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I have never met the man, and he has since died.  \n\nFinally, after a few more foster homes, my mother ended up living with a couple who had two children, in which she was somewhat happy and doing well.  Here is where things start to turn upside down.  The family went on a holiday with their parents, who had a farm in Drumheller, Alberta. It was arranged for my mom, who at the time was 18, to look after the cooking and cleaning for the farm hands while the family were on holidays.  So in April 18, 1957 exactly six months to the day I was born, I experienced my first Trauma.  I was seriously burnt. \nTrauma, Trauma, Trauma\n\nTrauma came in so many forms, for me as a baby to learn and handle. 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