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There is a baidu encyclopedia, the heat is very high, kind of similar to today's mimeng's role, but she is in the traditional media, the face of the kind.\n\nWhy did she get on my car?\n\nI don't know why, maybe I'm so cute?\n\nThe woman is too good, the man is afraid to seduce, inferiority, she said a word to me: when you discover, the people around you are in love with you and not like you, you are sad.\n\nShe is divorced, older than me, always calling my brother.\n\nToo many men around her.\n\nAnd then, he converted.\n\nShe met men are more elegant and not too much, and she's the person gives a person the feeling is very cold, asing if is out-of-touch, taboo is also many, this also not line, that also not line, so the man dare not easily to provoke her, afraid to fall out, she has a big miss properties.\n\nMe?\n\nIt doesn't matter, it's just trying to hook up with you, you can hook up, you can hook up.\n\nShe told me that she had no sexual desire, and when she thought of it, she felt that she had made a mistake, and that the converts could not think of these things, and they were all dirty.\n\nI don't care, titillating every day.\n\nA few days later.\n\nShe sent me the QQ message, which was sent at night: I was confused by your thoughts.\n\nI thought it was a hint.\n\nHurrying to the door, still liu hulan, sitting there.\n\nHowever, I can feel the change in her heart, is to sway in the left and right, think, do not want, do not, she also actively pull my hand, instead I am not natural, feel very nervous.\n\nShe went from my car in Shanghai to xiamen, and our relationship was closer. 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The phone was blocked and asked if I could help him.\n\nI also looked at the receipt, which was in October 2013.\n\nThe readers followed him for more than half a month, it is, I don't know these things, and now suddenly find me, I'm so embarrassed, as though you hurt someone, that the reader is in guangxi, he want to buy a car is no formalities, civilization is mortgage car, speaks frankly is black car.\n\nWhere's my embarrassment?\n\nI casually mentioned in the article a person, TO the readers, is likely TO be an angel, is likely TO be the devil, has nothing TO do with the inner goodness is not good, MAO pain selling books, for example, has sold 10000 yuan of 100 volumes, each month TO a book, take the TO sign, 100 a month is how many years?\n\nHowever, the bottom pain is not in the circle, so will these buyers blame me?\n\nThe reason is: still not because trust you!\n\nTherefore, I repeated and repeated a word: I have no friends!\n\nHe is a very kind person, but he is out of the circle of books. 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Nobody knows anyone.\n\nThese things, I should not be tube theoretically, because I am a one-man, annoyed the other people, even kill me, these three hundred million and fifty thousand is less, the nt? I can't say anything, you sign the agreement you fulfill, even if you find me, I can do nothing, if I say a word more, I really tell people, will do me. Don't understand? !\n\nSo, read the article, just look at it, and don't idolize anyone.\n\nIncluding me, not necessarily reliable.\n\nYou have to think, when I gambled away all my possessions, who adored me, who was the victim of iron, because I would make up all kinds of reasons to borrow money from you, who would lend me?\n\nWho worships me, who will lend me.\n\nI was sitting on the plane with XX, holding my hand and saying, look, you are down, I feel terrible, dong, you need money, you tell me, don't carry it yourself.\n\nShe really hurts me.\n\nThree years ago, jia yu-ting asked you: sell you an internal stock, do you buy?\n\nDon't say you, the fund company also beat the head!\n\nGo back to the mountain.\n\nThe sisters were quite direct, the standard northern sister, saying that she felt...\n\nI say, this is the buddhist holy land, besides you are still a person, I am here para, I will short life.\n\nBut I always thought she was a little raw.\n\nIs the joke too crude, like a GAY like yellow joke generally, afraid to expose their was GAY, is playing very color, but color is not smooth, while dancing, but a see be hollow, no emotion, the sisters also gave me the feeling that I'm thinking, if my article gave her the wrong signal, that is the only way to communicate with understand understand?\n\nI have also written that no matter what age, no matter what the environment, people like conservative, loyal women, this basic value will not change.\n\nI asked, what are your dreams?\n\n'my dream when I was young was to teach in Tibet,' she says.\n\nI asked, have you ever been to Tibet?\nShe said, no.\n\nI said, people have a habit, like sanctified themselves, for example, go to the temple for a few days, as a step on their own thoughts, to be a teacher in Tibet as if rose to the soul level.\n\n'no,' she said. 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I think rich is a practice, and poverty is also a practice, respecting the life path of everyone, including everyone's birth environment and the way of education.\n\nBut, she says, everyone thinks that, isn't this society too selfish?\n\nI said, you to jack ma, the height, will naturally want to these, I think people can have a heart, can also participate in public welfare, occasionally if left home to do a full-time volunteer, I feel a little point.\n\n'people don't feel grateful now,' she says.\n\nI say, yes, the rich are not as grateful as the poor, you give the beggar a steel jump, he will say thank you, you give the rich 10 yuan, he does not bird you.\n\nShe ate very little together.\n\nI said, you seem to have something on your mind.\n\nShe asked, is there a taboo to chat with you?\n\nI said, in theory, no.\n\nShe asked, what is the most bizarre story you've ever heard?\n\nI say, no, no, only more.\n\nShe asked, would you be distracted by all this?\n\nI said, \"no, I'm a very selfish person, and I know the difference between other people's business and mine.\"\n\nShe said, I need your help.\n\nI say, you say.\n\nShe said, \"my husband died of spermia. Have you heard of it?\"\n\nI said, I know.\n\nShe says it was caused by a fever as a child.\n\nI said, to look at the sperm death rate, the higher the death rate, the more difficult it is to treat, in fact, it's a little bit more common to understand that, well, just think about other channels.\n\nShe said the doctor's advice was in vitro fertilization, and my husband was Fried.\n\nAnd I said, what's the solution?\n\n'my mother-in-law's advice is to borrow from my family,' she says.\n\nI said, I have encountered several similar, the mother-in-law is similar advice, either is the brother-in-law, or is the cousin.\n\n'my husband can't take it,' she says.\n\nI asked, can you accept dink?\n\nShe said, no.\n\nAnd I said, what's the strategy now?\n\nShe said she found an old Chinese doctor and he was working on it.\n\nI said, I should have called a friend, and he treated himself as a uremia, and he was waiting in line to change his kidney. He could not cure this thing, but he drank it out.\n\nShe said, seeing him drink so many traditional Chinese medicine every day, I also heartache, from 140 jin drink to become 180 jin, see bloated. (two bowls of Chinese medicine a day)\n\nI said, you shouldn't be superstitious.\n\n'I don't believe it,' she said. 'but I can't say anything,' he said. 'he was very aggressive with the treatment, and the more I did it, the worse I felt.'\n\nI say, there is a doctor in Qingdao, treat male sterility is especially fierce, but ask a couple to go to cure together, go several times can get pregnant, special spirit.\n\nShe asked, can you give me the contact information?\n\nI said I should be in Qingdao prison now. (can be baidu)\n\n'my husband is a little shaken,' she says. 'it means you can borrow it, but you can't borrow someone you know.'\n\nI said, this kind of thing, you can find a net friend, but can't find me, because I look too special, my son in the school, as long as see will know that my son is my son, so amazing, my son often ask yourself: in front of a mirror why am I so ugly?\n\nShe said she was afraid she couldn't find the high quality.\n\nI said, this also depends on fate, I can't help, really can't help.\n\nShe asked. Is there a lot of it now?\n\nI said, a lot, the proportion of infertility is getting higher and higher.\n\nShe asked. Do you believe in life?\n\nI say, life and death are life, riches in the sky, not false at all, but there is another: man.\n\n'I don't know what to do,' she says.\n\nI said, there is a sentence, I don't know whether to say, if you are one of your own people, my advice is a divorce recombination, don't go to the trouble, how easy it is to conceive naturally.\n\n'I love him,' she said. 'if I get divorced from him, no one will marry him.'\n\nI said, you think more.\n\n'my parents persuaded me to leave,' she says.\n\nSo I said, the life, the key steps, wrong is wrong, right is right, marriage is a woman's second reborn, if really big men, these things really doesn't matter, small mind's eye, he tortured himself every day, children more lovely he more miserable, because that is not their own, man and nature, is tried, I've written a snow leopard theme, snow leopard, why less and less? A deteriorating relationship with the natural environment, there is another reason, is a small leopard is follow mother grew up together, but mom oestrus every year once, is unable to control his a rut, the male leopard would come to her, the male leopard has a characteristic, as long as find small leopard is not their own, will kill the cubs immediately.\n\nShe said, now I just want a child, see other people's children can't go any farther, I give you money, you help to find a, high quality, rest assured, and later don't have any hand, best don't contact for a lifetime.\n\nI said, I can't help it.\nShe and her husband are at home to practice, is actually to seek son, watching also let a person love dearly, she sighed, age is more and more big, afford to wait, even the husband has cured, she is not.\n\nThat's life.\n\nEither you change.\n\nEither you accept it.\n\nWhat ethical, moral, and on with no problem, don't call, \"white deer\" xiaoyi's wife, two people get married for many years did not have children, Mr Cold suggestion is to show mountain temple fair and borrow another man.\n\nThis is not a \"monad\". It is said that a woman in ancient times had no children for many years, so she boarded the lishan mountain alone one afternoon and came to the old lady's house to beg for her son. It was impossible to go down at night, and had to lay a sheet on the hill for the night. Over time, in the three days of the 1st, 12th and 13th lunar month, a large number of local people would go up to the mountain for the night, and the local people would call it \"the order\".\n\nKeep talking about borrowing money.\n\nOn Friday, I copied the hang seng electronics and went off Monday, earning two points.\n\nOn Monday, I copied it again, and went away on Tuesday, earning two points.\n\nMy circle of friends live every morning and night, I buy what stock I buy, what stock I sell...\n\nSome people say I'm too risky.\n\nI didn't explain, I actually have their own logic, tencent as rose more than 2% on Monday, in theory, will be making are interconnected in buying, because the net is the settlement, equal to I know in advance the card, is almost white picking up money thing, I received some chips is first, and then press on the sale, so the price rise will not come, I'll buy slowly, if don't have to sell a single pressure, prices will rise soon.\n\nSo, I am definitely making a profit, at least one point, but this opportunity, which is about 20 times a year, does not believe that I am going to count historical data.\n\nI also called everybody to buy, you may not trust my judgment very much.\n\nTo do so, however, seems to be not compliance, securities companies make a phone call last week warned me, said I in order to buy and sell at the same time, the alleged from buying from selling, but the amount is not big, just verbal warnings, I explained, also I fry is not to make money, is to hone their own mind, I can't see you I always do some convulsions? This week I had to buy two drop stop, are all in the fall stops and deliberately into, one is the PuZhi network, one is tianma stake, to buy a lot of continuous drop stop I wanted to know is what feeling.\n\nOn Tuesday, I sold the stock, and if the money came out, I could only take it out on Wednesday, and it didn't make any sense on Wednesday, because sangu said that there would be a million loans on Wednesday, so I didn't need my money.\n\nAnd, the money is not mine, is revolving loan, the publishing industry has a characteristic, have three months to half a year's billing cycle, can not sell the books I could go back, how much we sell settlement, so that I could press a lot of payment for goods, the money I can't lend three gu, lend her can not save her, but I must die, because at the end of the year, the settlement period.\n\nHow did the money come out?\n\nBecause the bookstore, for example, some books, discount is high, and I at once to more, one to a few thousand copies, so low discount, very low very low, I again with the same discount wholesale to the bookstore, but require cash settlement, is not equal to I make the money with the white?\n\nI'm a coward, what do you do?\n\nSell at a loss.\n\nJust like the farm in my sister's side, the feed is paid for by jingdong financial, like jingdong white bar, but people don't give cash, how can we get the money out?\n\nWhen the feed is pulled over, it will be disposed of at a lower price, but in cash.\n\nTurn it around.\n\nIt's because it's so smart that I need to step in to fill the hole. Why is there more money? Because there is too much finance now.\n\nI told the three girls that even if I could borrow some, it would be after Wednesday.\n\nShe said Wednesday would be fine.\n\nThen I got hair in my heart, which means that she said that one million loans were fake, otherwise I would not be staring at me, and in a short day, the family called me, especially in a hurry.\n\nThis is a time when everyone can be seen as a lifesaver.\n\nThat day, I met a friend who lend me 80000 yuan to buy a house, met still talking and laughing, but I also is I have no money, because he was doing a small business, is constantly loans, who is a good man, also very diligent, is that there is no money, the money back to my hopes are slim, I just think, my dad just few thousand a month pension, also happy, always feel oneself is the rich, in fact, I with throw, also don't know how many a few thousand, is I commit iniquity.\n\nEveryone has a voice inside: never borrow money.\n\nI say that to myself, but people are in rivers and lakes. Can you really say that? My sister sought me, you say I can say no? I know there is no return, I also want to give.\n\nBusiness loses money, continue to invest affirmation continue to lose.\n\nGenerally, there is no sense of stop loss. Instead, it will expand and change careers.\n\nI always feel the financial crisis is getting closer and closer, really!",
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Creativity is a complex brain activity that requires the left brain and the right brain to work together. The rough division of the brain, including the popularity of the concept of \"right brain development\", is only a media misreading, and a gimmick that the merchants deliberately publicize.\nRecruitment: do not listen to business \"develop the right brain\" propaganda and blind consumption. The children want to exercise the brain, suggest more divergent thinking game.\n2. misunderstandings two: super memory\nSome institutions claim to exercise the child's shorthand ability, for example: two hours to recite PI after the decimal point several hundred numbers, 6 hours of exercise 10 times memory.\nDr. Wei: super memory only teaches children to change memory codes, such as homophonic, image or location related information, and can not help him deal with semantic information in depth. Its performance is more than practical, and a single item of super memory can not be transferred to daily life and learning.\nRecruitment: sixteen words to improve the memory of children: the more repetition, the more joint, the more blocks, remember the better.\n3. misunderstandings three: key period\nSome businesses deliberately emphasize that the development of some of the children's ability is critical, and once missed, it will be lost on the starting line.\nDr. Wei: This is the anxious business of the business. Scientists do not say \"critical period\", but use the concept of \"sensitive period\" to describe the most favorable development period of a child's ability. The time span of the sensitive period is long, and speaking speaking, it is not 2-3 years old, but 7 years old.\nTrick: don't worry too much about the so-called \"key period\". In the process of growing up, interest is more important.\n4. misunderstandings four: a school Walker\nMany parents believe that under the protection of a walker, children can learn to walk faster, and reduce the risk of falling, and better for their children to grow.\nDr. Wei: the child exercise system is the development from a large number of trial and error in practice, in the process of learning to walk stumbled, the brain can get rich information and training opportunities. But the toddler deprived it of the opportunity to give the brain a wrong signal when the child's balance was not strong enough to think that he could walk. Therefore, the toddler not only brings danger, but also hinders the development of children's athletic ability.\nWeapon: want exercise capacity baby develop faster. The mystery lies in the vestibular system -- often gently shaking, lift high or sit on the chair, can promote the development of children's sports ability.\n5. misunderstandings five: Happiness Education\nThe parents who believe in happy education think that let children have happy childhood, they cannot \"train\" children, let them go with the flow, otherwise they will bring psychological shadow to their children.\nDr. Wei: the principle of brain science shows that without sufficient practice, one can't be proficient in any brain work. Human cognition is limited, and practice can automate the process of low - level thinking and leave enough space for higher - level thinking. Whether children piano, do arithmetic, or exercise thinking, requires deliberate practice. However, children's brain development is not fully mature, self-control and planning ability is weak, parents can help children to reduce conflicts and negative emotions in practice.\nWeapon: attention should be paid to two points in the exercise: \"ten thousand hour law\" is not reliable, because people and areas are different. \"Practice makes perfect\", we should also pay attention to break through the comfort zone, so that we can make progress if we have targeted practice.\n6. misunderstandings six: language confusion\nMany parents worry that children are too early to learn foreign languages, which will disrupt Chinese learning and cause mutual interference in the two languages.\nDr. Wei: brain science evidence shows that if children are learning bilingual at the same time, the representation area of the two languages in the brain is interlaced and mosaic like mosaics. That is to say, children learn not only language but a set of ways to interact with the environment. It is natural to understand what language is used in what situations, and there is no problem of interference between different languages.\nWeapon: learning a language should be as early as possible. The sooner you learn different languages, the more the nerve plasticity of the language becomes stronger.\n7. zone seven: Montessori education\nThe characteristic of \"Montessori education\" is to emphasize independence and be praised as \"the science behind genius\". At the same time, the author, Montessori, developed a teaching tool to cultivate children's abilities in all aspects, and was also used by many educational institutions.\nDr. Wei: the current scientific consensus is that there is no evidence that the Montessori teaching method is more excellent than others. But the Montessori education has some disadvantages: for example, do not advocate \"pretend play game boy, that is a waste of time, but in fact the\" pretend to play \"in the exercise of their imagination and divergent thinking and other aspects is very important; that let the children spontaneously explore, neglect of teachers and parents to guide, but it will often let children learn only in the comfort zone, to enter the study area.\nWeapon: Montessori education have the effect, but don't deify. Montessori teaching aids can buy, but do not be too superstitious.\n8. misunderstandings eight: Multiple Intelligences\nMany institutions believe in the idea of multiple intelligence that people have eight intelligence and can not judge a person's intelligence solely by IQ test. These institutions will give children intelligence tests and then develop personalized learning programs.\nDr. Wei: in the field of cognitive science and brain science, intelligence can't be divided. Multiple intelligence is only a \"widely accepted\" personal view, and it has not been supported by the mainstream scientific community and the psychological survey. And the measurement of multiple intelligences does not predict a child's academic performance. In the long run, this theory misleads educators. Some classes influenced by multiple intelligence theory first test what types of intelligence their children are, and then customize different teaching plans according to their \"special thinking process\". It sounds very personalized, but I can't live on it.\nWeapon: instead of making great efforts to customize a learning style for children, it is better to let him learn multiple thinking processes so that he can strengthen the child's brain as a whole.\n9. misunderstandings nine: skin test\nMany organizations declared: analysis of the child's handprint with advanced instrument, can predict the congenital and acquired intelligence potential.\nDr. Wei: it sounds fantastic, but there is no scientific evidence to support the statement. There is no causal relationship between fingerprints and brain cells. The National Academy of Sciences, the American Academy of Sciences, has questioned the scientific nature of the skin print test more than a decade ago. We can't use skin print to predict intelligence, let alone potential.\nThe trick: it's best not to be too confident in these miraculous tests. If there is a need, also from the regular hospitals and experts to seek advice, and not to listen to business and commercial organizations.\n10. misunderstandings ten: EQ\nThere is a very hot line on the Internet - \"80% comes from EQ, 20% comes from IQ,\" that EQ is more important than IQ. Then, under the publicity of the media and the merchants, the children 's \"EQ\" books and the course fire are fostering.\nDr. Wei: this statement comes from the subjective cognizance of the popular science writer Goleman, which is not supported by data and research. In fact, scientific experiments have proved that EQ and IQ are inseparable, and people with high IQ and EQ are also high. And the concept of \"EQ\" is very complex and is often misused. In fact, the \"emotional quotient\", which most parents care about, is to want their children to have the skills related to interpersonal communication, which can be called \"social emotional skills\".\nWeapon: first of all, we need to make sure that you have to improve your children's social emotional abilities, so that we can give the right medicine instead of a general \"EQ\".",
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      "body": "When I was in high school, I had a watermelon shed in my house.\nAn acre of land can earn two or three thousand, has been very great, you would think that if a wheat or peanut?\nThe gross profit is only four hundred or five hundred.\nHowever, in this thing, people do not live there, particularly bored, worse than sauna room, is that people in the shed, inside the station is not straight, must be bent, almost all the time to consume at the top, a wind to look at, not afraid of the raging wind, but the wind spin. As long as the cyclone volume to the greenhouse, greenhouse was instantly seconds.\nI was particularly distressed by my parents at that time, and it was a total betrayal of pain.\nBlood and sweat.\nWatermelon is an economic crop, to pay tax, special tax.\nIs it interesting?\nThe farmer a stomach, to pay grain tax, to pay fees, to pay taxes, so when the new leadership to cancel these, farmers applauded, the slaves sing, not only to cancel these, farm subsidies, and pension insurance, and the orientation of poverty alleviation.\nI can't do it.\nHowever, the price of agricultural products is getting lower and lower, and the land is completely unprofitable.\nIn the 80s and 90s of last century, the peanuts were 2~4 yuan / Jin. Now it's still the price. Do you say you can lose it?\nSome people go to our village contracted nearly 200 acres of land, has continued to have invested three million, years of losses, the village people are already waiting to see his lively, I also wrote an article about the land contract is the trend of the future, a group of farmers may understand the boss's heart?\nMaybe the boss is for the field?\nThe boss asked me to go to my parents, my parents sent him away, my parents are afraid of the boss pull me down, because I always want to land complex, when the landlord, also contacted the village leaders get me, but my dad in the middle of the belt, no mess.\nLater, we all left the village and did not know what happened.\nIn the county town, I went close to the agricultural department's friends, and one day, the sister of the agricultural department contacted me and asked me if I was familiar with the land. I see, mama, my village.\nI asked, what was it?\nShe said that it was being transferred, 1 million 700 thousand.\nI said, it's expensive.\nIt has been more than half a year in the past. Some days ago, my sister went to my office to take books. I asked about it again. She said that the other party was calling on the group.\nI said, if the 0 price transfer is possible, someone wants to raise the price, no one wants to transfer it, because the land cost is too high, more than 1000 yuan per mu, that land is not worth the money. My father is very familiar with the land of our village. He knows all the land suitable for planting.\nThe land contract seems to be cooling.\nBecause, there is no profit point in general.\nI asked my sister, do you have any money?\nShe said few, few.\nIn the fall, the brother-in-law found me and said that the town was required to engage in a big shed, with indicators, tasks and subsidies.\nI asked, how much money do you need?\nHe said, 20 million.\nI said, you'll find me a month later.\nHe said, yes.\nWhat do I mean?\nFirst, you never took 200 thousand. Can you really manage it? Will I hurt you? Make your heart swollen? Even with the small daughter-in-law in the village.\nSecond, first months later, are you sure you want to do it?\nI told my father.\nMy father came home to drink wedding, go to my sister's home, both of them scolded: your brother's money is the wind blowing? You have the ability to make a point of your own, do not have the ability to do not toss, you know the shed?\nMy brother-in-law had two words with my father, meaning: if I could not turn this next year, I would be a bastard.\nIt's an oath.\nLess than a month, my sister found me, meaning not to tell my father.\nI said, can be yes, but there is a premise, that is how much you need me to give, a settlement, money can not be given to you, can not? Make a loss, this money should write me a note, otherwise how to explain to my sister? Everyone came to me for money.\nAgriculture, two big costs.\nLand, artificial.\nLabor is the biggest expense.\nReally decided to do, my father did not intercept, instead to help do technical guidance, in this way, five shed up, steel structure.\nA person does not make money, but also to see the sky.\nIt is your life that does not take this money.\nBuilt in the greenhouse, with a excavator everywhere, and the brother-in-law of excavator driver at the edge of smoke, cheap, the wildfire, past children love point to wildfire, this season was over the little grass, these two years are not allowed to point, the point is to be detained, mainly anti pollution.\nThe brother-in-law lit a wildfire for a few days.\nHe was called out to the police station and said it was to be detained.\nI really admire the couple, to get these things, I have found four talents to help out a remark, fined money put.\nMy father said that the two of them were thin.\nMy sister is my parents, childhood without parents, my brother grew up without a father, his mother remarried to change the name.\nIn the shed, it is a loss.\nThe subsidy is on the one hand.\nOn the other hand, my father gave my brother-in-law the idea to lend money, which means giving money back to me first. My dad said it very directly: anyway, you didn't plan to repay it.\nAnyway, there was a big shed where it was mortgaged, and the big sheds did not go after it, and they were...\nWhy does my father suggest that?\nBecause, the heart hurts me.\nIn rural areas, Piandai is really cheated cheated.\nBut I don't suggest that you do it well. When you get the harvest, give it back to me in proportion to it, no harm.\nThree days ago。\nA shed by the wind blown plastic cloth, lift you lift it, help them home to work, the old man was pulling a head of the plastic cloth, the result was the wind up, said that there is a tree so high, fell down.\nThere is no specific fracture, it is a terrible fall, has been lying in bed Oh oh.\nThat's the big thing.\nMy dad called me. I used to pull up my father, hurried back to see the family, paid the wages to the others, gave the 1000 yuan of nutrition cost, and asked the village head to negotiate in the past, meaning whether to go to the hospital for a few days? Don't make it to the village, and the family are present, if the day after say?\nThe responsibility should be divided first.\nAccording to seniority, I should call this man's four.\nI said, four uncle, you can also be a man, fly one time.\nHe said, grass his mother, this B wind is really big, no wonder that the Tang Monk can run tender.\nIn fact, there is no hinder.\nAt the end of the day, I took my father and went around the field and looked at the shed.\nMy father sighed: they don't understand the shed!\nI say, don't understand it, you don't worry about it, I love it.\nMy father comforted me: you were blind for that money. (lost meaning)\nI say, understand.\nIs not to lose money, they will not step back to me, because in the eyes of the couple, brother not bad money.\nWhat can I do?\nThese days, the book sold almost 80%, inventory digestion, immediately entered the 2018, I want to talk to friends with me from the October closing, Liu woman got 300 thousand turnover, for, I tell her about it very clearly, when you are in.\nCome in and sit down.\nI asked, do you trust me?\nShe said, you say.\nI said, I will not give you the details, tell you a number, this batch of books can theoretically make a 20 million, but the middle decision for my mistake, there are some uncontrollable human factors, so far only 60 thousand yuan of profits, this is my estimates. So, we each 30 thousand.\nShe said, \"give me 20 thousand, and the rest to buy a toy for my nephew.\"\nI said, I said to you 30 thousand to give you 30 thousand, so that I will give you 330 thousand in the morning.\nShe said, well, that's all right.\nI said, in this economic environment, nothing to make money, you should be glad I do not run.\nShe said, you run the road and I recognize it, really.\nI said, the more I trust, I should be more responsible, in fact everyone wants to be, sometimes cannot afford the responsibility, no way, powerless.\nShe said, it makes sense, at least it's still there.\nI said, \"next time you need money, I'll call you again.\"\nShe said, \"OK.\"\nIn fact, she is also at great risk, what are not, let alone write a note to her, I even didn't ask her to eat, even from the money to me, we even have not seen, I was also very stubborn, as she did not dare to ask, afraid of me angry.\nThe heart must also whisper, not to him, he may be angry, give it to him, maybe a boondoggle.\nHaha...\nLeaving, I also made up a knife: in fact, I do not need this 300 thousand, at that time the original intention was to pull you to do something, I do not do this money. (vanity)\nShe laughed and said, I know.\nSo, women don't worship a man, because once you worship him, to him, you are the ATM, in his brainchild, may borrow 300 thousand back to you in 330 thousand, he stumbled, may 300 thousand will give you 30 thousand.\nOf course, this money in her eyes, not called money, at least not called big money.\nHere we have a teacher, is my sister, was first admitted to the graduate students, these years of work, she continued to save the about 200000, she also no big expense, also made the micro business, every year can save seventy thousand or eighty thousand dollars, 200 thousand to me, let me help her keep, to finance, not to save money, I wrote a note to her, she didn't want to write, I said this is in case I have what accident, you take the money to find sister-in-law certificate.\nI helped set the Nasdaq, currently close to 20 points.\nAt the end of the year, I also plan to her, because tomorrow there are too many uncertainties, afraid to live up to the others, and will lead to a chain reaction, even miss put money here, I don't think, think that I don't think she is dirty money, I wrote a northeast girl, as a technician in Shanghai also readers, people earn about 1000000 a year, the absolute size, I interviewed her a question, one day really can take ten or twenty?\nShe said, she was afraid to encounter a severe, encountered one is lost, and can not do.\nYesterday, a reader asked me: you are not a stock or bitcoin lost a lot of money?\nI asked, why do you think so?\nShe said, \"nothing, what to write\".\nI said, you are too accurate to judge.\nDon't lose lose, but earn, there should be about 600 thousand of the profits this year, I have no specific statistics, this is the place I feel afraid, is too smooth, expands my heart, I will put to lose, but I have a good point where is my every day fixed time to reflect on their own, I have been aware of these, nature will actively reconciliation.\nYou see, these girls put the money on me here. It really doesn't like it. Do you say I want it or not? It doesn't make any difference to me, because they won't bring it up and will keep it here for 35 years, even if they really do not.\nIt will give birth to my desire.\nDesire will bring disaster to me.\nThere are two kinds of people who are calm and calm.\nOne kind is the ordinary person who has never experienced the wind and waves.\nA class is over, experienced strong wind and big waves.\nFor example, you are first love with your wife, each other is the only one, your life is always very quiet, you firmly believe that your wife loves you only.\nThe calmness is false calm.\nOnce the temptation comes, you or your daughter-in-law will run fast.\nFor example, a small monk, grown up in a monastery, was soaked in the Buddhist law from an early age and knew the lust was bad, but when a man came to a young man, once she met a woman? Buddha Dharma? Practice? Desire? Love?\nCan his practice harness his love of love?\nFor example, the young monk saw the female householder chest, want to touch it?\nThere is a film, very, very beautiful, I think the best Buddhist movies, no one, very few dialogue, few characters, content is greater than the form.\nThis film is called \"spring, summer, autumn, winter and spring\"\nGenius director, perfect.\nThe little monk adult, fell in love with a female scholar, two people in the temple next to lovemaking, ass white, must look at the full version, this is actually about a reincarnation.\nThe first sex of a man is evil. Life comes with the original sin. The process is mostly applied to sin - Sin - boomerang epiphany transmigration.\nThe only reason people do not obey, to experience the endless sea of tribulations just repent and be saved.\nEverything is nothing but a cycle of cause and effect in the early prophecy of Buddha.\nThe vast majority of people, in fact, are fake and calm. Just like the monk in the monastery, they have never been tempted. If you want to think so, your daughter-in-law suddenly becomes a star. You can feel that she will still love you and die for love.\nIn October, we went to Xuzhou to play games, and the exchange between the clubs.\nWe are very close to Xuzhou.\nThey play with us play there is a pretty big difference, our side is to play golf, pays attention to the speed and strength, their side is focused on time and space, mainly to low ball.\nThey watched us play, and we felt we were barbarians.\nWe watch them play, it feels too slow.\nI love the way they play very much, this is a play with my mind, but it is not easy to be injured, ornamental has high technical content, than the error rate, it is like playing with high technology, love short pass, bad love kicks.\nFirst, I decided to play doubles, just a small Wei to the northeast on a business trip, I'll change it for playing doubles, with a big sister partner, the sister played well, the initiative is also high, but this is also the shortcomings, is not belong to her and she will grab the ball, this will lead to me passive, I judge my ball, I ran up to the place, she also rob in the past, so we both lost their defense, and she is very awkward position, the ball quality is not high, was a smash.\nPlayed a total of four games, lost two.\nShe may also feel stuck, after all, before playing very good, understand is too weak, my heart whispered: Mom, this is your game, Lin Dan is also no good, you don't have a partner, only their eyes, the most important thing is to remember playing doubles, you have a partner.\nAnd I also have my position, is the midfield standard, is her serve, I stood behind her half meters, so the entire midfield, and on both sides of the ball I backcourt frontcourt can tube, she only need to be responsible for body before you can, all the rest I can give to you. To look at the Shenzhen, doubles is this stance, otherwise people hit two people at the waist, not saved.\nAnd how do we stand in our local doubles? A former, one later, the latter is in the bottom line position, anti high ball, the locals like to play high ball, but the real doubles are seldom high ball, unless forced.\nI'm not afraid of the backcourt in the midfield because I'm fast, and I have the ability to jump and take a step back to the bottom line.\nIt's very awkward to cooperate with her.\nAt that time, I did not look at her, is she not choose me, regret it?\nLocal television stations to find video, two assembly appearance, is the exhibition, I and the other with high horse Gang, a gang, There is no story without coincidences.\nI told the other girl's clothes is the same color, big burly men is the same color with each other.\nSo we changed our partner.\nA completely different feeling, this girl can't play ball in the backcourt, only BLOCKOUTS enough, we do a simple exchange, I gave her a designated area of responsibility, told two:\nFirst, the shoulder ball is not connected.\nSecond, hit the ball behind the elder sister.\nThe girl's upper body is very thin, very slim, and a little butt.\nI told her playing opponent is the most appropriate, she is good at lob, I am good at killing the ball, and I kill the position is behind her, her habit will go to rob, so they went to grab.\nIn two consecutive games, we all control the two of them only 10.\nAfter the end, hold the hug.\nThe clothes are all wet.\nI asked this temporary partner, is that your husband?\nShe said, \"no, that's your wife?\"\nI said, my aunt.\nShe burst into laughter.\nShe said, you Shandong women are all strong.\nI said she was still slim, and all of us were able to lift the mill.\nI asked her to have a WeChat.\nShe doesn't give it, which means she doesn't like to make friends.\nThe man is very interesting, especially like me greaseball, really met rascal, but really not interested, I can attract some kind of mystery play, may be installed, that may be true, there is a little lonely girl, stimulate your desire to explore, not necessarily global people.\nHow did the heroine be deceived by the heroine in the best bid? It was the woman's autism, which inspired his salvation.\nRuanmoyingpao, plus.\nLater, we came back, and had no contact. If we could not see it, it would not be deliberate. And I was surrounded by the whole day.\nOne day, she suddenly asked me on WeChat, \"are you Vespa?\" (one of her idols is Miller, a small meat actor, and the name of micro-blog is called Miller on Vespa).\nI said, yes.\nShe said, I like motorcycles, too.\nI said, I can give it to you.\nShe said, no, no.\nI asked, can I go to you?\nShe said, \"no,\" she said.\nI asked, why?\nShe said, \"maybe a lot of people want to see you, but I don't want it, not for you, but I don't like to deal with people.\"\nI said, you don't think of me as a person.\nShe said, you can see the heart of others, I do not like such people, because there is no privacy in front of you.\nI asked, how do you know?\nShe says, intuition.\nFor a long time, she will be attracted by mystique that I created. My friends circle seems to be a very casual ornament, but it is actually creating a black hole, which is unfathomable. For example, I seldom get a car, but I have different cars from Monday to Sunday, sometimes cars and sometimes locomotives.\nFor example, the stock industry, a lot of God, if asked people, Xu Xiang is severe or Ding Yuanying fierce?\nIt must be Ding Yuanying.\nBecause, he can't see, can't touch.\nThe mystery will give a person blessing on the mysterious aura, such as Guan Yu bad or Liu Hailong? I believe in the ring, Guan Yu can not hold 30 seconds.\nBut, Guan Yu is more serious in our mind.\nI went to Xuzhou.\nShe drew pictures, painted walls, and made some basic oil paintings, and said plainly, that is, oil paintings that could be hung in home decoration. I went for a stroll, and she asked me to pick one.\nI said, these pictures in my eyes, can light a fire.\nShe said it was for home wear.\nI say, I know, it looks sweet, blooming the riches and riches.\nHer office wall hangs a picture of the word, I stared for a moment, no inscription.\nShe asked, how did it feel?\nI say, women write, age not more than 30 years old.\nShe said, this is my debut.\nI said, that's good.\nShe said, make a suggestion.\nI say, it's not right, because I'm only a man of sarcasm, blow, and sarcasm.\nShe said, but it doesn't hurt.\nI said, poor basic skills, there is lack of a sense of hierarchy, shape, no God, should not practice from the script, did not go, run directly.\nShe said, \"too B, the same as my tutor said.\"\nI said, I was lucky.\nThe small business did a good job, added it to her, and opened a MINI CLUBMAN.\nShe asked me, do you like MINI?\nI said, yes, but I like the JCW in MINI, and few people know this series of cars, a bit like the M in BMW and the AMG in the Mercedes.\nShe asked, was it open?\nI said, my girlfriends generally open MINI, and I bought one for my daughter-in-law, and later she liked GOLF more, because GOLF was a little comfortable.\nShe asked, why did you choose me?\nI say, your ass is sexy.\nShe asked, are you talking to people so directly?\nI say, euphemism is too hypocritical, you don't let me tell the truth?\nShe asked, you are so color, your wife knows?\nI say, I know.\nShe asked, not angry?\nI say, there is no matter, my daughter-in-law is a high man, has been divorced from the secular, secular entangled things, in her eyes do not call.\nWomen who often exercise are hard to get down.\nHow to put it?\nAll of you from the laona.\nAll you give I.\nSatiated, dazhebaoge, talk about the oil market, her meaning is to collect some a little bit level, because there are often customers are looking for......\nI said, your position is very accurate. All the words and paintings will be done at two ends, either top-level or hanging up, decorated and not done in the middle.\nThis is the same as our signature book.\nOr we won the Mao Dun prize for literature. We can easily touch a writer. It's famous throughout the country. For example, the whole Shandong can be shouted by all of you. There are more than two writers, one is Mo Yan, the other is Zhang Wei.\nThis kind belongs to the hard currency, which belongs to the top goods.\nEither we do low-end, pure is the rub of fame, such as ice, Guo Jingming, we also know that no collection value, but the market recognized enough.\nCan a writer in the middle do it? For example, XX, the president of the writers.\nIt can't be done because the cost of popular science is too high.\nIt's too difficult for you to let others know about this person, though it's already a well-known writer in a small range.\nOil painting is only suitable for low end, that is decorative painting. For example, oil painting village is directly produced by mass production. The line is drawn by one person, and these paintings are exported to foreigners.\nWhat about the high end of the oil painting?\nFor example, Wang Zhongjun, Feng Xiaogang, Wang Jianlin are all collecting this kind of oil painting, one of the top, domestic, and more than 30 million.\nIt's not our common people who can play.\nSo, your collection of these, in fact, is meaningless, now will not appreciate, the future will not.\nUnless?\nYou choose some cool doors and have potential in the future. For example, I choose watercolors, small fields, small investments, and can catch the big guys in the industry at the same time. The price is not exaggerated. 200 thousand is heaven.\nWhat's more, I don't collect big pictures, they are all small.\nWe do a signed book experience is that as long as Mo Yan's signature on the line, which is not the book, painting too, such as a large auction may be 200 thousand, but I got small perhaps only 2000 yuan, 10 thousand yuan to sell me, we all feel good cheap, but also foreign speaking, my family has a painting by XX.\nShe seemed to understand.\nI came back from Xuzhou.\nThe two of us have changed.\nI almost didn't speak to her, she does, one day be able to send me on a thousand words, I am afraid of her cold, looking through the evening chats, I back a few words: good, good, can.\nNo wonder?\nLast night, was it true that Yue Yunpeng was going to spend the night with a beautiful woman?\nI said, it's really a fake.\nShe asked, how long do you think he's going to be red?\nI said, to see if he can put his bottom up he has a deadly short board with Xiao Shenyang, the lack of a script is good at performing background, but the script, if not, became a repeater, Guo Degang is actually the creation, Guo Degang's writing class, first-class imagination, logical first, if not the comic, is also a writer, this point, small Yue Yue is too far away from the master, small Yue Yue alone, Guo Qilin may not be able to inherit this unique Guo Degang, comic art form is outdated? No, it's the script.\nShe said, you said that, you suddenly feel very sad.\nI said, no, it killed Xia Minghan, and later.\nShe said, these days, my brain is very messy, full of mind is you.\nI said, I'm also, when I was with you, I didn't think of anyone else.",
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"我读高中时，家里弄西瓜大棚。\n\n一亩地能赚个三两千，已经很了不起了，你要这么想，若是种麦子或花生呢？\n\n毛利润才四五百。\n\n但是，大棚这玩意，不是人干的活，里面特别闷，比桑拿房还难受，是那种小棚，人在里面站不直，必须弯着腰，几乎一天到晚都要耗在上面，一刮风就要去看着，怕的不是肆虐的北风，而是旋风，旋风只要卷到大棚，大棚瞬间就被秒了。\n\n我特别心疼那时的父母，完全是出卖苦力。\n\n血汗钱。\n\n西瓜属于经济作物，要缴税，特产税。\n\n有意思不？\n\n农民一肚子意见，要缴公粮，要缴提留，要缴特产税，所以当新一届领导班子取消这些时，农民拍手称快，翻身农奴把歌唱，不仅仅取消这些了，种地还有了补贴，还有了养老保险，还有了定向扶贫。\n\n了不得。\n\n不过，农产品价格越来越低了，种地彻底不赚钱了。\n\n在上世纪八九十年代，花生米是2~4元/斤，现在还是这个价，你说能不亏损吗？！\n\n有人去我们村承包了接近200亩土地，陆陆续续也投入了两三百万，连年亏损，村里人早就等着看他的热闹了，当时我还写了一篇文章，讲土地承包是未来的趋势，一群农民咋可能懂老板的心？\n\n老板也许是为了圈地呢？\n\n老板去我父母家找过我，我父母把他打发走了，我父母怕老板拉我下水，因为我一直都有土地情结，想当地主，也联系过村委领导帮我搞地，但是我爹在中间使坏，没搞成。\n\n后来，我们都离开了村庄，不知道后事了。\n\n在县城，我跟农业部门的朋友走得很近，有天，农业部门妹子联系我，问我这块土地熟悉不？我一看，妈的，我村。\n\n我问，咋了？\n\n她说，正在转让，170万。\n\n我说，贵了。\n\n这事过去半年多了，前些日子妹子到我办公室拿书，我又问起这个事，她说对方还在群上吆喝转让。\n\n我说，若是0价转让可能有人要，加价转让没人要，因为土地成本太高了，一亩1000多，那地不值这个钱，我爹对我们村的地非常熟悉，哪块地适合种什么，他都知道。\n\n承包土地，貌似在降温。\n\n因为，普遍找不到赢利点。\n\n我问妹子，有没有赚钱的？\n\n她说，很少，很少。\n\n秋天，妹夫找到我，说镇上要求搞大棚，有指标，有任务，有补贴。\n\n我问，需要多少钱？\n\n他说，20万。\n\n我说，你一个月后再找我。\n\n他说，行。\n\n我的意思是什么？\n\n第一、你从来没拿过20万，你真的能驾驭得了吗？我会不会害了你？使你内心膨胀了？甚至跟村里小媳妇搞在一起。\n\n第二、一个月后，你确定还要搞吗？\n\n我跟我爹说了。\n\n我爹回家喝喜酒时，特意去我妹妹家一趟，把他们俩训斥了一顿：你哥的钱是大风刮来的？你们有本事就自己赚点，没本事就别折腾，你们懂大棚吗？\n\n我妹夫跟我爹顶了两句嘴，意思是：若是明年翻不了本，自己就是王八蛋。\n\n反正是发了毒誓。\n\n不到一个月，妹妹自己找到了我，意思是不要告诉我爹。\n\n我说，可以是可以，但是有个前提，就是你需要多少我给多少，一笔一结算，钱不能给你们，可以不？赚了赔了，这个钱都要给我写条，否则怎么跟姐姐们交代？大家都来找我要钱。\n\n农业，两大成本。\n\n土地、人工。\n\n人工是最大的开支。\n\n真决定搞了，我爹也就不拦截了，反而去帮着做技术指导，就这样，五个大棚起来了，钢结构的。\n\n一个人赚不赚钱，还要看天。\n\n就是你命里担不担这个财。\n\n建大棚前，先用挖掘机翻一遍地，妹夫与挖掘机司机在地头抽烟，手贱，点了野火，过去小孩喜欢点野火，到这个季节，荒草早被点过一遍了，这两年是不允许点的，点了是要拘留的，主要是防污染。\n\n妹夫点了野火没几天。\n\n就被派出所喊去问话了，说是要拘留。\n\n我真佩服这小两口，尽弄这些事，我先后找了四个人才帮着说了句话，罚了点钱，放了。\n\n我爹就说，他们两口子命薄。\n\n我妹妹是我父母收养的，从小没有父母，我妹夫从小没有父亲，跟着母亲改嫁过来的，中途改的姓。\n\n大棚，亏是亏不了。\n\n补贴是一方面。\n\n还有一方面，就是我爹给我妹夫出的主意，让贷款，意思是把钱贷出来先还给我，我爹说得很直接：反正你们也不打算还，欠你哥的不如欠银行的。\n\n反正有大棚在那里抵押着，大不了以后大棚不要了，给他们就是了……\n\n我爹为什么这么建议？\n\n因为，心疼我。\n\n农村，骗贷，真是骗了就骗了。\n\n但是，我不建议这么搞，你们两口子好好干，收成时，按照比例还给我，无妨。\n\n大前天。\n\n说一个棚被风掀了塑料布，掀了就掀了吧，帮他们家干活的老头死死地拽着塑料布的一头，结果就被风带起来了，说是有树那么高，摔下来了。\n\n没有具体骨折，反正是摔得够戗，一直躺在床上哎呦哎呦。\n\n这就是大事。\n\n我爹打电话给我，我过去拉上我爹，急忙赶回去，看望人家，把工资给人家结了，给带了1000块钱的营养费，找村长过去协商一下，意思是要不要去医院住些日子？对方确定不用，那也要村长与家人都在场，万一日后说不清呢？\n\n要把责任先划分好。\n\n按照辈分，我应该喊这个人四舅。\n\n我说，四舅，你也算能人，飞了一回。\n\n他说，草他娘，这B风劲真大，怪不得能把唐僧卷跑嫩。\n\n其实，无大碍。\n\n临走，我拉着我爹去田野里转悠了一圈，挨着看了看大棚。\n\n我爹感叹：他们不懂大棚！\n\n我说，懂不懂就这样了，你也别操心了，爱咋着咋着吧。\n\n我爹安慰我：你就当那钱瞎了。（丢了的意思）\n\n我说，明白。\n\n就是不赔钱，他们也不会麻利还给我的，因为在他们两口子眼里，哥哥不差这点钱。\n\n我哪能不差？\n\n这些日子，书卖得差不多了，库存消化了八成，马上进入2018年了，我要跟朋友们结结帐，10月份我从刘妹子那里拿了30万，周转书款，我跟她讲的很明确，就当你入股了。\n\n一进门，坐下。\n\n我问，你信任我不？\n\n她说，你说呢。\n\n我说，那我就不给你明细了，直接告诉你一个概数，这批书理论上能赚个20个万，但是中间有我的决策失误，还有一些不可控的人为因素，到目前为止只有6万元左右的利润，这也是我大概估算的，这样，咱每人3万。\n\n她说，给我2万就行，剩下的给侄子买玩具。\n\n我说，我说给你3万就给你3万，这样，我明天早上给你转33万。\n\n她说，那好吧。\n\n我说，在这样的经济环境下，做什么都不赚钱，你应该庆幸我没跑路。\n\n她说，你跑路我也认了，真的。\n\n我说，越是信任我，我越要负责，其实人人都想负责，有些时候是负不起责了，没办法了，有心无力了。\n\n她说，有道理，至少本还在。\n\n我说，下次需要钱，我再喊你。\n\n她说，好的。\n\n其实，她也是冒着很大的风险，什么都没有，别说写个条给她了，我连饭都没请她吃，甚至从拿了钱给我，我们俩连面都没见过，我这个人也比较固执，我行我素，她也不敢多问，怕我发火。\n\n内心肯定也嘀咕，不给他吧，他可能会生气，给他吧，也许打了水漂。\n\n哈哈……\n\n临走，我又补了一刀：其实我不需要这30万，当时的初衷是想拉你做点事，我不差这点钱。（虚荣~）\n\n她笑着说，我知道。\n\n所以，女人别轻易崇拜一个男人，因为一旦你崇拜他了，于他而言，你就是提款机，在他顺风顺水时，可能借30万还给你33万，在他马失前蹄时，可能30万只能还你3万了。\n\n当然，这点钱在她眼里，不叫钱，至少不叫大钱。\n\n我们这里还有个老师，也是我师妹，当年是研究生第一名的成绩考入的，这些年上班，她陆陆续续攒了20多万，平时她也没有大的开销，还做过微商，每年能攒七八万块钱，把20万给了我，意思是让我帮她保管着，能理财就理，不能理财就先存着，我给她写了个条，她不让写，我说这个是万一我有什么意外，你拿着去找嫂子要钱的凭证。\n\n我帮着定投了纳指，目前接近20个点了。\n\n年底，我也计划给她，因为明天有着太多的不确定因素，生怕辜负了别人，而且会引发链锁反应，甚至连做小姐的都把钱放我这里，我不要还多想，以为我嫌她钱脏，我写过一个在上海做技师的东北姑娘，也是读者，人家一年赚100多万，绝对模特身材，我采访过她一个问题，一天是不是真的能接一二十个？\n\n她说，就怕遇到厉害的，遇到一个就虚脱了，干不了了。\n\n昨天，有读者问我：你是不是炒股或比特币亏了不少钱？\n\n我问，为什么这么判断？\n\n她说，缺什么，写什么。\n\n我说，你判断的太准了。\n\n亏倒是没亏，反而赚了，今年应该有60万左右的利润了吧，具体我没统计过，这才是我觉得害怕的地方，就是太顺风顺水了，会膨胀我的内心，我会一把输个底朝天，但是我又有一点好的地方，就是我每天都会固定时间反思自己，我已经觉察到这些了，自然就会积极地和解。\n\n你看，这些女孩把钱放我这里，真的跟不要了似的，你说我是要还是不要？跟送给我的没区别，因为她们不会提现，会一直放在我这里，可能放个三五年，甚至真的干脆不要了。\n\n就会滋生我的欲望。\n\n欲望会给我带来灭顶之灾。\n\n风平浪静的人有两种。\n\n一种是普通人，从来没经历过风浪。\n\n一类是过来人，经历过大风大浪。\n\n例如，你跟老婆是初恋，彼此都是对方的唯一，你们的生活一直都很平静，你坚信你老婆只爱你一个人。\n\n这种平静，就是假平静。\n\n一旦诱惑到来，你或你媳妇，跑的都很快。\n\n例如，从小在寺院里长大的小和尚，从小就浸泡在佛法里，知道淫欲不好，但是人到青年，一旦遇到了女人呢？佛法？修行？欲望？爱情？\n\n他的修行能否驾驭得了他的爱欲？\n\n例如小和尚看到了女居士的酥胸，想不想摸一把？\n\n有一部电影，非常非常的美，是我认为最优秀的佛教电影，没有之一，对白很少，人物很少，内容大于形式。\n\n这部电影叫：《春夏秋冬又一春》\n\n天才导演，完美。\n\n小和尚成年了，爱上了女居士，俩人就在寺院旁边啪啪啪，屁股真白，一定要看完整版的，其实这是讲了一个轮回。\n\n人之初性本恶。人生来就背负着原罪。所走的工序大多是施加罪恶—自食其果—赎罪顿悟的轮回往复。\n\n单纯的讲道理人是不会听从的，非要体验过苦海无边方才懂回头是岸。\n\n一切不过是佛早预言的因果循环。\n\n绝大多数人，其实都是假平静，就如同寺院里的小和尚，从未被诱惑过，你要这么想，你媳妇突然成了明星，整天在外面应酬，你觉得她会不会依然爱你爱得死去活来？\n\n10月份，去徐州打比赛，俱乐部之间的交流赛。\n\n我们跟徐州其实是接壤的，很近。\n\n他们那边打法跟我们打法还是有蛮大差别的，我们这边还是以起高球为主，注重的是速度与力量，他们那边注重的是时间与空间，以低平球为主。\n\n他们看我们打球，感觉我们是野蛮人。\n\n我们看他们打球，感觉太慢了。\n\n我非常喜欢他们的打法，这才是用脑子打球，而且不易受伤，观赏性也高，有技术含量，比的是失误率，这就跟踢球似的，技术高的喜欢短传配合，技术差的就喜欢大脚开球。\n\n最初，我是决定打男双，恰好小魏去东北出差了，那我就改为打混双，跟一位人高马大的姐姐搭档，这个姐姐球打的不错，主动性也高，但是这也是缺点，就是不属于她的球她也会抢，这样会导致我很被动，我判断属于我的球，我已经跑到位了，结果她也过去抢，这样我们俩都失去了防守，而且她位置很别扭，回球质量不高，被人扣杀了。\n\n一共打了两轮，四局，全输。\n\n她可能也觉得憋屈，毕竟以前打球挺好的，是懂懂太弱了，我心里嘀咕啥，妈呀，你这个打法，就是林丹来也白搭，你眼里只有自己，没有搭档，打双打最重要的一点是要记住，你还有个搭档。\n\n与我站位也有关系，我是标准的中场站位法，就是她发球时，我站在她身后半米处，这样整个中场、后场乃至前场两边球我都可以管着，她只需要负责身前球就可以了，其余的全可以交给我，你到深圳去看看，双打都是这个站位方式，否则人家一打两人站位的腰部，就没救了。\n\n而我们本地双打怎么站？一个前，一个后，后者在底线位置，防高球，本地人喜欢起高球，但是真正的双打是很少起高球的，除非迫不得已。\n\n我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