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RESOURCE CREDITS100.00%
REPUTATION PROGRESS14.46%
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3.586USD
STEEM
60.322STEEM
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0.013SBD
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5.746SP
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To Date
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bennytremblefollowed @blocktrades
2022/05/28 23:32:27
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bennytremblereceived 14.937 STEEM from power down installment (16.802 SP)
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bennytremblereceived 14.928 STEEM from power down installment (16.802 SP)
2022/02/14 00:50:24
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bennytrembleupvoted (100.00%) @steemitboard / steemitboard-notify-bennytremble-20170806t165859000z
2022/02/08 06:58:39
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bennytremblereceived 14.919 STEEM from power down installment (16.802 SP)
2022/02/07 00:50:24
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2022/02/06 12:52:27
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bennytremblereceived 14.910 STEEM from power down installment (16.802 SP)
2022/01/31 00:50:24
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bennytremblestarted power down of 67.207 SP
2022/01/24 00:50:24
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bennytrembleblockchain operation: transfer to savings
2022/01/24 00:49:18
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bennytrembleblockchain operation: transfer to savings
2022/01/24 00:48:54
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bennytrembleupdated their account properties
2022/01/24 00:47:21
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bennytrembleupdated their account properties
2021/10/08 11:36:54
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bennytremblepublished a new post: o
2021/07/07 09:02:54
| author | bennytremble |
| body | @@ -6036,336 +6036,72 @@ re.%0A -That's the thing aint it... whether she knows it or not, I will never forget that night, nor the bond we shared the following **3 1/2 years**. She *is* mine, as much as she probably hates to admit it, she can't help it. She remembers me as I was, and probably just wanted to make sure I was still me. %0A#Mine, she will always ***B*** +Idk, just a lot of ranting on and on about a b. This all for now. Ty |
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| body | Well, well, well... it would appear that I'd gone rogue for quite some time now. No hard feeling fellow #Steemians, it's just, after writing those post's on the floor of an empty room, my loud old school tower, and a monitor (50sumodd inch flat screen) held up by cinder blocks, retaining access to my Steemit account during my "move" had slipped to the very back of my priorities list. I lost access completely in fact... Woah is me as, boo hoo, thanks for all this space to cry about it. However, being the pity party pooper I am, I'd like to thank the fine people of this platform for not spamming or going ham on my posts in the comment's while I've been unable to log in. It's actually quite laughable how I found my self locked out, keeping the old tower in my closet, awaiting the day I turn it on and try to find the old #Ethereum I so stupidly saved in an #Etherscan address link on my desktop. Probably long gone by now considering the repair shops that I've taken it too that could never do anything for it. Lol I feel like it serves better as a conversation starter about crypto now more than anything. I'll probably have it displayed one day in like a big case. The old computer isn't the only thing I'd suffer losing over the last four and a half years. The worst of all? The worst of all was losing the girl. Yeah, and I don't even get to sit here and make it out to be like it was her fault. To me, she was the "One" and I don't know if she wanted to hurt me because I was hurting her? Or our last fight was just too out of hand she thought I would hurt her? Love is #insanity, and as sorry as I am that her and I couldn't make it through, I can only hope that I'm wrong about that... Like, after everything, I just really fucking hate myself for what happened between us. It was obviously a very confusing time for everyone in the crypto space, and she hated that I was a part of it. She'd yell trying to break my focus to "Hodl" bitcoin, and I'd just talk my shit to her as if Bitcoin we're the most important thing in the world. And we went for month's like that, ugh it was so bad. We finally snapped back into two individuals and went our separate ways. Idk if she wish's we could have held or not. During the inauguration of Biden believe it she sent me a message. Over twitter, but it was surprising none the less. When we "split"... So, I just received call from "No caller ID". . . Annoying, sometimes I make believe that's her, calling at odd time's, just to hear if I'm okay. . . Bleh, Anyway, when we split, it was not pretty. It was goddamn sad, embarrassing, incredibly damaging, and not to mention, my body or #brain thing has all kinds of #problems, I am not normal. I've been labeled as #Bipolar 1, #Schizophrenic, #schizoaffective, back to bipolar with #schizoaffectivefeatures. Like, woah, "I was million times fucked up while she was a million time's too good for me". I don't know, I guess I'm still pretty torn up over her. Now, I don't want everyone to write me a paragraph about how "You'll find another girl just as special" kinda stuff. I don't want another girl just as special, that's rude to say about her anyway. I just, I'm taking my time getting my life back to normal because the only issue her and I had was my cycling. And I aint talking about riding a bike, capeesh? I don't know what she's up to, idk why she contacted me cuz I was kinda scared to be honest... And eventually, idk I guess it started going the wrong way as we tried to idk fit to a schedule for eachother. But it was just me, being let down. I still want to love her, she was trying to hide me from someone that had proposed to her... I didn't want it to go down like that... It pissed me off that she wanted it to go down like that? Or didn't, or what? IDK, it's a lot to think about. She knows I haven't given up. I basically told her the future and it's so stupid. I'm not putting the actual quote here cuz it's embarrassing but damn. Everything was true that I said, more than just #Bitcoin's gonna go through the roof, which it did *Rolls eyes*. I told her about her next relationship, I told her about my next relationship, I told her she would change her mind about marriage and not wanting kids. That's essentially all, all the details, they are unimportant lol. It was fun to live though. Meh, I'll miss her for the rest of my life. Although, I think she is holding out for me. She somehow got in touch with my friends, or my friends got in touch with her? Hmm... Look, IDK, I'm one of those guys that just drops off the radar and comes back when this are messed up. "4 year's in to 5 bittersweet" is the quote she want's to hear. I don't even remember the date we officially split. I just remember the night we met. Halloween, she was a cat... rolled up in a Conga Line of other chick's, all cute, whatever, this girl's eyes, smile, cute little cat ears, and all black top and skirt I'm pretty sure lol. I was wearing regular clothes and had a Jason mask pulled up on my head. She wanted me no doubt, and so went our night... Drinking, dancing, smoking, dancing, laughing, catching eachother looking at eachother lol, no doubt I wanted her. However, being the bar we were at was a #GayBar, I had to peel another girl off of her just to state that "This Mine.", Thank you kind lesbian girl that gave me her number earlier, no you will not be leaving with us, bye bye. and so the night went. Come to think of it... That's probably how it's going to go this time time too. You see, She and I aint done... I feel she still love's me. Why else would she delete her twitter after messaging me? Very Recently all the messages started to disappear. It's so stupid if I think about what happened in January. So much to say, yet so much to lose. see I don't have a Facebook. So I have all these other stupid things like Twitter, and TikTok and Instagram, I'll probably put some links in here. That's the thing aint it... whether she knows it or not, I will never forget that night, nor the bond we shared the following **3 1/2 years**. She *is* mine, as much as she probably hates to admit it, she can't help it. She remembers me as I was, and probably just wanted to make sure I was still me. #Mine, she will always ***B*** |
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Probably long gone by now considering the repair shops that I've taken it too that could never do anything for it. Lol I feel like it serves better as a conversation starter about crypto now more than anything. I'll probably have it displayed one day in like a big case.\n The old computer isn't the only thing I'd suffer losing over the last four and a half years. The worst of all? The worst of all was losing the girl. Yeah, and I don't even get to sit here and make it out to be like it was her fault. To me, she was the \"One\" and I don't know if she wanted to hurt me because I was hurting her? Or our last fight was just too out of hand she thought I would hurt her? Love is #insanity, and as sorry as I am that her and I couldn't make it through, I can only hope that I'm wrong about that... Like, after everything, I just really fucking hate myself for what happened between us. It was obviously a very confusing time for everyone in the crypto space, and she hated that I was a part of it. She'd yell trying to break my focus to \"Hodl\" bitcoin, and I'd just talk my shit to her as if Bitcoin we're the most important thing in the world. And we went for month's like that, ugh it was so bad. We finally snapped back into two individuals and went our separate ways. Idk if she wish's we could have held or not. During the inauguration of Biden believe it she sent me a message. Over twitter, but it was surprising none the less. When we \"split\"... \n So, I just received call from \"No caller ID\". . . Annoying, sometimes I make believe that's her, calling at odd time's, just to hear if I'm okay. . . Bleh, \n Anyway, when we split, it was not pretty. It was goddamn sad, embarrassing, incredibly damaging, and not to mention, my body or #brain thing has all kinds of #problems, I am not normal. I've been labeled as #Bipolar 1, #Schizophrenic, #schizoaffective, back to bipolar with #schizoaffectivefeatures. Like, woah, \"I was million times fucked up while she was a million time's too good for me\". I don't know, I guess I'm still pretty torn up over her. Now, I don't want everyone to write me a paragraph about how \"You'll find another girl just as special\" kinda stuff. I don't want another girl just as special, that's rude to say about her anyway. I just, I'm taking my time getting my life back to normal because the only issue her and I had was my cycling. And I aint talking about riding a bike, capeesh? I don't know what she's up to, idk why she contacted me cuz I was kinda scared to be honest... And eventually, idk I guess it started going the wrong way as we tried to idk fit to a schedule for eachother. But it was just me, being let down. I still want to love her, she was trying to hide me from someone that had proposed to her... I didn't want it to go down like that... It pissed me off that she wanted it to go down like that? Or didn't, or what? IDK, it's a lot to think about. She knows I haven't given up. \n I basically told her the future and it's so stupid. I'm not putting the actual quote here cuz it's embarrassing but damn. Everything was true that I said, more than just #Bitcoin's gonna go through the roof, which it did *Rolls eyes*. I told her about her next relationship, I told her about my next relationship, I told her she would change her mind about marriage and not wanting kids. That's essentially all, all the details, they are unimportant lol. It was fun to live though. Meh, I'll miss her for the rest of my life. Although, I think she is holding out for me. She somehow got in touch with my friends, or my friends got in touch with her? 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| body | Well, well, well... it would appear that I'd gone rogue for quite some time now. No hard feeling fellow #Steemians, it's just, after writing those post's on the floor of an empty room, my loud old school tower, and a monitor (50sumodd inch flat screen) held up by cinder blocks, retaining access to my Steemit account during my "move" had slipped to the very back of my priorities list. I lost access completely in fact... Woah is me as, boo hoo, thanks for all this space to cry about it. However, being the pity party pooper I am, I'd like to thank the fine people of this platform for not spamming or going ham on my posts in the comment's while I've been unable to log in. It's actually quite laughable how I found my self locked out, keeping the old tower in my closet, awaiting the day I turn it on and try to find the old #Ethereum I so stupidly saved in an #Etherscan address link on my desktop. Probably long gone by now considering the repair shops that I've taken it too that could never do anything for it. Lol I feel like it serves better as a conversation starter about crypto now more than anything. I'll probably have it displayed one day in like a big case. The old computer isn't the only thing I'd suffer losing over the last four and a half years. The worst of all? The worst of all was losing the girl. Yeah, and I don't even get to sit here and make it out to be like it was her fault. To me, she was the "One" and I don't know if she wanted to hurt me because I was hurting her? Or our last fight was just too out of hand she thought I would hurt her? Love is #insanity, and as sorry as I am that her and I couldn't make it through, I can only hope that I'm wrong about that... Like, after everything, I just really fucking hate myself for what happened between us. It was obviously a very confusing time for everyone in the crypto space, and she hated that I was a part of it. She'd yell trying to break my focus to "Hodl" bitcoin, and I'd just talk my shit to her as if Bitcoin we're the most important thing in the world. And we went for month's like that, ugh it was so bad. We finally snapped back into two individuals and went our separate ways. Idk if she wish's we could have held or not. During the inauguration of Biden believe it she sent me a message. Over twitter, but it was surprising none the less. When we "split"... So, I just received call from "No caller ID". . . Annoying, sometimes I make believe that's her, calling at odd time's, just to hear if I'm okay. . . Bleh, Anyway, when we split, it was not pretty. It was goddamn sad, embarrassing, incredibly damaging, and not to mention, my body or #brain thing has all kinds of #problems, I am not normal. I've been labeled as #Bipolar 1, #Schizophrenic, #schizoaffective, back to bipolar with #schizoaffectivefeatures. Like, woah, "I was million times fucked up while she was a million time's too good for me". I don't know, I guess I'm still pretty torn up over her. Now, I don't want everyone to write me a paragraph about how "You'll find another girl just as special" kinda stuff. I don't want another girl just as special, that's rude to say about her anyway. I just, I'm taking my time getting my life back to normal because the only issue her and I had was my cycling. And I aint talking about riding a bike, capeesh? I don't know what she's up to, idk why she contacted me cuz I was kinda scared to be honest... And eventually, idk I guess it started going the wrong way as we tried to idk fit to a schedule for eachother. But it was just me, being let down. I still want to love her, she was trying to hide me from someone that had proposed to her... I didn't want it to go down like that... It pissed me off that she wanted it to go down like that? Or didn't, or what? IDK, it's a lot to think about. She knows I haven't given up. I basically told her the future and it's so stupid. I'm not putting the actual quote here cuz it's embarrassing but damn. Everything was true that I said, more than just #Bitcoin's gonna go through the roof, which it did *Rolls eyes*. I told her about her next relationship, I told her about my next relationship, I told her she would change her mind about marriage and not wanting kids. That's essentially all, all the details, they are unimportant lol. It was fun to live though. Meh, I'll miss her for the rest of my life. Although, I think she is holding out for me. She somehow got in touch with my friends, or my friends got in touch with her? Hmm... Look, IDK, I'm one of those guys that just drops off the radar and comes back when this are messed up. "4 year's in to 5 bittersweet" is the quote she want's to hear. I don't even remember the date we officially split. I just remember the night we met. 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Probably long gone by now considering the repair shops that I've taken it too that could never do anything for it. Lol I feel like it serves better as a conversation starter about crypto now more than anything. I'll probably have it displayed one day in like a big case.\n The old computer isn't the only thing I'd suffer losing over the last four and a half years. The worst of all? The worst of all was losing the girl. Yeah, and I don't even get to sit here and make it out to be like it was her fault. To me, she was the \"One\" and I don't know if she wanted to hurt me because I was hurting her? Or our last fight was just too out of hand she thought I would hurt her? Love is #insanity, and as sorry as I am that her and I couldn't make it through, I can only hope that I'm wrong about that... Like, after everything, I just really fucking hate myself for what happened between us. 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I've been labeled as #Bipolar 1, #Schizophrenic, #schizoaffective, back to bipolar with #schizoaffectivefeatures. Like, woah, \"I was million times fucked up while she was a million time's too good for me\". I don't know, I guess I'm still pretty torn up over her. Now, I don't want everyone to write me a paragraph about how \"You'll find another girl just as special\" kinda stuff. I don't want another girl just as special, that's rude to say about her anyway. I just, I'm taking my time getting my life back to normal because the only issue her and I had was my cycling. And I aint talking about riding a bike, capeesh? I don't know what she's up to, idk why she contacted me cuz I was kinda scared to be honest... And eventually, idk I guess it started going the wrong way as we tried to idk fit to a schedule for eachother. But it was just me, being let down. I still want to love her, she was trying to hide me from someone that had proposed to her... I didn't want it to go down like that... It pissed me off that she wanted it to go down like that? Or didn't, or what? IDK, it's a lot to think about. She knows I haven't given up. \n I basically told her the future and it's so stupid. I'm not putting the actual quote here cuz it's embarrassing but damn. Everything was true that I said, more than just #Bitcoin's gonna go through the roof, which it did *Rolls eyes*. I told her about her next relationship, I told her about my next relationship, I told her she would change her mind about marriage and not wanting kids. That's essentially all, all the details, they are unimportant lol. It was fun to live though. Meh, I'll miss her for the rest of my life. Although, I think she is holding out for me. She somehow got in touch with my friends, or my friends got in touch with her? Hmm...\nLook, IDK, I'm one of those guys that just drops off the radar and comes back when this are messed up. \n\"4 year's in to 5 bittersweet\" is the quote she want's to hear.\n I don't even remember the date we officially split.\n I just remember the night we met. \nHalloween, she was a cat... rolled up in a Conga Line of other chick's, all cute, whatever, this girl's eyes, smile, cute little cat ears, and all black top and skirt I'm pretty sure lol.\n I was wearing regular clothes and had a Jason mask pulled up on my head. \nShe wanted me no doubt, and so went our night... \nDrinking, dancing, smoking, dancing, laughing, catching eachother looking at eachother lol, no doubt I wanted her.\nHowever, being the bar we were at was a #GayBar, I had to peel another girl off of her just to state that \"This Mine.\", Thank you kind lesbian girl that gave me her number earlier, no you will not be leaving with us, bye bye. \nand so the night went. Come to think of it... That's probably how it's going to go this time time too. \nYou see, She and I aint done... I feel she still love's me. Why else would she delete her twitter after messaging me? Very Recently all the messages started to disappear. It's so stupid if I think about what happened in January. So much to say, yet so much to lose. see I don't have a Facebook. So I have all these other stupid things like Twitter, and TikTok and Instagram, I'll probably put some links in here.\nThat's the thing aint it... whether she knows it or not, I will never forget that night, nor the bond we shared the following **3 1/2 years**. She *is* mine, as much as she probably hates to admit it, she can't help it. She remembers me as I was, and probably just wanted to make sure I was still me. \n#Mine, she will always ***B***",
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| body | What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways "#words" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. I've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my "topic or title" and get started because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these" ?NPC's?" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 "the great juju in the sky", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed "Finger-pointing Apple-eater" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, "too late" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a "WARRENT" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy "catch me if you can" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: "Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... "Obviously" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, "presuming" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like "Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' "LEMME GO!"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? "BTC", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time. #Deferent: Brave, u must b Everyone should download use exclusively the brave browser, K back to the show. How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for "proof" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it "#DeepThinKingTrauma", trauma, "Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My "#Honorary Nephew Johnny" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok"Wherever" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who "Johnny", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was "slippin", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because "REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. #seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz Johnny #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy "look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to "the happy place" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny conclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. Thank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D |
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"body": "What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways \"#words\" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. \nI've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my \"topic or title\" and get started \n because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these\" ?NPC's?\" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 \"the great juju in the sky\", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed \"Finger-pointing Apple-eater\" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, \"too late\" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a \"WARRENT\" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy \"catch me if you can\" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: \"Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... \"Obviously\" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, \"presuming\" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like \"Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' \"LEMME GO!\"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? \"BTC\", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time.\n\n#Deferent: Brave, u must b \n\nEveryone should download use exclusively the brave browser, \nK back to the show.\n \n How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for \"proof\" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it \"#DeepThinKingTrauma\", trauma, \"Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My \"#Honorary Nephew Johnny\" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok\"Wherever\" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. \n So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who \"Johnny\", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. \n Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was \"slippin\", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because \"REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE\" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. \n\n#seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz\nJohnny\n #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy \"look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... \n At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to \"the happy place\" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny \nconclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. \n You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. \n\n\nThank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D",
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| body | What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways "#words" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. I've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my "topic or title" and get started because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these" ?NPC's?" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 "the great juju in the sky", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed "Finger-pointing Apple-eater" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, "too late" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a "WARRENT" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy "catch me if you can" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: "Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... "Obviously" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, "presuming" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like "Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' "LEMME GO!"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? "BTC", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time. #Deferent: Brave, u must b Everyone should download use exclusively the brave browser, K back to the show. How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for "proof" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it "#DeepThinKingTrauma", trauma, "Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My "#Honorary Nephew Johnny" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok"Wherever" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who "Johnny", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was "slippin", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because "REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. #seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz Johnny #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy "look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to "the happy place" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny conclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. Thank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D |
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"body": "What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways \"#words\" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. \nI've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my \"topic or title\" and get started \n because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these\" ?NPC's?\" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 \"the great juju in the sky\", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed \"Finger-pointing Apple-eater\" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, \"too late\" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a \"WARRENT\" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy \"catch me if you can\" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: \"Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... \"Obviously\" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, \"presuming\" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like \"Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' \"LEMME GO!\"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? \"BTC\", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time.\n\n#Deferent: Brave, u must b \n\nEveryone should download use exclusively the brave browser, \nK back to the show.\n \n How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for \"proof\" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it \"#DeepThinKingTrauma\", trauma, \"Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My \"#Honorary Nephew Johnny\" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok\"Wherever\" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. \n So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who \"Johnny\", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. \n Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was \"slippin\", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because \"REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE\" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. \n\n#seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz\nJohnny\n #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy \"look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... \n At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to \"the happy place\" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny \nconclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. \n You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. \n\n\nThank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D",
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| body | What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways "#words" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. I've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my "topic or title" and get started because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these" ?NPC's?" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 "the great juju in the sky", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed "Finger-pointing Apple-eater" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, "too late" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a "WARRENT" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy "catch me if you can" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: "Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... "Obviously" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, "presuming" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like "Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' "LEMME GO!"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? "BTC", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time. #Deferent: Brave, u must b Everyone should download use exclusively the brave browser, K back to the show. How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for "proof" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it "#DeepThinKingTrauma", trauma, "Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My "#Honorary Nephew Johnny" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok"Wherever" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who "Johnny", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was "slippin", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because "REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. #seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz Johnny #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy "look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to "the happy place" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny conclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. Thank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D |
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"body": "What a #dreamworld we live in, going through the roughest parts of our lives to see our peers years later just further down a different path and having *all charisma and *all pride to feel so, so, #indifferent inside. Welp, some of us have deeper wounds than anyone can ever bear to see, deeper fears, deeper #tears, deeper #trauma and #selfhatred hidden. Are we hash-tagging here yet cuz idk what it is about linking same uses of the same words to #cascade through all the different ways \"#words\" fit just to get used, but it's a #goodthing as far as I can see. \nI've been locked out this account for, about 5 years. Literally, thought I'd have to resurrect an old tower pc to hunt down a probably hopeless attempt at recovering autofill passwords. Needless to say it a backseat to my life which was cobbled together with simple stand-in's of anything that could help me forget how great it was where I wasn't anymore. Welp looky what turned up in the pandemic, bored hackers perhaps? It couldn't have been to tough a job because it turns out I did have it saved, in nothing other than brave browser. Instantly I see my \"topic or title\" and get started \n because I've started a fire in a Cali, and good company reminds me of the hue's I lose with, ok Woah, I see we got the lil hashy thing lol #tag cool... uh... you're #it. Alright, get me back in the comments. I think my life story can be #usedforgood. Here's the most recent bit on Friday and Saturday. As much as these\" ?NPC's?\" make me wanna jump off a bridge. Wait wait wait, in all reality, I'm lucky to have been afforded time in their *game* that there are such good times in my life, and that I can reflect on my memories with humility and grace. Respect is a tricky tricky bitch ain't she though? When to have it for someone and how much is too much vs too little. We're supposed to just know it within seconds of meeting someone. It's a complex equation ultimately, believe it or not. I've taken hundred of notes over the years, building my message for humanity and the mark I leave on #Earth. Even though I wasn't here, I knew what was here, like the bones of giant unknown beasts can make a tribe more cautious during a hunt, #BlockchainTechnology so deserves to be capitalized every time #Respect, Ahem, excuse me... It's changing the world these days, more so than any other #force, no one can disagree unless they are just blatantly willfully ignorant, unfortunately some so devote their lives to staying a fool for a noble cause about a guy who did a thing long ago. (exercising their 100% REAL free-will), I exercise mine in very different, arguably more useful way than a mere justification 444 \"the great juju in the sky\", how 444 no more more more. Meh, which is another blog for another time. I don't mean to offend people but believing gravity is no choice so lets talk about why we obey the laws of nature and what not. His name was Johnathan Solis. I #digress.Yesterday, I woke up to an alert from the real world that my rental car (That I literally need as a uBer driver, needed to be returned. Typically not a big deal, bring it in, get a new one, #ezpz Well, this time was different. They close on weekends, and the day prior I couldn't make it to my bank after picking up money from my grandparents house. I get a text message from who I dubbed \"Finger-pointing Apple-eater\" lol, I was trying to not #Cascade on the guy, after-all, He's just doing his job. I thought it was odd that TheCarPlace had hired out a third party for the job of repo instead of just letting me return it a few days later, then, \"too late\" #Awe, anyway, the real world doesn't give a damn about anything outside of it's self. I'm thinkin I'm doin great things for TheCarPlace and uBer, when they might have just cost me more money than I'd be able to handle. Defensively, I kinda balled up, fiscally ready to ride this out with threats of a \"WARRENT\" for my #arrest and driving a #StolenVehicle, blah bla blah bla blah. When it was happening it was all rather laughable. Just wait... I basically told the guy, regardless of what he said to me, I don't believe uBer would allow our drivers to be driving stolen cars. The guy was really upset that I wouldn't drive there myself, and risk not being able to rent a vehicle to go home lol. Wasn't worth the risk plain and simple. His last message to me, mind you I'm telling the guy \"catch me if you can\" until Monday basically. Meanwhile I'm getting lost in all the different coins I've always ignored, but the car place didn't wana offer me a way to finance the car, so HypnoCrypto there I go... Anywho... the last words were: \"Obviously you don't understand. You are not the one who cuntrolls the timeline and to tell the company when they can have their property back. I clearly informed you had until noon today. Refusing to return someone's property when they demand it is the definition of theft. We will now expand our investigation to include family, friends and any know associates.Now... \"Obviously\" he's just tryin to do his job, he didn't say cunttrolls it was 'control', it was very very freakin weird to be talking to this guy all day. Maybe he had something to do with me getting this account back, Maybe he likes my #disdain for his threatening manner trying not so hard to control the situation as I let him accuse blame wildly. Honestly, I just think he's lucky I was high as a kite in my backyard, \"presuming\" that little Cunttroll got the vehicle after all. In #allhonesty, I both think, and hope, it was him that got it. bcuz my Kia? my Kia gone now. I was smart to take all my things out, except my damn #WindowSuckinPhoneHolder. I did manage to grab the @chargerHoldingPart, its been beaten up by me, I'll probably upload a lot of my content on #DTube once I'm ready. So, as I said, there's a chance that whoever took the car isn't involved with that guy. Pretty shocking as I'm on the phone with a chick who very well likely could have helped. Even had someone steal it for her, which sounds weird... She's all kinds of fucked up, and 19 so she thinks she the only one that fucked up. So basically Squeaky, enjoy the car, I HOPE it was you, ya crazy ass bitch. Now, Squeaky just like any girl or person or whatever had a very complicated sob story she could basically just blame you not remembering and hate you for it just cuz she tired and wanna go home. That's why I hit her with the #axemace that was straight-up tryna climb on me and pull me on her and basically the axe commercials were right, about bitches like this. She was #downbad! Was #downbad but wasn't hearing it like \"Ight bitch get off me, like I'm tryna ge- God Damnit Woman! TF is w- *Grabs AXE'BlackNight' \"LEMME GO!\"(She thinkin we playin) *Sprayed her right in the face. Bitch took a AXE Spray right in the damn eye. I felt hella bad but, I was happy too, because I managed to get my leg back. And she just wanted some fuk fuk, she was #heckabeckyboutit too. No offense to any one named Rebecca... So, Now, I'm mean, 'so they say', like what? Was I supposed to let you finish? NO ? up b4 BigMike hears you. But that's kinda where any flirty bullshit ended for me. She's that get some dude steal your car for a blowjob, plus she only 19. Which is a hell of a good deal for her! Like damn girl, #hustleon!, keep it and don't get pulled over. It was cute, I felt like I had adopted a Rider. We talked about a future #SonofMine, named Ryhdyr. ok, yeah I lil bit of me gonna miss her, so thats why this here. I'm not gonna act I love that girl, that's big difference between me and like everyone. Other than born on an earthquake and raised by lesbians. Go through all the emotions to reach the rawest form of love, wherein lies #oureveryperfectflaw and the lover broken inside, just in need of that unconditionally available NourishMeNow pushy kinda fuck me up just to fix me. Love has and will :probblly always be, all I want in life. well provided the opportunity to share it, spread unconditional love, so the many that were cheated out of a childhood, grow fewer in number due to more enable-homes made and morally abundant people looking to fill their homes and neighborhoods. To build an #OrganizationOfEnragement from within a trusted group of people claiming #EmpireOfEncouragement. That's like my main gig, helping people deal with problematic thinking patterns. When she does hit me up, it instantly reminds me 5 mins on the phone how annoying she fuckin is tryna guess, get upset about how I feel. Every time I'd try to teach her about cryptocurrency she'd do some mental kung-fu to get mad at me for thinking she wants money like what the actual fuck lol. She getting more sneaky tho, better at foolin me. anyway, Moral of the Story here People, is 'that'. People are Mother Fuckin crazy yo! Our brains are incredibly powerful and controlling our every move, weather we like it or not. #We as humans are in a very important stage where the money is being freed like information when the internet came out. #We And they tell me I'm crazy for wanting to collect a #bagofdicks, never asked why I thought I'd need one to get in the door, logistically speaking, its basically charging an entire coin at the door. Bitcoin? Ethereum? So many options, this era is incredible.Example of delusional grandiose thinking. #Coincidence? \"BTC\", those letters could each be names and why not? B and C? Met behind my back just an act of shameful curiosity to run from? An act of true love, both affected by an archetype? Hmm.. Although I'm the one to blame, who else could bear just the burden? How could you betray me yet again? Just blame the federal DNC? Nah, we speak the same language. maybe more diff positions with the @KingaCalifornia on twitter. CBC Better B that way... Enough of all that shit, damned if i dont bleed out over my damn EliteBook. First thing Sthe my mom's millionaire boyfriend. they only kiss on the cheek like really rarely... Yeah right, my mom's like queen of the mf internet since she learned she could chat and watch kids lol. She was in front of the computer like 98% of the time.\n\n#Deferent: Brave, u must b \n\nEveryone should download use exclusively the brave browser, \nK back to the show.\n \n How then put me on six medications so Y'ALL's don't get your dick chopped off. No-body, no-one asked why I needed a whole bag of dicks... it was an odd delusion. however though bear with me for a second and idk, brace logic and reasoning of the deductive type. That's right, though, I choose deductive type reasoning for \"proof\" staking that should be observable through the mere language with which we use to call it \"#DeepThinKingTrauma\", trauma, \"Schizoaffective Disorder straight up with an E. Now, this ladies and gentleman is something that can blow up in public if a person It's the way of life in America I guess, we can just do the most fucked up things to eachother, effectively, and the ones that be saying they are most fucked up vs the ones are really most fucked up like everyone want's the pity party. It's Fucking Sickening, to think what people have done to eachother. This place sucks, I give life on Earth a solid 4. Plenty of room for improvement, people need to clean up their lifestyle and take down the shields. Do you know what happened to me when I got out of the hospital? The dude raising my niece for some reason filed a restraining order from behind his wife... like, TF? What does she have to do with anything? Feel threatened handle it like a man, call me up, use your words, respect the conversation and explain why you're so scared you'll lose your dick? or you just don't want my niece to think she gotta CRAAAAAZY Uncle... that's not too bad an idea... Shoulda heard what how I told little John, My \"#Honorary Nephew Johnny\" not to smoke... Bitch it was brilliant! I just casually asked him how long it took him to get to Hayward from Oregon? Get's us talkin, builds rapport, I already know the point I'm nailing, the rest is just strut and metal. I want to hammer this point home, #4johnny4ever. They came from a place oba der and now dey down oba' here and maybe like an hour oba der some #okokok\"Wherever\" lol he lives on in more than and I'm not good at details because #snyweee, #Unfortunatellyexist #nooffense little pig. \n So we kinda just talk about the trip, differences between #CentralValley, and #BayArea driving time wise, determine yep about 9ish hours, yep, focused on mission, #sendmessagethrough sounds about right. less than 10 fasho, I tell him why I smoke and tell him who \"Johnny\", is, was, and will always be to Me. So bring a notepad snyweee and posers there for the credit like you did any damn thing to help him accent hide him away like how you met a wife doing the same thing. #Emotionalvampirism to friendship is like a leach, your example #1 for evidence about what I know about suicide. #Snyweee, move out of my state, you belong in Oklahoma, California is for Californian's, leave snyweee, you can leave some of your family though. If you cant tell by now, im rather passionate about the crime I perceive you've committed. Believe me, I bet there are many #snywheee here in Cali. Bleeding other's of their passion by stepping on them causin them to sink just so a snywheee can get a leg up. Yuck. \n Get him to laugh by admitting its best to start with the end of you life and take minutes from that, then from this next part and miss out on the rest... It's a grim conversation but there is a reason a drug such as #Methamphetamine exists. It's just a rung to bounce off before you split That's the cold hard truth though something my nieces dad don't know a god damn thing about. When Johnny Solis was \"slippin\", He watched him slip and would laugh it up while I pleaded PLEASE bring me to talk to Johnny, tell Johnny I can help him. Mhmm, Nope. #Snyweee is too much of a ego stroke lover lol, he's the kinda guy that will take credit for why the aliens are talking to you. How the world is like this so we can do that, swoop on the mother while dissing the family that couldn't help but carry your honoree ass through whatever the fuck kinda problems you had. Yeah find a different person interact with online snyweee, learn to hide your identity because it's frauds like you that'll claim to know things they just don't really know jack shit about right? You'll rot inside but only because you don't deserve a cremation. Little John? other because \"REASON AND REASON AND LOOK WHAT HE SEE CUZ HE\" and when he's not covering his ass from the wrath of whatever the fuck could possibly bother this guy? He's asserting his superiority to ensure its properly inflated. It makes me sick that Johnny really thought about a lot of ignorant simpwonder shit, right before he threw it all away just to check and see. You prolly had him thinkin you were Genius fuckin super bad hiipowerchimonkfu and then you'd leave and he'd what? idk, you never even passed my number, wouldn't give me his. Just our #word snyweee, Mine works fine for me. So let us make the same promise I made little Johnny. \n\n#seeyouprollylaterdgghhhzz\nJohnny\n #ThaTimelesSstoryFeeling, my future wife is god damn lucky I we got a 5 year hall pass. We goin right to engaged when this federal DNC (Do Not Contact), for now? I guess we just laugh and nod untill we can feel like ourselves again, our #wholeselves. So yeah, the car is gone now, I was kinda tellin the guy \"look bro, you wanna come pick it up, that your job, how much is it gonna cost? Meh, steal it in the middle of the night? that's the smarter move. I knew they gave me only one key for a reason lol. And that means I have to rent from Hertz. At least they rep the yellow on their logo, and me and hertz ended rather respectably, Avis was just a little cheaper when my contract ended with Hertz. I've litterally been renting a car since november 2019 because my ol' Xterra died in the middle of a order for Doordash lol. This Life everyone is supposed to like and joy and happy and yay, like... It hella sucks yo, on the real, I dont understand how everyone is walking around so oblivious to all of the change, and progress we are making as a family on this giant ball floating in space. We're goin to Mars! #OlympusMons. I digress, today, no reply from repo guy, I'd be astounded if they try claim that I am responsible for it getting stolen. Yet I still have no proof, just my #word vs theirs and whoever Cunttrolls is... \n At least my game is starting to get exciting again. Few things effect my mood these days. I still cant afford a down payment for a Tesla, I'm big on the whole solar electric wind turbine alternates to fossil fuel's. Or a regular car for that matter. I'm just an uBerDriver. I flip out on people for seemingly no reason I presume. I think most recently I told a few people that I can legally cut people dicks off for lying to me (being such a fragile mind I guess lol idk I was pissed okay!? Who's askin questions Huh?), lol and then due to drugs and freaking out my roommate the cops came and took my knife, let me know that they were scared of me for some reason, then they put me in handcuffs and took me to \"the happy place\" as my roommate Nick so eloquently put it haha. I was stuck in the happy place for like 5 or 6 days, and there was very little happy, on account of FUCK THAT PLACE, Let me just cut some people dicks off. Hah, it is a funny \nconclusion to be dead serious about. That's whats messed up in life for me I guess. \n You know how in life there are good times and bad times? Well, try to imagine how GOOD-LIFE can be. how good could the good life actually be? There is a lot of space up there and of course some things are risky. Cool, 1000 ways to die, pretty epic. Now I figured this out the very first time I was 5150ed. It's something that's like baked into us as humans that Life is like a simple graph moving up and down each day, slightly rising after good days, slightly falling when they are bad. Entire weeks, months, and years stack atop and everyone, no mater what EVERYONE has a bottom on their graph. They never get close to it, but its there, If not, that's where the dick in a bag idea came from. The graph plots on! Now just to make it simple, I'd say depending on your net sum of experiences that day, you either had more good than bad or more bad than good, and it determines which direction the graph goes, that direction on the graph. The sad thing was the 'limit' everyone knows on the bottom of the graph, that certainly existed without question. There is definitely a bottom limit, but the top wasn't necessarily absolutely limited. We could only imagine why there is a limit of good. \n\n\nThank you for reading. if you have twitter, im most active and tweet rpg like moments or just stir up the crypto joes. Insta I do live tv shows that idk used to be cool? lol makes me feel like a dork though. Yeah social media aint for me. I'ma just get a website so don't take it, i call #DIB's right now. I can hrow me a follow on my social media as I consider myself lucky to grab my name on every social media except facebook lol, I'm sorry Mark, I'll consider an cash offer to set up an account filled up rife with things to comment on and get upset over. F:D",
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2017/05/24 02:30:09
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| body | For me, life, is a big blur. I was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder roughly 7 years ago. Before that, I was misdiagnosed schizophrenia, bipolar, even short term memory loss in high school. But basically, for my entire 20's, I've known that my brain doesn't work the same as almost everyone else's, and that's been an ever increasingly difficult thing to come to terms with as I've grown older. I can gain a unique perspective when I reflect on my life. Akin to some kind of super hero, I've always been outspoken about the things I believed in, and it's this that gets me in trouble now more than anything since my mental illness will basically throw me imaginary curve balls every now and again which always makes things interesting. I like to look at myself as someone to believe in though. Someone who wants very desperately to find beauty strictly in the truth, to just admire the world as it is. If only the truth weren't so damn hard to decipher at times I could live a much simpler life, but not many people put in the effort to distinguish the beauty of a fact, versus the lust of a lie. I feel the more effort we put toward knowing our reality, the less effort it costs to appreciate it. I grew up in a strange world with a lesbian mom who suffers from bipolar 1 and a homeless dad. I remember my mom as very cold when I was younger, always playing on her computer, chained to AOL chat rooms of course drawn to the attention the new internet garnished for her. We bounced around from place to place, year after year, lover after lover, and I learned to not become attached to my friends more and more because after a year or so, I'd be a new kid in some other school anyway. My dad is the epitome of a starving artist. He's never had enough to support himself and chases his dreams as if it's all that matters, I'll always admire that about him, but it hurts to watch over the years. His art is beautiful and to me it's just one of those things that have never made sense as to why he's dealt this particular hand of cards. It's hard not to look at all this and think the world is still a good place I guess. However, if I didn't have this perspective I might not feel so inclined to want to change it so much. 2017 is turning out to be a landmark year for me. It's bitter sweet though. I'm actively working on myself to better my life and so far I've been fired for the first time ever, dumped for the first time ever, and I've made more money in one month than any month in my life, and still I landed in a hospital for a few days... It's funny how our environment can affect us in such ways to influence our actions and opinions. I believe people are innately good, just misled. I love the world, but I think money and the way it's been is one of the major problems with the disconnection so many people feel. As if it were the most important thing about us, it keeps people separate. The poor despise the rich and the rich despise the poor, and for what? To feel better about themselves I guess. That's all for now, thanks for reading. |
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bennytrembleupvoted (100.00%) @bennytremble / running-away-to-join-the-blockchain
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bennytremblepublished a new post: running-away-to-join-the-blockchain
2017/04/28 21:41:03
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| body | <html> <p>I've started so many different projects recently and still can't sit still long enough to see one through to fruition. That ends tonight. I'm tired of forgetting old me's, and I don't think that's much of what life is about. Although I'm sort of on the road right now, I tend to be opinionated and rough around the edges. Which is a good thing considering I'm internally very shy and introverted, to me it just means I care too much about the company I am in. It's a blessing and a curse, but I think it comes with the guitar. </p> <p>I went down to a local breakfast pub and had coffee before they opened. Asked about the night life there and chatted with the bar tender a bit. I asked to open a tab to come back and pay for the coffee because the total was so low and I had no cash. Laughingly I left the bar with an IOU, smiling, and my life is starting to feel a lot more normal despite not having a bank in it.</p> </html> |
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bennytrembleupvoted (100.00%) @tonylondon / lunyr-the-encyclopedia-of-the-future
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