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comment | "parent_author":"",<br>"parent_permlink":"airhawk-project",<br>"author":"memsyi",<br>"permlink":"in-silent-20171221t124622618z",<br>"title":"In silent.",<br>"body":"![image (https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/y7a2q1n7z5.jpg)\nI entered the class and sat on the bench,<br> I saw a red rose on my desk. Surprised,<br> I observed the rose.\n\n\"This from whom?\" I asked Rina my best friend who had come before me\n\"Enggak know\" he replied.\n\"Strange\" I muttered to myself,<br> I did not really care.\n\nThe next day\u2026\nI see red and brown roses on my desk,<br> \"hmm,<br> there's a sender again\" I mumbled to myself,<br> \"well this time with chocolate\".\n\"Anyone know this from whom?\" I asked the classmates.\n\"I do not know\" replied my friend,<br> almost simultaneously\n\"Dapet delivery again yah oc?\" Rina asked.\n\"Yes ya,<br> but no name sender\". I replied\n\"Probably from secret fans\" he explained.\n\"Hm,<br> maybe\".\n\nThe next day and so on I keep getting red and brown roses on my desk.\n\nUntil one night ..\nI'm thinking of someone,<br> someone I've admired,<br> someone I love this swlama,<br> someone I've always loved,<br> someone I've been watching for,<br> but in DIAM. Yes,<br> all this time I keep feelings in my heart,<br> it's almost three years I feel her feelings,<br> her name Rian she is a quiet person,<br> I like everything about it. the more days this feeling is growing,<br> and the more my heart gets hurt deeper. because it is basically pent-up love is painful. But after a week,<br> I did not see her school. for whatever reason.\n\nSuddenly my handphone sounds,<br> I see an incoming call from a number that is not known.\n\n\"Hello?\" Said a voice across the phone\n\"Hello hello,<br> who is this with?\" I replied\n\"This is octa right? this is me nia \"he replied in a hasty tone,<br> nia is one of my classmates as well as the same cousin Rian.\n\"Yeah,<br> oh nia what's up?\"\n\"You get ready well,<br> I'll pick you up.\"\n\"Where do we go?\"\n\"To the hospital,<br> Rian coma. he kept calling your name,<br> with unconscious state \"\n\"What! yes i'm ready \"\n\n15 minutes later Nia came,<br> then immediately drove to the hospital where Rian was treated.\n\nI ran down the hospital corridor to the rian room.\n\"Octa,<br> octa,<br> octa\" the soft voice of rian,<br> true what is said nia,<br> Rian called my nmaku.\nI sat on the bench,<br> next to him,<br> I grabbed his hand,<br>\n\"I am here rian,<br> I am here\" my tears while shedding tears\n\"Oc ta\" rian opened her eyes slowly.\n\"Yes Rian I am here\" I replied. rian smiled weakly.\n\"Octa,<br> sorry I'm just talking now,<br> I love you,<br> all this time I love you in silence,<br> for about three years,<br> I always want to express it but I do not dare. I have leukemia. I'm afraid when we have a relationship I'm leaving you,<br> I've been loving red roses as brown,<br> that's a sign of my love,<br> maybe it's time for me to go. Thanks for being the spark of my life all this time,<br> even in silence. I love you \".\nrian closed her eyes slowly,<br> I shuddered while listening to his words. Now his breath stopped,<br> I cried.\n\n\"I love You too Rian\". I whispered,<br> and a piece of white paper fell off the table. it says \"When you remember me,<br> close your eyes,<br> hold your chest and feel I'm there,<br> beside you,<br> with you\".\n\nI did not expect,<br> it turns out my feelings to him were avenged. though equally in Silence.\n\nEnd",<br>"json_metadata":" \"links\":[ ,<br>\"image\":[\"https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/y7a2q1n7z5.jpg\" ,<br>\"tags\":[\"airhawk-project\",<br>\"fiction\",<br>\"writing\",<br>\"untalented-mama\",<br>\"nigeria\" ,<br>\"app\":\"esteem\/1.4.6\",<br>\"format\":\"markdown+html\",<br>\"community\":\"esteem\" " | comment_options | "author":"memsyi", "permlink":"in-silent-20171221t124622618z", "max_accepted_payout":"1000000.000 SBD", "percent_steem_dollars":10000, "allow_votes":true, "allow_curation_rewards":true, "extensions":[[0, "beneficiaries":[ "account":"esteemapp", "weight":500 |
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