were inevitably going to support my _**“I coulda been something if I pursued it”**_ story which I would have **mastered** in 10-15 years time. \n\nI’m definitely not making these statements from a place of _**immense success**_ by any means. 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