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| comment | | "parent_author":"nathankaye",<br>"parent_permlink":"steemit-open-mic-week-77-silence-waves-of-life-nathan-kaye-original-song",<br>"author":"yidneth",<br>"permlink":"re-nathankaye-steemit-open-mic-week-77-silence-waves-of-life-nathan-kaye-original-song-20180321t001957866z",<br>"title":"",<br>"body":"My partner @hedac first listened to your entry and inmediately called me to have a listen,<br> there we were both sobbing (literally) while listening to it. In many ways we have faced many ups and downs. I know myself about being low and finding my thoughts worrisome (not to that point) but I have some gloom and doom engraved in my spirit that sometimes makes me doleful. I'm not so ready to share openly here but I understand and it resonates in places it hurts. I sometimes sing Annie\u00b4s song: just thinking about tomorrow clears away the cobwebs and the sorrows,<br> bet your bottom dollar than tomorrow there\u00b4ll be sun. In dark times we easily forget how to kindle a smile,<br> yet the power of a smile can do so much. I also had a friend that \"broke\" and she left way too soon. Curiously 3 days before I had been with her and she seemed so happy and having had some \"messed up times\" behind. They were family issues,<br> nothing so serious but had been neglecting eating and she was frail. Still last thing I remember of her was her sparkling radiant smile,<br> apparently full of a hope that was not entirely real... as she decided to take her own life soon after that. I always felt I failed as a close friend to read the signs and for the longest time I felt guilty. I always thought,<br> being life so wonderful (and despite struggles I think it is) what makes someone reach that extreme? First time I got really depressed I understood how your brain can trick you. Keeping things inside is not healthy and some need to overcome a silly sense of \"shame\" of \"not wanting to bother\". So they swallow until choking with sorrow. I understand it now but I don't want to be down there. Beautiful performance,<br> really powerful and emotive.",<br>"json_metadata":" \"tags\":[\"openmic\" ,<br>\"users\":[\"hedac\" ,<br>\"app\":\"steemit\/0.1\" " |
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