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Yes, finances are a little tight, and being stuck at the apartment isn't all that fun, but I don't have to deal with dumb people on the phone, and the stress is mostly gone.  In fact, I was so happy and excited about it that I told some of my family, including my mom.  Her reaction?  Disappointed and a little livid.  At least I think so.  It may have been that she's jealous because she had to go back to work and school after my dad got let go around the same time the economy crashed.  I mean, I understand her perspective and situation, but please don't rain on my parade.  I've had that enough times.\n\nI was talking to my husband and joked that maybe the only way to not disappoint my parents is to have a kid . . . that's not happening for a while.  I'd like to be financially stable before starting a family, whether it pisses off my parents or not.\n\nSo, I didn't mean to rant, but sometimes you've got to just let it all out.  Thanks, if you read my post.",
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