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| comment | | "parent_author":"",<br>"parent_permlink":"photography",<br>"author":"dimanrama",<br>"permlink":"for-my-love-to-you-make-prayer-as-soon-7a7e11518a854",<br>"title":"FOR MY LOVE TO YOU~ MAKE PRAYER AS SOON",<br>"body":"![image (https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/j5rs75bqxp.jpg)<hr>\n\n \n**<center>CHALLENGE OF TWO YEARS AFTER MARRIED<\/center>**\n\nPeople say that love will last when there is evidence of love itself,<br> that is,<br> the presence of a child. Look at how many couples who originally loved each other,<br> then get married,<br> but never blessed with children. They are also frustrated,<br> unable to bear the burden of God,<br> until finally divorced. Ah,<br> sengguh stifling chest,<br> is not it? It was these stories that initially haunted us in the first year until the second year of our marriage.\n\nAgain,<br> my wife comforted me with the prophecy of Abraham.\n\n\"See the Prophet Ibrahim,<br> Bi,<br> what age do his wives conceive? God wants to test us,<br> we will face the trials of God,<br> the stronger our faith will be the more difficult the trials come.\"\nI just paused unable to reply to my wife's words.\nI can hardly wait for our baby soon to come into our lives. Moreover,<br> my mother really wanted to carry our grandchild from us after so long no crying baby in my parents' house. Other grandchildren are no longer cute little babies.\n\nOne more reason why my patience is gone. I could not bear to hear the neighbors' roar that mocked me and my wife. They say why we have been married for so long but have no children. My wife never answers their questions. My wife prefers to shed her cries on the bed. I often see my wife crying when I get home from work. He did not welcome me as usual. Not a smile broke and hands clinging to my shoulders. All really unusual. I asked my mother. He replied that my wife from noon had never left the room. When I saw her,<br> she was breaking down tears in bed. Spilled already tears,<br> wetting our sheets.\n\nI asked my wife why she was crying,<br> but she threw her head,<br> just the tears that were getting tighter. I did not force her to speak. It's useless if in a state of shock like this to talk to him. Said alone could not,<br> let alone compose words into sentences.\n\nThe night when the tears subsided,<br> my wife sat hunkered down,<br> silent. I finished dinner that time. I've been eating him,<br> but I do not want to,<br> not tasteful,<br> and prefer to daydream time,<br> counting the bells of stoning.\n\n\"Come on umi ...,<br> you'll catch a cold\"\n\"Never mind,<br> it's alright Tomorrow is also good\"\n\"There is a problem what umi has been doing,<br> Abi can not change Umi's heart.\"\n\"I'm just embarrassed,<br> the villagers are talking about us,<br> why do not we have children?\"\nSo that's the problem? \"\n\"OK\"\n\"Abi want to do?\" Umi asked when he saw me pacing like a confused person.\n\"I want to think\"\nFinally I pulled out a statment \"You do not have to follow all the words of the villagers.\"\nUmi asked \"what should I do?\"\n\"The endeavor we have done\"\n\"Right,<br> Bi ...\" my wife said. Her cheeks flushed red.\n\"Then what should we do?\"\n\"We must provoke Allah's pleasure\"\n\"How?\"\n\"Anything as long as Allah is pleased.\"\n\"I still do not understand,<br> Bi.\"\n\"There are so many roads to Rome,<br> many paths to God's love.\"\n\"Example?\"\n\"The grace of God is so vast that we become part of God's grace.\"\n\"So what do we do?\"\n\"Lighten hands and charity and help others.\"\n\"Yes,<br> I'm sorry that I do not remember the gratefulness and keep trying to get God's tongue so that it grants our prayers and requests as servants of Allah.\nAlhamdulillah my wife understands immediately. Then he invited me to pray together congregation.\n\n ![image (https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/8sw5v4djrd.jpg)",<br>"json_metadata":" \"links\":[ ,<br>\"image\":[\"https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/j5rs75bqxp.jpg\",<br>\"https:\/\/img.esteem.ws\/8sw5v4djrd.jpg\" ,<br>\"tags\":[\"photography\",<br>\"lovestory\",<br>\"whalepower\",<br>\"writing\",<br>\"esteem\" ,<br>\"app\":\"esteem\/1.5.1\",<br>\"format\":\"markdown+html\",<br>\"community\":\"esteem\" " |
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