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| comment | | "parent_author":"",<br>"parent_permlink":"hi",<br>"author":"lovingmyself",<br>"permlink":"shots-fired",<br>"title":"Shots fired",<br>"body":"On my morning run today,<br> I did it without headphones. I was a bit later than 5am. I kept putting it off. I didn't do it yesterday. Anyway,<br> I had actually sat back in bed after getting up and questioned,<br> why am I doing this... I guess the answer of,<br> for discipline,<br> didn't sit well with me. Didn't stand out as good enough. What did prompt me in the end was probably a mixture of the extra serotonin I had been taking and the realisation it was a fight against depression. Oh,<br> also,<br> that is bullshit and I just made up that my latest crush I tried to add on Facebook was standing at the end of the road.\n\nIt is always better on the way back,<br> when the sun is rising. I do like it once I am out there and have conquered a few demons. Today I kept telling myself,<br> they are not better than you. That much is true. On one hand,<br> I have to take full responsibility for my past and my mistakes. On the other,<br> any criticism of that past is not me. I mean any criticism at all is really just someone criticising themselves. Anyway,<br> resilience and discipline out of the way. That is my personal development goal done.\n\nOnto the thing I want. Which is friendship with a smokin hot 9\/10 girl. Gotta say hi.",<br>"json_metadata":" \"tags\":[\"hi\",<br>\"depression\",<br>\"recovery\",<br>\"healing\",<br>\"mental\" ,<br>\"app\":\"steemit\/0.1\",<br>\"format\":\"markdown\" " | | comment_options | "author":"lovingmyself",
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