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| comment | | "parent_author":"",<br>"parent_permlink":"busy",<br>"author":"ollya",<br>"permlink":"i-m-not-for-you",<br>"title":"I'm not for you",<br>"body":"![tulisan i love di pasir pantai 1.jpg (https:\/\/res.cloudinary.com\/hpiynhbhq\/image\/upload\/v1521120573\/ipqvsspvldfz9dpj8osk.jpg)\n\n\nBright morning,<br> I walk through the school corridor,<br> this morning my heart is very happy,<br> Because I just invented the person I love and I love his name Iqbaal Dhiafakhri Rahmadhan,<br> I walked towards the class,<br> when I got in class,<br> I put my bag with a face that my own smiles,<br> not knowing what I was daydreaming,<br> pausing in the chair,<br> looking at what in either direction,<br> with a face still smiling to myself,<br> all of a sudden\n\"Ddooorr\" Tap me out of my dream because something shocked me,<br>\n\"Hey .. !! Why do not you keep going? Who do you think? Haha,<br> think about me yaaa \"guess Iqbaal\n\"Ihhh,<br> you this,<br> I'm just stunned ngagetin aja deh,<br> who's also the one who ngelamun?\" I reply in a furious tone,<br> but still visible,<br> my face is smile-smile own\n\"Iyaa deh sorry,<br> but make you ngelamun,<br> the proof I call,<br> do not hear it,<br> eat it I am amazed,<br> emang ngelamunin what the heck beib?\" Iqbaal asked while teasing me\n\"Emang yaa? Haha,<br> maybe think of you? \"I replied in a seductive tone\n\"Tuh kan I said also what,<br> surely you think me right? Haha \"Godanya again,<br> which makes my cheeks red\n\"Eh,<br> do not be thinking about you\" I rage\n\"Well,<br> it's so,<br> you're my boyfriend,<br> do not you think about me anyway?\"\n\"Haha,<br> that's face already like frown so,<br> anyways I'm just a lie\" ledekku\n\nSuddenly\n\"Ekhemmmm .. Ekhem\"\n\"Nape lu Bas?\" Aldi asked in the doorway\n\"Cave keselek mount Kelud Di\" replied casual bastian\n\"Yee koplak\" aldi menjitak bastian\n\"Ouch,<br> oon lu di,<br> jitak nutmeg cave,<br> anyways cave kesuhek tuh,<br> because early morning there are already dating,<br> mentang-mentang,<br> just dating tuh In\" Sindir bastian,<br> while occasionally glance at me and iqbaal,<br> while singing his lips to my direction and iqbaal,<br> which indicate he pointed me and iqbaal * belibet *\n\"Oh,<br> that is,<br> unfortunately,<br> child ABG unstable,<br> early in the morning already dating,<br> in class again,<br> where PJ has not been divided again\" aldi menanbahkan words bastian\n\"Woy,<br> lo disono,<br> noisy nyokk,<br> ngeledekin cave same girlfriend lo cave,<br> nyolot lo\" shout iqbaal while laughing,<br> in heart iqbaal,<br> just want to joke\n\"Wihhh,<br> woles bro,<br> I'm kidding,<br> but btw,<br> said aldi bener tuh,<br> lo PJ has not been split-for idiot ..\" Bastian shouted and approached iqbaal,<br> intend to menjitak iqbaal\n'Pegalkk'\n\"Pain oon,<br> lu mah,<br> I'll say,<br> PJnya,<br> lu mah,<br> later cua teraktir,<br> eat in the canteen\" sewot iqbaal\n\"Serious lo baal?\" Aldi and bastian shouted simultaneously.\n\"Be serious\"\n\"So much yes?\" Asked bastian\n\"Buset dah bass,<br> if it's as much as the wallet of lime cave,<br> no capital for ngedate how? Sadly lo bass \"said iqbaal\n\"Already,<br> already,<br> why so in a noisy,<br> already later to the canteen,<br> PJ for lo both,<br> as much,<br> but later if the wallet cave same iqbaal not exist and the contents abis lo nyuci dish yes in the cafeteria? Hahaha \"I shouted\n\"Weh,<br> nyolot ya,<br> two sarap partner\" shouted aldi and bastian\n\nAt Canteen\n\"Bang\" call bastian to the traders who sell in the cafeteria\n\"Yeah,<br> what's the message?\" Asked the artisan\n\"Meatball yaa 10,<br>000,<br> 5 ya bang,<br> 1 eat here,<br> the 4 wrapped,<br> just keep drinking orange juice yes bang not pake long\" message bastian\n\"I also bang,<br> baksonya 2 yes,<br> 1 wrapped,<br> 1 eat here,<br> the same orange juice\" message aldi also\n\"Ok\" said the artisan\nIqbaal swallowed and said\n\"Woy bass,<br> lo mesen so much 5 woy,<br> who is it for? Loose stomach lo fit for tuh meatballs? \"Ask iqbaal sewot\n\"Nape hell lo baal? Anyway that's what you make 4 at home,<br> 1 make cave,<br> 2 make roma and tival,<br> 1 make bang bang,<br> do not stingy nape baal \"shouted bastian\n\"Pati cave ngadepin elo bass,<br> ya god\" iqbaal replied\n\n\ufffc\n\n1 month\n\n2 months\n\n3 months\n\n4 months\n\n5 months\n\n6 months\n\n7 months\n\n8 months\n\n9 months\n\n10 months\n\nMy relationship with iqbaal went smoothly with the two freaks (bastian and aldi) But,<br> when my relationship will step on 1 year with him,<br> suddenly iqbaal attitude changed with me. His attitude was cold to me,<br> but I did not really think about it. Until one day,<br> iqbaal invited me meet in a park,<br>\n\"Hi braal\" I say with my beautiful smile\n\"Hi,<br> sit down,<br>\" iqbaal replied\n\"Come\" me and iqbaal were sitting In a chair near the park\n\"Beautiful yaa the weather?\" I asked\n\"Yeah,<br> maybe you think,<br> but I do not think so\"\n\"How about you?\" I was stunned\n\"Yeah,<br> there's something I want to convey to you\" he explained\n\"What?\" I started feeling bad\n\"Soon we will graduate high school yaa?\" He asked\n\"Yes\"\n\"But I want to tell,<br> it seems our relationship is quite up here deh\" he explained again\n\"Why?\" I asked with a sullen face\n\"I have to go to english,<br> i will stay forever in english,<br> forgive me\" clearly iqbaal\n\"But numb?\" I shed tears,<br> unable to accept all this\n\"Forgive me,<br> I'm sure you can do me,<br> I'm sure,<br> lupain I yes,<br> for your happiness,<br> find another companion,<br> who can jagain you,<br> ngerawat you with affection,<br> I will go,<br> but love is still there for you,<br> though I AM NOT FOR YOU \"Iqbaal immediately kissed my forehead,<br> and said 'goodbye' and he left me alone in this park\n\nSilent brooding silently\nI hummed longing\nImagine the passage of time\nA story of the past\n\n\ufffc\n\nNo more singing paradise\nNo more entertainers\nThere is no peace in the soul\nThere is only a star full of pain\nThere is only more Heavens getting hurt\nAs if to say\nThis is the breath of My life\n\nEven more frozen smile\nIn the dark dark night\nCries even more dissolved pained\nIn the sea of \u200b\u200bthe night\nAs if to tell a story\nThis is the trace I have to go\n\nCan I go through the sand storm winds long?\nCan I forget the beauty of a million dream charms?\nCan I step my foot through the heat of the earth's core?\nCan I immerse myself in a dark sea?\nCan I rest in the cold wind of snow?\n\nThere is only one heart answer\nKan Kulalui and I live with pure love with all my heart\n\nEnd",<br>"json_metadata":" \"community\":\"busy\",<br>\"app\":\"busy\/2.4.0\",<br>\"format\":\"markdown\",<br>\"tags\":[\"busy\",<br>\"love\",<br>\"fiction\",<br>\"writing\",<br>\"esteem\" ,<br>\"image\":[\"https:\/\/steemitimages.com\/0x0\/https:\/\/res.cloudinary.com\/hpiynhbhq\/image\/upload\/v1521120573\/ipqvsspvldfz9dpj8osk.jpg\" " | | vote | "voter":"ollya",
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