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It is persistent, perennial and pervasive.\n\nHow does one move forward when every step is a dragging, drugging and dredging journey? The interminable path that we take skirts the very cosmos but never varies. The vistas are beautiful until you realize that perfection is nauseating. \n\nThe sun and the moon dance together to keep us fixated on a view that never alters. Night follows day until we are suitably convinced that change is irrevocable and cast in stone. Alas, what use is change when we cannot control it? Life is gently steering us through centuries of certainty in which we are mere specks that must be swept along or cast aside.\n\nWe are remnants of the past with grand assumptions of a future. But what use is an adventure when it can be written once and read forever? What of the past when it can never change to accommodate a new sparkling future? Circadian rhythms of the living enshroud the dead ceaselessly. \n\nDoes it really matter that the dead are yet alive? Or that the living have already died? What of babies that are born into this vengeful world every second of our lives? Do they know that every moment of their existence is already being penned by scribes who are adept at rewriting but not at creating. Imagine if you will an endless supply of stories to choose from and the weary arms that select one without even looking at it. Millstones are chosen at random to which are yoked the very soul that should be free from it. \n\nLife is a chimera that beckons to every living thing in this universe and beyond. It begs and scrapes away at our will until we have none left. Relentlessly it continues until we are unable to distinguish ourselves from the very soot of our immolation. Once we are done, then we are part of the macadam that every other life travels upon. The road to perdition has no ending and no beginning. It just interminably vends its way into distant horizons that are beautiful in the distance and corpulent when near. 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      "body": "Nice work on summing up the render farm landscape! Building on the information you presented, I'd like to make a few notes:\n\nBlockchain-based solutions have a few challenges, both technical and operational. They usually rely on breaking frames into pieces, but not every frame can be rendered correctly this way. The nodes they use run on a variety of hardware and internet connections, which means the delivery speed can have ups and downs. And they are facing the challenge of licensing the 3D software, which means that at the moment they are either supporting only free software (Blender) or are tied to a specific vendor (as is Otoy's case)\n\nSupport is also a matter to consider. Cloud-based farms and public blockchain solutions offer a different kind of support to their customers than 'traditional' farms.\n\nGetting started with using a farm doesn't have to be an elaborate process when it comes to preparing the project file. The processes are usually documented for each particular software. And farms can also offer one-click plugins to help with the packing and uploading.\n\nIn terms of infrastructure, there is now a new generation of hybrid solutions in the market. [RenderStreet](https://render.st/) is one of the first render farms of this kind, combining both dedicated and cloud infrastructure for a better value for dollar and better availability. This translates into a more flexible service offering - from a unique [low-cost monthly plan](https://render.st/one/) to a high-volume, cost-optimized plan dedicated to studios.  There is also the benefit of a faster upgrade cycle for the hardware, all to the benefit of the artists and studios. And everything is packaged into an intuitive, automated interface.\n\n(disclosure: I'm RenderStreet's CEO)",
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      "body": "Unfortunately, Steemit appears to openly state that quality needs to be completely eliminated from the platform to open it up to non-intellectual endeavors. Too many words in a posting must frighten potential users away when all they want to do is post semi-literate one-liners and clips they found on the Internet.\n\nI was a bit surprised at the total lack of interest in the posting. How everyone - assuming that more than four people actually scanned through it - could be so apathetic to the idea that the apparent majority of Steemit users want to eliminate quality is beyond my understanding.\n\nIt is like a sports team who collectively want to strive to be really bad performers! I certainly have no desire to make a career playing on a team that has such a small opinion of itself.\n\nSteemit is designed like a video game: keep the user on the keyboard, time entries, award \"gaming\" scores based on participation, interact with others, form teams, compete..faster, faster, faster!  They do not care about quality, so all measurements are essentially how many times you pull the trigger.  I know that's a bit crude, but that is exactly how I feel when I'm trying to communicate with someone who will actually listen at the same time knowing that saying ten words to fifty different gamers would generate a higher score that writing something only one person will read.\n\nSteemit is going to change and it will be in a direction in which neither of us will be comfortable trying to survive. All my life, quality has been emphasized and the fact that many users want to eliminate it is as bizarre as any collective decision could be!\n\nI urge you to set up an account with weku and begin moving your posts there. The account is free and you get 100 WEKUs to start; no payback needed. At least it will give your posts new life in a new world.  When the finer points are added next year, you may be able to sell your stories or use your material to support advertisers.  It is going to be a place designed for writers and even beginners there are discussing quality and the need for creativity among themselves.\n\nIt is a new frontier now, filled with immigrants and settlers and escapees looking for a better future and it is growing faster than Steemit did at this stage of development! To me, it's an exciting venture with a far brighter future.\n\nAt least set up an account and look around. if you use my referral, I'll get a bonus and I'll give you half of it when you make your first post.  It's an appalling oversight that your posts have received so little of the attention they deserved. You have nothing to lose by adding them to a platform that does not have cancer!  https://deals.weku.io/pick_account?referral=willymac\n\nFive minutes to set up an account!\n\nJoin me there, my friend.",
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      "body": "the only rituals that make sense are those that harmonize your soul. All others disappear over time or dont make sense anymore.\n\ni prefer to think of cultural rituals as ones that give you the most satisfaction because they inspire your engagement. Religious rituals give you the most peace because they encourage your disengagement.\n\nShopping is a ritual that many people practice and it affords them peace of mind but not peace itself!\n\nAll of us have rituals that make sense to us but we know not the ones that we do unconsciously which balance life for us.\n\nenjoy your rituals!",
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      "body": "Yes, it does look groovy and I did look better than Roger Moore when I was in it!\n\nIt was the best car to drive I have ever been in. At exactly 71 mph, the aerodynamics made it grip the road, the noise and vibration were lowered, and it felt as if I had just gone supersonic.  That exhilarating experience alone was worth the cost!",
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      "body": "you know that car does look rather groovy! i always found roger moore a little too smooth but the car is a beaut. \n\nI have heard it is really cool to drive. they dont make cars like that anymore. glad you had fun with it",
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      "body": "nice to see that you have your mojo back.\ndont hold your breath waiting for steem to rise. altcoins of all kind are in a free fall and the whole market is consolidating behind bitcoin. i do think that the market does not have a place for than one cryptocurrency.",
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