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      "body": "I believe this will make more sense to those who sense the void within themselves, or to those who have been in this trap with some frequency.\n\nThere's a time we feel like we are not understood and it feels  wrong, them someone come and says:\n\n\"shouldn't you understand others first? isnt it selfish to think the way you do right now? you are not special to want everyone to understand you.\" this and other kinds of situations,similar ones, here's what to do.\n\nI have been in this kind of situations, and it forced me to just bear, shut, well that's not the way it should be dealt.\nin this kind of situation what we need to do is to understand ourselves, more like, understand what we really want, for example:\n\nfirst we do not want everyone to understand us, sometimes we just want someone specifically, sometimes we just want the event itself;\n\nsecond we ARE special, one of the primal characteristics of the human being is the difference, we are all different and so we are special;\n\nthird when will it be our time, why everytime it should be about the others and not us, THIS is wrong, SELFISHNESS it is written in our source code therefore we need to use it from time to time.\n\nthe most important thing that you should keep here, if you want to exit this reading with one thing, take this, my way of living:\n\n<b>Everything is a matter of perspective.</b>\n\n<b>Now the Comeback:</b>\n\nfor every event like the one i showed here, you just need say these things, and for those who think, they shall not bother you further, they will know, the comeback:\n\nEverything you said, it is all a <b>Recursion</b>, think about it.\n\nfor those into programming might know about recursion, even if you are not into programming, search for it, you will see how it can be used in some events in our lives.\nHowever as i said before, everything is a matter of perspective, even the comeback i gave up there, another perspective i can give you, and this might get the attention of the general since it is a... lets say general word:\n\n<b>Dilemma</b>, more like a dilemma ready to progress.\n\nI am sure most of you have heard and know the meaning of this word, if you think carefully about it and merge with the event you will know.\n\nthank you for reading, and i hope this helps you.",
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      "body": "<b>EN</b>\n\n![3183442-gugu-liberato-acalmou-fas-apos-ser-vitim-950x0-1.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWE8UKtVNkDrxJhrQiy5gKDaES7JXjijnnT2ZsYng1d4U/3183442-gugu-liberato-acalmou-fas-apos-ser-vitim-950x0-1.jpg)\n\n<b>Antônio Augusto “Gugu” Moraes Liberato,</b> i dont watch much tv, and im not really a fan of those reality shows that appears there, i watch a little bit on youtube america got talent, the voice... but the show where GUGU would present i would watch as if i was watching the best thing ever, i saw him when he made the \"dream one more dream\" if i make a raw translation that would be it, it was a part of his tv show where he would to a someones house whether if it was a family house or a house owned by a single person and he would make a promise to the owner, \"i will destroy your house and build a new one for you in 15 days\", the first time i saw the show and when i hear those words i said to myself \"theres something that could make me watch tv again\".\n\nHe takes the owner to an hotel all paid for the days it would take for the house to be completed, he would pay for many other things like clothing, entertainment, everything you could only see in movies and no matter the events that would appear to stand in the of the set deadline he would always end the house in time, that was the thing that always marveled me, everytime i was like \"no way they are going to end the house time i mean look at the rain, look at the conditions\", but everytime he would end in time.\n\n![escolinhadogugu.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmY4mEC14otRQBEzGdvWaV9GqxpPXYjNRMWrqwpAn83WAg/escolinhadogugu.jpg)\n\n\ntheres was \"The Little School Of Gugu\" if i make an open translation im pretty sure that would be it, that was a part of his show that was based on the show created by <b>\"Roberto Gómez Bolaños\"</b> , when that show was about to start man i wouldnt miss it for the world, i would laugh a big time.\n\nBy the time i wrote this message the word have been already spread,  22/11/2019 Gugu Liberato died.\nAll i wanted to say is thank you gugu for providing me with events and moments in my life that made me feel things i thought i wouldnt feel watching tv with my dad, my brother, my grandmother, because of you i had things to share, to talk about with my family, made me closer to them, thank you for being there everytime.\n\n![image.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfPEHFJQMpSNgVTfuVTRWt1xkG7ZT71gi1oVnjVFoJn89/image.jpg)\nAnd may your <b>Soul Rest In Piece.</b>\n\n\n<b>PT</b>\n\n![sbt-gugu-liberato-morte-domingo-legal-especial-reproducao_fixed_large.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQEZyB7643GvcALMhDRhDGAh3gkEomp8LwSignEc7sqGp/sbt-gugu-liberato-morte-domingo-legal-especial-reproducao_fixed_large.jpg)\n\nOla a todos, primeiramente, nao, isso nao é uma traducao do que esta acima, simplesmente dividi o que queria escrever em duas partes e como as minhas postagem e faco em ingles, decidi fazer essa tambem em portugues que tambem é minha lingua nativa e por honra ao Gugu Liberato que tinha como lingua Nativa o portugues.\ncomo disse antes, eu nao era e ainda nao sou o tipo de pessoa que assiste coisas como noticiarios, shows ou coisas na tv em geral, uso a tv so para conectar o meu cabo hdmi ao meu computador e usar como monitor,  nao tinha nenhum interesse em ver a tv ate eu ver o programa do gugu.\n\n![3198388-gugu-liberato-foi-para-a-recordtv-apos-a-950x0-1.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXiL5PQu98hYSTFTCceEq22ACS92pNqpEu6HmTgKtbYuk/3198388-gugu-liberato-foi-para-a-recordtv-apos-a-950x0-1.jpg)\n\nCara foi o primeiro programa que realmente me conectou com a minha familia, eu nao era um cara que tinha os gosto que os outros tinham e nao tenho muitas habilidades sociais porque eu sempre penso demais nas acoes e eventos, acho que em muitos post que fiz no steemit tentei explicar isso, o programa do gugu foi como a ponte que eu precisava para poder interagir mais com minha familia, gugu me salvou, ele estabelecia uma meta na destruicao e construcao de uma casa e cumpria sempre, cara aquele programa gerava todo tipo de emocao em mim, emocoes que outrora eu nao sentia ao ver a tv. 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The cutest thing ive ever lied my eyes on, i wanted to touch them, push them, do everything i felt like a flame was consuming me with the desire of have those cheeks for me, when said to her she was amazing and when i opened i showed her what i was feeling about those cheeks she thought i was making fun of her too, tried to explain im not like the people she met im different i see the world in my own way, but she wouldnt listen, so one day i couldnt resist but talk about her cheeks, and she said she wouldnt talk to me again.\n\n![s-002a9da11813f5ebefe82adcb21b8c0d9f6c28d4.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZusnCkNq6BxAhHdBR8aJ7aoPGTvLtde1jQKpdUWQhzBY/s-002a9da11813f5ebefe82adcb21b8c0d9f6c28d4.jpg)\n\nSo that day she would make a surgery and i sent her a message promising her i wouldnt bother her anymore, wouldnt talk to her, i would even pretend she did not exist only if she would tell me how the surgery went and if shes ok?\nshe answered me after the surgery so i kept my part and just started to ignore her hoping i would erase her someday from my head although i know thats impossible for me so. 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      "body": "ohh miss loneliness, i got to say i had my fair amount of time with her, most of the people get the wrong idea when it comes to loneliness, when someone says \"i am lonely\", thats what people pictures the situation:\n\n![lonely-4.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRp6NpuLdEpwK38BxhhYtr8C1FCcuGPfRKPuf1iDKjr1o/lonely-4.jpg)\n\n\nsomething you need to know, being lonely is not being alone, far from that, someone whos alone got himself into a relatively simple issue to solve, however, someone whos lonely, boy, this is a big problem, by that i mean a complex issue to solve, i want to let it be clear that this is based on my own experience so there will be only my opinions, moving on.\n\nparticularly im going to talk about loneliness caused by a relationship, ive been in 2 scenarios and i saw 1 scenario. \n\n* The first one when you just like someone and you dont have the courage to tell her or him;\n* The second one is when you like someone and you tell her or him but things go south (no reciprocity);\n* The third the one i saw is when you like someone and you tell her or him and things goes they way you want it to go.\n\nfor all the scenarios for my surprise with the third, it all goes the same path, when it comes to loneliness everything converge in an odd i dont know how to say this, odd force, way you pick, when you feel it youll know what im talking about or maybe not so....\n\n<b>What have i noticed?</b>\n\nthere are a couple of steps or roads people usually go, i say this because i went there and it was the same but with just a few synonyms. these are the steps:\n\n<b>The First Step</b>\n\n\nthe first one is when you feel you dont need what you feel right now, you dont need the emotions towards the person you have interest, you say to yourself in a gently way that its a loss of time, its something you dont need, you dont want, you have more things to do,  you can feel the same for another person(even thought in the end thats not true, atleast for me, i dont know what is this but shes the only one who makes me feel this way and more than 10 years have passed), thats the first step, the defense mechanism rising to protect you from the painful truth its like being under anesthesia effect in order to not feel pain.\n\n![44092812-black-brick-wall-texture-grunge-background.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmf6TiQRZ7YSjSqK5TuXsDHX5FHMkwBM4fgHcEGtTtt1K4/44092812-black-brick-wall-texture-grunge-background.jpg)\n\nwhen the first step \"take roots\" it evolves, because you are know starting to realizing that  you are wrong, you need the feelings, that shes the only one who can make you feel that way, basically you start to notice the \"wall\" you created to protect you form the painful truth, but your brain, your subconscious is whole new level of smart than your consciousness, so when it realizes that you are getting closer to the truth, you <b>start the second step.</b>\n\n<b>The Second Step</b>\n\n\nthe second step, you know that situation when youre are trying accuse someone but at the right moment youre about to do it the person admits the crime just to get the upperhand so that it has enough time to turn the table, that more or less it.\n\n![Yes-I-did-it.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVYHXRXoNKT5MpFRACVWGRg2yndZzdnEBeS3nT86GL7ng/Yes-I-did-it.jpg)\n\nthe second step is when you admit that youre just lying to yourself, it makes you realize about the \"defense\" just to make you focus on the reasons, to make to you focus on the things it kept from you in a way so subtle so gentle you wont even notice the pain, its like being sold something that will make you sick and even thought you know it you buy it anyways. The second step is a preparation for the Third step.\n\n  \n<b>Third Step</b>\n\n\nso after the second step, you now think you know everything, you now are out of the matrix, nope youre wrong. so the third step is when you think you know everything so you start searching this to keep you occupied, to fill the void ,  for some is videogames, some learn a language, others learn how to play guitar, its different for most.\nso the third step is easy, you search and find something to take most of your time, then comes the fourth step\n\n![collection-of-hobby-icons_1753303.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmR3aB47Q9XPWq1zFC4NLyzxHUeTmmSG84W4y2yZjsWr8p/collection-of-hobby-icons_1753303.jpg)\n\n\n<b>The Fourth Step</b>\n\n\nthis is when you not only make the new \"hobby\" of yours take a significant amount of time but you start to develop an addiction, i mean you start to like what youre doing so much, you feel like you do not need anything else, whenever you got time you will do the \"hobby\", but the real deal comes with the fifth step.\n\n![Addiction-slider.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmPJfXnATZA4guQvYGEET1uUEs1fTgkNTiFWFsswTP63rk/Addiction-slider.jpg)\n\n\n<b>The Fifth Step</b>\n\n\nthis one is short, you start to \"love\" your addiction, depending on the addiction you will know that its something bad but you still go for it, you still smile when you see your guitar, your game, whatever it is, you start to love it in a way that will make you feel less and less interested in everything else, in society, in humans, in the person you like, you will start to go into a dark and yet bright place made only for you, your social skills if you once had one will start to fall apart, you will use more and more logic that emotions, you start to fail to know how to talk to people so you will start to hide youself in that place made only for you more and more, until  you dont feel like you need people around you, a lonely person will talk to people, will participate in a conversation, will be surrounded by people but in his mind hes not being himself, he can only be himself when hes doing his things(hobbies), unless you take a closer look, you analyze well the interaction it will be hard to one identify a lonely person.\n\n\nAND FROM THIS, YOU ARE LONELY.\n\ni saw people going to what i call sixth step, but in my case the fifth step was the furthest i have been.\nNow i cannot say im not lonely, maybe i am in another kind of \"illusion\" made to give me the impression im not lonely anymore or something i dont know but i feel like im in control so...\n\n![writing-note-showingi-love-coffee-business-photo-showcasing-loving-affection-for-hot-beverages-with-caffeine-addiction-RR4C55.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQma5xZ6Ntmu66S1YxjJaRdhCLmE4BhJASP1b4aZa9b6viq/writing-note-showingi-love-coffee-business-photo-showcasing-loving-affection-for-hot-beverages-with-caffeine-addiction-RR4C55.jpg)\n\n\n<b>Note:</b> errors may be found, just get the essence of it or use your inner dictionary to correct it, im lazy i wrote this and it took a lot of feelings i wish i forgot so sorry for not checking the spelling.\n\ni dont really know how to get out if i got out, all i can say is you will eventually get out.\n\nso thats what i think about loneliness and the step i had been throughout my life.\n\nI REALLY HOPE THIS POST HELP IN SOMETHING SHARE TO ANYONE YOU FEEL LIKE NEED TO LEARN OR READ THIS.\n\n@clevercoin2.",
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